Blue Wound

39. Unaltered

Clouds entered the house with shaky steps, he felt his body felt very tired with what he had been through the last two months The body and his mind were very tired at this time.

Blue hastily approached the clouds that had just returned home in a bad state. "why?  Blue asked worriedly

" i'm not papa. Answer the tired clouds

" did break in the room I'll make breakfast. Blue speech leads the clouds to the room. Lying if blue is not suspicious of changes in cloud attitude lately, often the clouds do not pylang home with the reason of many tasks that must be done with his friend or cafe problems. Blue tries to understand and trust everything the clouds say to her.  Because blue believes the clouds won't hurt itself again like the promise the clouds made when they started everything from scratch.

After preparing clothes for the clouds, the blue rushed towards the kitchen to make porridge and warm drinks for the clouds.

Blue immediately brought his cooking to the room after everything was done.

" yes, no more going there bul.

" you want martabak, then buyin.

" just go first, get ready first. Assalamualikum.

Bul, did the cloud mention the name of the moon? Has the moon returned?  Blue instantly feels worried about her marriage if indeed the moon is really back. Blue exhales slowly dissipating negative thoughts about clouds. He hurriedly walked up to the clouds with a fake smile and pretended not to hear anything.

" mas, here I make porridge let you eat it.  Blue speech smiled softly behind the back of the cloud that was busy putting up his shirt. "mas going where else will just go home, just rest first at home mas.  It will hurt you later.  Blue advice approaching the clouds

" i have college business, so I have to go now.  The clouds then leave the blue

" mas, breakfast first. Blue speech holding the cloud arm

" i'll have breakfast outside, not hunt.  Said the cloud then released the blue hand from his arm and left just like that. 

Blue stared at the back of the clouds that had moved away from his sight.

" It's so important your business, when you just came home. Even just to eat my cooking you can't. Blue is sad for himself

The clouds have really changed. No more kisses, crunchy fistfights for blue. Everything was different, even the clouds rarely went home. Often blue asks why clouds rarely come home these days, it's always the same answer . If it's not a college assignment then it's a cafe matter. Until now blue tried to understand even though his heart was tired.

Blue took some money from his wallet to go buy chocolate cake. I don't know why suddenly blue really wants to eat sweet food. After changing clothes, blue immediately ordered an ojek online from his phone, because it was impossible if blue asked for help on the cloud to accompany him. Because blue is afraid to interfere with cloud lectures.

After ordering chocolate cake and how many donuts with adorable shape .

As soon as he turned his body about to go home, blue accidentally saw the moon in one of the shop tables in the same place. Finally after a long blue did not see the moon that he missed so much, today unexpectedly the moon is in front of him. Just wanted to move his feet toward the moon, suddenly the man he knew first was in front of the moon and peeked at the forehead of the old moon. Instantly his body felt weak, his eyes heated up looking at the painful scene before him. His heart was again wounded for the umpteenth time, it turned out that his trust had been betrayed. Blue hurriedly left from where he stood, he did not want to linger watching the events that made his heart grow sick. Her tears instantly broke after walking away from the painful spot, her heart was tight and painful given the friendly kiss that the clouds gave to the other woman.  Is this the real reason why the clouds rarely come home, the reason why the attitude of the clouds changes to him.

Blue goes without direction, the blue one wants at this time just to calm himself, vent all his disappointments.blue does not want to cry in front of the clouds later, blue does not want to look weak in front of the clouds. Blue will try to hold on and fix everything to go the way it was. But for now let the blue heal his wounded heart.

The day is now changing night, the sunlight has changed with the moonlight that decorates the night sky.  The rain that had been pouring down on Jakarta, now gradually subsided leaving the water spots that decorate the night. Once felt enough, the blue say goodbye to the mother of the home that he accidentally met on the road earlier, with the kindness of blue invited to visit the house not far from where they met.  In the hope that blue will feel better.

" siti, I say it's night. Thanks for the help. Sincere blue speech, his heart felt better after meeting them, blue felt to have a new family after getting to know them.

" yes, boy blue.  Don't hesitate to play here.  Said mommy smiling gently.

" god willing ma'am, I'll be here sometime.  Greetings to the children, ma'am, assalamualaikum.  Blue speech kisses the palms of mom siti

" waalaikumussalam, be careful son blue.

After being in the car that is booked online. Blue sees her phone back, hoping for a message or call from the cloud for her. Again the blue only smiled crazily, there was not a single message from the clouds asking for his whereabouts at the moment.

Blue saw the cloud car already in front of their house. After paying his fare blue rushed into the house to meet the clouds. Blue wants to fix everything and invites the clouds to talk as well as mom suggested to her.

" Where did you come home at this hour?   Ask the clouds that just came out of the guest room approaching the blue.

" mum tumben go home, no more tasks?  Blue asked, being happy to see the clouds at home.

" you don't have to go back, answer my question Where did you come from?  Ask the clouds with emotion

" i'm from the parlor, boss at home.  Answer blue a little afraid of the anger of the clouds

" do you know what time it is?  So as long as I don't go home, let's follow your behavior.  Home at night, do not run out of the orphanage is just your reason but real you are out of the way with other men.  Da?  Accuse the clouds of blue

Blue was surprised by the accusations of clouds on him, with all his blue energy holding back his tears that had been at the end of "mas, you do not accuse me carelessly, all this time who has cheered this marriage, he said,  not me, but you. Blue speech can not hold back his emotions "you who have broken your promise, you.....

" gold, mas clouds my stomach hurts.

Blue felt the time stopped at that time, why there was a sound of the moon in his house. Blue stared at the nanar cloud, hoping that the cloud would explain to her.  But the clouds chose to go to the moon and leave him wounded.

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