Blue Wound
40. Chose him
The sound of the adhan shubuh woke the blue from his sleep, after tired of crying finally the blue fell asleep with puffy eyes and a flushed nose. Maybe this is a trial in his household, maybe all this time blue forgot to be grateful for all the favors that God gave him. At this time God wants to hear the strands of blue prayer, blue believes God loves him very much, wants to realize the blue of his negligence during this time that dissolves in the happiness of the world so as to forget his obligations.
Blue closed his mushaf and tidied his face when he saw the clock had shown at 06.00 WIB .
As usual every morning blue will prepare breakfast for the clouds before leaving for the campus and cafe. This morning the blue made two plates of chocolate jam toast with two glasses of warm milk for their breakfast. After all was finished and neatly arranged on the table, blue returned to the room to clean himself as usual.
Blue smeared a bit of make up on her face to cover her slightly swollen eyes, this morning blue wanted to straighten out her problem with the clouds, she said, blue does not want this problem to continue considering their marriage age has not even 1 year. After feeling quite blue out of his room was about to approach the clouds that usually have been sitting at the table eating waiting for his arrival with a gentle smile given to blue. But in fact, everything is different now, blue stopped his steps when he saw the clouds laughing with the moon while enjoying a plate of fried rice they ate together. The blue toast and milk made them completely untouched by the clouds. Blue felt her heart return as her tears flowed without being asked. The laughter of the clouds now was not for her but for other women. Blue rushed back to his room, not strong enough to see those who looked like husband and wife.
Her tears spilled again remembering the happy laughter of the clouds with the moon. Questions arise in the blue mind whether the clouds no longer love him ? Do clouds love the moon? Blue smiled bitterly considering the clouds never said they loved her as long as they were married, whenever blue asked that, it always shifted their subject. This is all wrong with wishing too much on the cloud, assuming all the goodness and happiness that the cloud gives is a form of cloud love on the blue.
From the window of his blue room could see the moon holding friendly clouds go into the cloud car parked in front of their house. Since last night the clouds did not approach the blue in his room, just say hello or give an explanation for everything that was going on. Blue rushed to the bathroom because he constantly felt nauseous from earlier. His head also felt dizzy his body felt very weak. Though this morning blue had taken a liquid medicine that is usually reduced when in the wind.
Blue decided to go to the hospital to check himself, because his nausea did not subside.
" what pain do I have, Doc? Asked the doctor blue after he finished checking himself
" the mother does not need to worry, at this time the mother is 2 weeks pregnant, so it is a common symptom felt by pregnant women.
Blue was very happy to hear what the doctor said about her pregnancy. Now there is a new life to be kept within him. Blue sure the clouds will be very happy to hear her pregnancy.
The blue smile never faded after hearing about her pregnancy. After being at home, blue accidentally cooks the favorite food of the clouds to celebrate this happy news. Tonight's menu is vegetable lodeh and cloud-fried chicken, blue hope this happy news will be a way to improve its relationship with the clouds.
Blue is waiting for the return of the clouds in the guest room while watching the television show. Blue had imagined the happy laughter of the clouds later.
The sound of the roar of the car made the blue rush out of the house to approach the clouds. Blue can't wait to tell the clouds about her pregnancy.
The blue smile disappeared instantly, as it saw the clouds carrying the moon coming out of the car. Their happy laughter actually gave a wound to his heart. His eyes instantly heated up looking at the clouds that were ignoring his existence. What the clouds don't think of the blue feeling of the moment, is actually what's in the cloud's mind, carrying another woman in their house without telling blue as his legal wife. Without giving any explanation to him, without giving him a chance to just ask. Without explaining their relationship, if blue is no longer needed, at least explain the status clearly. Don't just shut up without a word, which only wounds his heart.
Blue stared at the food nanar that was on the table that was neglected just like that. In fact, the effort to prepare everything is just in vain.
When he saw the clouds walking towards the kitchen, the blue immediately approached the clouds to ask for an explanation for everything.
" mum, what's wrong with you? Don't just shut up like this, give me an explanation. I'm tired of mas. A high-pitched blue voice stared at the back of the clouds.
The clouds immediately turned their bodies to hear a loud blue "want you what now? Ask the clouds staring at the sharp blue
" i want an explanation, why...why do you bring the moon in our house? Wh why? Asked blue with tears flowing down
" i'm married to the moon.
Blue felt her heart break into pieces hearing the acknowledgement from the clouds. They're married? Be married? Blue did not want to believe the words of the clouds, because it hurt her very much.
" you lied, didn't you? You lied, right? Tanya blue laughed wryly.
" i'm not lying, I've been married to the moon since a month ago.
Blue stared at the cloud, which so easily told all his lies.
" why do you avoid this, why do you think? Tanya blue glare hit the chest of the field of clouds that were in front of her.
" there's a reason I can't tell you. So I hope you can understand. The clouds will leave blue
Blue rushed to hold the arm of the cloud that was about to leave leaving him with wounds getting worse every minute. "you are evil mas, you never think of my feelings. How painful it is to see another woman with my husband . You never think, now I beg you to talk about the moon mas, for the sake of our marriage.
Clouds suddenly turned back and stared at the sharp blue hearing the blue request "if you can't accept all this, you can leave here, you can go, because until any time I will never talak moon for any reason.
The blue hope faded at once upon hearing all the words of the clouds to her, her hands sekita just fell from the arms of the clouds and then left her alone. So much love clouds on the moon that you can drive away the blue that has been his wife for several months. There is no longer any hope for blue, blue is not a woman who wants to accept polygamy in her household, blue is not strong enough if you have to survive in a relationship like this, rather than get hurt it's better to go for it all.
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