Blue Wound
48. Unable to say
This 6-year-old brown netra just disappeared from his life, never once asked or cared about his own biological child. The figure of a man who used to incise a lot and died of wounds in his heart, and after a long time he was suddenly present again in front of him.
Lying if blue does not have the slightest hatred for the man, it is wrong if blue says he is not angry with the man. Not that blue still holds love for the man, but blue is just disappointed in his indifference to his own biological child.
" mother... "
Alisha's call makes blue awaken from her daydream and tries to control her emotions for the sake of her baby. The man who was with alusha was a cloud, a cloud of Ramadan figure that so many incised wounds on his heart. The figure who for 6 years never appeared to just ask his own biological child. It's a lie if blue says he's not disappointed with the clouds, it's a big mistake if blue doesn't get mad at him. Disillusioned and angry at the jumbled clouds in his heart at this moment.
The clouds set their eyes on the figure of the woman called mother by her new friend.
The roar of cloud breathing was no longer regular when he saw the figure of the woman he had always hurt in the past. That gentle gaze seemed to be replaced with a look of deep disappointment for him.
Blue walked over to alisha who was busy waving her tiny hands, telling blue to get closer to them.
" mother knows, this is about clouds, her new friend alisha." he said introducing clouds to blue
"Mother? Then alisha is the child she's been abandoned to?" the cloud of the heart.
The clouds again felt his heart feel crowded and full. Regret, longing and fear struggle into a unity in his heart. I regret all the stupid steps taken to date. Missing, can not be denied if he really misses blue and also their children. Afraid, his fear was greater than his longing, he was afraid of them, especially alisha would be angry at him and worse if not willing to accept it.
" o this is alisha's bundle that is good at cooking delicious chocalate cake. "alisha babble on the clouds with a big smile then insert the last piece of chocolate cake left on the plate.
" emmm, perfecto. "alisha added her tiny thumbs that were shown in the blue between the chews.
Clouds are only able to give a true smile to alisha who continue to chatter praising blue. If the cloud had a genie who could grant one wish, the cloud would have asked for a time to be repeated 6 years ago, where it remained together and bore the blue in joy and sorrow, accompany, keep blue while pregnant, give strength and strength when blue gives birth and keep and alisha together until adulthood.
Deheman blue, making alisha who had been chattering silently and looking at blue while linking her eyebrows.
" mother has a sore throat" he asked innocently
" ha, ng. ngak son, mother is not sick, alisha's cake is finished so now alisha must brush her teeth to learn with mother. " said blue trying to smile broadly at alisha.
" oh yeah, alisha forgot. " she replied while patting her forehead funny.
" oom, alisha wants to brush her teeth first yes continue to want to learn, tomorrow om here again let alisha temenin." he said as he giggled down from the chair and greeted the hands of the clouds suddenly.
Blue was surprised by the attitude of alisha who greeted people she just knew, not as usual.
" alisha pamit ya om, assalamualaikum. "greetings then walk in blue go to the back.
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" emm, ono opo? " ask santi with her jaw-dropping accent.
" the handsome mas who was the same alisha was perfect, a complete package for a husband. "he said he was chopping his chin with both hands on the table while imagining himself side by side with him.
" the maxute cloud? " ask Santi while checking something on her computer.
" how do you know his name?" ask back maya interjects, lest you secretly get acquainted and ask for her phone number.
" walah may, people have ears kok yo not used to. Alisha people mentioned her name kok knownin to bu blue, when you are not horrified. "him little sewot.
" ye, I was fitting again back time, so not surprised. "elak maya did not accept with a chattering.
" the person I saw you was standing there again curling the tray while grimly worried about the clouds." said Santi pointed at the table where Maya leaned to see the clouds like a madman.
" yes it is natural san, mas cloud is handsome, well, tajir pulak. Who does not klepek-klepek if see him.PERPURNA EXTRAORDINARY. "the word maya full of emphasis in the final sentence.
Maya continues to praise the clouds, looking up at her face. Santi who saw his friend who was a bit coquettish can only beristighfar in heart.
" may, no human is perfect, do not see people from the cover doang, handsome, rich, well-established it is not necessarily good and can make us happy. " santi said then sipped the bottle.
" well, suck deh, if you talk to your cake BUCIN, very loyal just so daren accommodated. Though mah in this city is well, his guy on clear-clear already. I'm just confused to choose which one. "cyber babble who is too confident.
" them, they want to be with you. Very confused about everything. You basic puckin. "
" a lot, on ngantri noh there. Wait for my answer." said maya tied her hair strongly in annoyance.
" yeah, I believe. "santi said to end their debate. "oh yeah, later we go home to work watch yuk, there's a good film loh." bargain hope maya is not upset anymore.
Maya immediately widened her smile to hear Santi's invitation which she rarely heard. As quickly as lightning he agreed to santi's invitation with a single nod of his head and then ran to pick up the menu towards the customers who had just entered to offer their menu.
" hadeh, the base is a child, likes to sulk." said santi after virtual before him.
Although they are not born from the same family, but they are like brothers, everywhere always together from childhood until now.
They are equally grateful that God has made them to stay together, strengthen and remind each other. Sometimes fighting surrounds their friendship. Because it's a natural thing, isn't it.
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