Blue Wound

36. determination of heart

Sometimes love is like a pair of shoes always together but can not unite like one of the songs popularized by Tulus. Love is also destiny, as hard as it tries to fight if not destiny will not be together. If that is the case then all that can be done is to try sincerely and with great heart and believe that God has a better plan than desired.

Fero ran as soon as he saw blue coming out of his workplace. He was tired of having to lie about his feelings.  Fero held the blue hand. His longing was so mountainous to the figure he still loved so much. The injured look was clearly visible from his eyes, and fero knew that he was the one who had made a lot of injuries to the blue.

Blue anger immediately erupted when he saw the fero in front of him.

" what else do you want?  Blue angry at fero

Fero knew that until now blue was still angry with him "I want to clear everything.

" give me a reason why I should be given an explanation from you.  Blue sarcastic speech

Whatever happens fero's determination is already round, now he'll reveal about his feelings for blue "because I love you.

Blue absolutely does not believe in the impromptu recognition of fero

" hey, you realize what you're talking about. Of love?  It's nonsense. The blue speech stared at the sharp fero then moved away

Fero swiftly held the blue hand that would go from before him "love me time .

Resolving problems with anger will not produce good results, instead forgiving it is better than holding endless grudges.  Blue tries to control his emotions and gives fero a chance to explain everything one last time. "well.

Upon hearing one word of blue fero immediately smiled widely and held his blue hand to sit on one of the chairs on the side of the road.

" beer, I want a mintak sorry for everything I've done to you. I have hurt you a lot, have often made you cry over my rude remarks, especially regarding my accusation to your mother. I'm really sorry mintak.

There was no sound after Fero said his apology to blue.

Fero stared at the focused blue ahead without looking at him for a second "I want us to start from the beginning of the beer.

Blue smile slanted to hear what said fero "lo it's not sane fer, you yourself who say my father

also papa lo kan, so we are brothers .

" i'm not your biological child, I was adopted by my mother from an orphanage when I was 2 years old. Mama was lonely at home, because papa chose to leave. Fero told himself to the blue.

Blue is a little surprised to hear the truth about fero, but everything has happened blue still will not choose fero to be his life companion.

Fero grasped the soft blue hand of "you will, starting again from the beginning. I promise I'll fix everything.

Blue releases the ladder from the grasp of the fero and tries not to show the tears that had been held so as not to fall, blue does not want to look weak in front of the fero.

" fero,,, uh,,,

Clouds out of his car and astonished to see fero with blue. "what's here?  What's the same thing with blue?

Fero scratched his nape that was not itchy, confused as to what reason to the clouds.

"  you guys don't have any more problems?  I'm so glad you guys can get along again. Oh yeah I'll take you home.  Said the cloud smiling softly at the blue. " oh yes fer, what a coincidence you are here, I'm just as blue to tell you if we want to get married. I hope you can help me to prepare everything and later I'll jiga nando.  Add the clouds with the same smile.

Upon hearing the cloud's confession, fero was confused as to what kind of behavior, deep down he felt disappointed by the blue decision to take. What's in the blue mind, has he forgotten the fero from his heart. "I'm happy with this news, surely I'll help you.  Fero tried to smile, even though his heart felt tight.

" yes, we'll take care of it first. I want a blue anterin, you carefully walk greetings to nyokap at home. I play at your house sometime.  Said the clouds patting fero's shoulder then went along with the blue.

Too late, it's too late.  There is no hope they can be together. Because love is anchored to another heart. All you can do now is accept everything, hoping that the one you love will be happy with your choices. And maybe this is the best fate God has given him, or the recompense for having given so many wounds and tears to the blue.

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Blue immediately came down from the cloud car when it reached his house.

" thank you wan, I have done it. Blue when the clouds are in front of you

" i don't want you to make coffee or tea. Blue teasing cloud

" you want to?  Yes, yuk I made it.

The clouds pulled blue hands suddenly.

" where are we going?  Asked blue curiously

" i want to show you something. Answer the cloud smiling at the blue who still looks confused.

Once they reach their destination.  Blue is surprised by the number of candles that are deliberately formed love with a red rose stem placed in the middle. The new scenery he first saw in real, because all this time he could only see this in soap operas that often aired on a glass screen.

The cloud grabbed both blue hands, making the blue move its body towards the clouds.  The soft gaze of the clouds made the blue come back to mind when they were still together first. The gaze is now back, blue hope his love is also quickly returned to the clouds that will be her husband later.

" i want us both to try to live out our marriage later. Although it might be a little difficult. But, I'm sure it will slowly get better. Soft cloud speech

" yes, I will try to be a good wife to you, I want us to be open to each other. There are no lies and betrayals.  Because I want this marriage to be my first and last marriage. I will try to make you happy. Blue speech returned the gaze of the clouds

The clouds carried blue in his arms. The clouds hope this is a good start to their happiness.   Both forget the past and organize their future. "you like all this.  Asked the clouds without taking off his embrace on the blue

" i like it, but I'm sad too.  Blue speech took off his embrace.

" why?  Ask the astonished cloud with the last sentence blue.

" that's seeing the candle run out.  Speak blue while pointing at some of the candles that have been extinguished.

Cloud hands ruffled blue hair while laughing at the absurdly blue answer.

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