Casanova Brief of Widows

Chapter 26

Along the way, Caca and I talked. We laugh sometimes because of our conversation. Caca was apparently a smart kid, a lot of things he asked me. He was also a lot of talk, chatty and a cheerful child. I'm glad I could hang out with him. I was so confused, I had met all the Arumi family, even her brother as well, all of them were friendly and kind. Why is it that only Arumi is fierce and judes at all people.

"Good quiet, son. We're hitching a car with people." Arumi mediated us who were engrossed in laughter.

Instantly Caca sat down and kept quiet, if I noticed this Caca was very obedient to whatever her mother said. Very dutiful, but kasian also if he is charged like that until adulthood. He would not dare to express his opinion.

"Arumi, why are you so? Caca just didn't I talk wrong where? He was not insolent up and down a chair or jumping around. He is standing in our midst. Don't limit the child too much and don't make him..."

"You have no right to tell me how I've educated the child, we're nobody to you" Arumi said in an annoyed tone.

"I'm not grumbling. Just tell. Telling in terms of kindness doesn't have to be who Arumi used to be."

"Till son, let's go down." Arumi ignored me. God, just this time I felt like I had no self-esteem. It's nothing, it could be just the beginning.

I got out of the car following the two women who were going to be my future.

"Will you pick me up again?"

"I can pick up Caca, Bari. Thanks for the offer. Let's go to the hospital. I gotta hurry."

"Yes, come on."

I opened the door for him. I knew he was glancing at me with his corner of neutrality even if only for a moment. Maybe it was a sign of gratitude from him. Yes, only a day has it glanced at me. Ah glad my heart.

"Rum, can I ask you something?"

"What?"

"Can we be friends?"

"For what?"

"I want to know you well. This isn't Arumi's bullshit or seduction. I realized all this time I made a mistake, but it wasn't human. I've changed, and I've changed because of you."

"What do I do until you change because of me?"

"Nothing, my heart is moving towards your heart. Really Arumi, I'm not bragging. If you don't believe me, just look me in the eye for a minute, Arumi. Just so you know, I'm serious this time. Please give me a chance to be your friend." I spoke seriously and there was a tinge of clarity there.

Arumi stared at the trees that lined the roadside. He seemed to think about what I said. Hope and prayer I always say that little by little Arumi melt her heart for me.

"Friends but don't bother. I'll be willing to be your friend as long as you don't bother me."

"Maxed him?" my question is frowning.

"As you did today. If I'm honest, I don't like it. You sinlessly came to the house early in the morning, speaking a no-no to my son. There are no such friends."

"I just want to be close to all your family. Sorry if I'm wrong."

"Friend enough with me, others don't. Don't involve mom and Caca. Your question must have aroused a great desire for Caca. You don't know how hard it is so me. Please do not increase my burden with words of hope." Arumi said that with a quiver. It seems that at this time in the glass is holding back crying so as not to spill. I feel guilty.

"Sorry Rum. I didn't intend to be like that. I'm sorry I was wrong."

"It's okay. Someone sometimes has to make a mistake to know how it's right."

Feeling lonely, I played the radio in the car. I don't know what kind of coincidence this is, the song that plays matches the mood of my heart that is in love with someone.

I fell in love with her

love is truly oh what it is

(I fell in love with roulette)

I sang a song that was played by two stanzas. Unknowingly Arumi turned towards me and in the next second looked back at the streets.

A few minutes later, we were in the hospital yard. Arumi said thanks before she got off. I drove Arumi away with my eyes and smile.

When I was about to leave the hospital, I accidentally saw something in the chair that Arumi was sitting in. Somehow the story, Arumi did not realize his phone fell. Ah so careless he is.

I walked over to the reception desk to ask where Arumi's office was. But the commotion and the screams of a woman made me have to turn to the source of the voice.

I saw a middle-aged mother who was cursing at Arumi. While in another corner there was a young man who was sitting crying bitterly. An old man was trying to calm his wife who was on the rampage. My thoughts were immediately fixed on the patient Arumi who had been talked about on the phone.

"If only you as a doctor could be on time and professional then my grandson would definitely be safe. You evil doctor. You know our family is waiting for a baby five years ago. Because of your late arrival, my son lost his fetus" said the woman with emotion.

"Mom, this mother was purely an accident. Mother's grandchildren can not be helped because the mother's child's pregnancy is still weak and has a collision. We have done our best, but God wants something else. The mother's child has severe bleeding so that the fetus is not helped. It has nothing to do with Arumi ma'am's delay." The nun who stood in the middle of them tried to mediate. "So we did call Arumi's doctor, hoping he could help the mother's child, it happened before the mother's child had bleeding for the second time. So there's nothing wrong here." Further.

The woman no longer made a sound, but her cries still sounded heartbreaking. Losing is painful. But no one can avoid that. Sooner or later all living humans will feel loss.

I was still silent watching Arumi who was just silent. Maybe he's still shocked by what happened, I'm afraid he'll feel guilty and be sad because of this.

"Sorry mom, if you think this is my fault and you are satisfied and relieved by cursing me, then I will accept. But do not forget that whatever happens in this world has become the will of God. Even if I had arrived on time and the future granddaughter of the mother was time to leave, then she would still go too ma'am. We medics are just like mothers, we are ordinary people. No matter how great we are, we cannot oppose what God has outlined. Losing it is indeed a pain ma'am and this is already the law of nature. There is no one in this world who has not lost anyone close to him. Once again I'm sorry, I pray that the mother's child will get back to his mother soon. Take me to the room" Arumi said at length and entered the room.

If I hear from Arumi's words, she looks strong and unaffected by the woman's words. I am relieved, Arumi is a woman who is calm in facing problems and strong to face them yeng corner her.

I decided to leave the phone to the nurse at the reception desk. He must have been busy after this. Halfway to the reception desk faintly heard the conversation of two sisters walking.

"Kasian bu Arumi, this run out must be thought and crying in her room. Just imagine, he only if there is a baby or mother who did not survive in labor too sad like the patient's family, let alone this is added in the same maki-maki people. Add down for sure."

"Yes, yes we have paid attention to Arumi as usual. It is difficult if the mental ever in broken the same people. He's not as strong as before."

It feels like I joined and asked more about Arumi in the eyes of the sisters here. However, it is also impossible for me to pry information while they are running errands.

"Sus, where's Doctor Arumi's room?" ask me when I get to the reception desk.

"Mr be straight until the boutique turns left. You can wait for the outdoors while there's no Arumi in the room."

"Thank you."

I didn't heed the sister's words. I just went straight into the room and fell asleep in the bed which I guess is the place to check on pregnant women. Don't forget I closed the curtains that were there so Arumi didn't know I was in her room. I'm so confused what the function of these curtains if the only couple in this room. Husbands cannot see when their wives are being examined.

Jesus, just put your head on the pillow drowsiness suddenly attacked. Trying to hold back but it doesn't feel like it can. Arumi, why so long? Why didn't he come into the room? Are all the women in this country giving birth together?

Seriate.