Blue Wound

32. Miss mom

When I was alone I saw photos and videos

With you I kept long

This heartbroken look at all the pictures of self

Which I can't go back to

A song melodious singing with guitar passages that are so aligned, entered into the hearing of fero when he had just returned home to buy his favorite chocolate cake that was not far from home.

Right in front of a coffeshop looks the figure of a woman who recently tried hard to be removed from her heart.  The woman he recently made to cry because of his selfishness. The woman who still lives in his heart. Tone by tone sung with passion, as if every lyric written is the content of his heart

I want you to be here now

Laugh with me like I used to

Even if only for a moment please grant

It's not that this self doesn't accept reality

It's not that this self doesn't accept reality

This heart just misses...

I miss your smile

Without feeling a drop of tears just flowing in the blue tapioca. The sound of applause from the person who heard the chant of his song made blue wipe away his tears quickly. After throwing a smile and saying his sincere thanks to the audience, blue gave the guitar he wore to the owner and went home.

Missing, one blue word felt at this moment longs for the figure of his mother who always gives warmth in every cold, giving a smile when she cries.  Who always teaches will be important to forgive those who have wronged him.  Because unwittingly maybe blue also makes mistakes to others. And also miss the figure of fero who is still in his heart.

Blue tightened his arms because of the cold night wind. The goal now is just to quickly get home so that he can rest his body that is very tired.

Suddenly someone pulled a strong blue backpack, making the small blue body turn around easily and was already in someone's tight embrace. Blue tries to let go of his embrace from an unknown person.

" get off me, you crazy.  Lepasin. The blue speech was still trying to let go of his embrace

" i miss you.  Fero still won't let go of his embrace

Blue who recognized that familiar voice, instantly fell silent without a word. A few minutes later, they dissolve in their minds. The fero speech a few weeks ago spun on the blue head, quickly pushing the fero body so strongly that it staggered slightly back.

Although currently blue still loves the figure in front of him now, but anger, hate still leads the sense of blue in the current fero.  Blue hurriedly turned his body, fed up with the existence of the fero who had hurt him so deeply.

Fero who saw the blue steps, immediately held back the small blue arm. "wait, I want to say.  Cloudvoice

The anger that blue feels today is still very big, so to just see the fero just makes him lazy.

" don't bother me.  The blue speech threw out his hand without looking at the fero behind him.

"  15 minutes, I'll clear it all up. Pinta fero pleaded

Blue instantly turned his body against the fero, to mute all his misfortune on the stubborn fero.

" you want to explain what hah, want to be clear if my mother is the usurper of family happiness lo.  Da?  I'm tired, make cruel words out of your mouth.  So, please don't bother me anymore.  Speak a loud blue, then flip his body and leave the fero with quick steps.

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Arriving at the blue house slammed the door of the house hard, annoyed, angry to be one in him at this time. Why when he was trying hard to forget the figure of fero in his life, but he actually came back again by stating the true longing is also blue feel. " why do you so easily collapse my defenses to not get involved in my life again.  Blue to himself.

Geck..  Geck..

Blue immediately woke up and wiped away her tears, when she heard the knock on her door.  After tidying up her slightly messy hair, then the blue opened the door and immediately saw the figure of the clouds with a wide smile.

" hey...  Sapa cloud

Blue with the arrival of clouds, immediately curious "clouds, why malem-malem here?  Ask blue

The cloud covered the plastic box he was carrying. "I want to eat with you.  Cloudvoice

Blue smiled softly at the words clouds "can you tomorrow, you're not tired?  Ask blue

Cloud lips are deliberately raised, to fool the blue by pretending to lash

  " you don't want to, I've just come home. 

" i'm also a laper.  Blue said hoping the clouds didn't get angry at the question.

The clouds immediately turned to hear the blue speech and took the blue to sit in the chair in front of his house. Enthusiastically the cloud opened the box containing martabak with a cheese and chocolate topping that was still warm.  With a swift cloud thrusting a piece of martabak on the blue.

Without further ado, blue accepts happily because his stomach is hungry and blue really likes this sweet snack.

" how, yummy?  Ask the cloud after one piece of martabak in his hand is finished.

Blue only nodded his head to answer the cloud question because of the condition of his mouth that was still chewing the martabak giving clouds.

" want again? 

Blue took over the martabak in the clouds, and fed it back to the clouds. "change dong, cook me only eat.

One martabak piece went straight into the mouth of the cloud in one mouthful. Instantly the clouds tasted the incredible chocolate melt and cheese grater that added to the flavor of the soft-textured food.

" you must have bought this martabak in the front alley right?  Guess the blue

" yes, you must be there often. Guess the clouds back

Blue knitted his eyebrows at the cloud's guess. "not often, at the beginning of each month just right after the salary.  A smiling blue voice displayed a row of white teeth

Looking at the expression of the clouds, blue could guess for sure the clouds felt sorry for his life.

" why?  Pity me?  Tanya blue who has been memorized by the expression displayed by the clouds, often when someone first knows about the blue life that only lives alone without family. "you have calmed down, you just know,  I'm not papa. I have never struggled with the life I am living right now. Even I am thankful that God still gives me such wonderful favors, I still have a home to shelter from the heat of the sun and the rain,  I was still healthy to work . There are still many people out there whose lives are not as lucky as mine.  They had no home to live in, and had to fight harder for a bite of rice. Young children who should still enjoy their time to learn and play, but they must be willing to give up it all to help their parents.  Blue speech without feeling shed tears, when often see people who are not as lucky as themselves.

In the heart of the clouds felt very amazed by the blue figure who never complained about his life. His life is better than blue, still has both parents who love him, do not have to bother to get what he wants. When many people are struggling desperately to become a student to achieve their goals for making a happy family, the,  while the cloud has given a lot of convenience without having to think about costs and others, often lazy to go to college.

" don't be dumb, you'll catch up. Mbah dukun already in sleep.  Blue speech resuscitates the clouds that are just silent while taking a piece of martabak

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