Blood Stained Love

Feeling Guilty 2

I felt more sinful by what I heard, those whom I had accused of like that now still believed in me. They still want to find out all the truth. God, I feel so guilty about them. My heart was more troubled to hear the conversation between the two of them.

I know it's not easy for Kemal to let go of the woman he loves but now I see and hear for myself that he really plays a very sincere friend to Cevdav.

I'm sorry if everything I said yesterday hurt both of you. I'm sorry if everything went awry because I said rude yesterday. I'm sorry if this is all because I'm making this harder.

" Aslan what are you doing there." The sound that screams makes me surprised instead of playing. I immediately turned to the source of the sound that was on the stairs.

" Maa forgive me! I just want to see my wife!" I was nervous not out of fear but because her half-pitched voice yelled at me making me surprised my heart was pumping so fast. Blood flow is flowing so fast.

" Wife did you say? Which wife do you call wife heh?" I looked down I knew this was going to be a problem and I also knew that this matter was bound to be a bomb that would explode at any moment.

" Aslan are you here?" I looked at my wife with a longing gaze I hope she knows that I miss her so much.

" When have you been standing here?" I know what they were talking about but why Kemal was so sniffy with me.

I know my mistake maybe he hasn't forgiven me for what I said yesterday but he gave me the support to figure it all out but why now he's talking so hard.

" Since then! I heard everything you said. I'm begging-"

" What did you come here for?" That cold baritone I'm sure is my father-in-law. 

I closed my eyes and strengthened myself for all this. After hearing what my wife said, I was sure she would believe me just now arguing and fighting with them believing it would only make it hard for me to bring my wife.

" He wants to get his wife out of here Pa!" I know they don't like me so my mistakes will backfire on my little family.

I'm sure this will be used by them to keep us both away, I'm also sure it will be a weapon for them to separate us both.

" Paa, Maa, forgive me. I came here to pick up my wife. It's been two days he's been here and now I want to bring my wife home.." I looked up at my in-laws. I hope they know that I came here for our sincere love.

" Aslan did you come here to pick me up?" I looked at my wife, there was a happy face and I was smiling happily looking at her.

" No! Cevdav is not going anywhere.." What does he mean by what my father-in-law said.

" What did Papa say?"

" You're still asking why? After everything you've accused us of, do you think I'm going to hand over my only daughter to a man like you. You think I accepted you made my daughter cry."

" Papa I know I was wrong and I'm sorry about that. Now I realize that I shouldn't accuse you of that. I'm a brash daughter-in-law." I gave up this time, I didn't want to fight because I wanted to bring my wife back. I'd better give up and not go on with this.

" You now feel guilty after staying away my daughter or just coming here with a certain intent heh?" I know it's not easy but I have to try to convince them that I feel really sorry.

" Cevdav stop your blind love!" I was a little surprised when the woman I had hurt yesterday was now defending me here, defending with her courage against her own Papa.

" Pa I know he can't come here with a specific purpose so don't say it like Paa.." Which heart of a man is untouchable to hear what his wife is saying.

He defended me really. Now I'm getting more and more guilty because I'm accusing him of not being yesterday. 

" Kemal that in go inside!"

" No Paa, don't separate us. I know I was wrong I came here to apologize. I'm really sorry I did all this, I'm sorry I made Cevda cry yesterday, I'm also sorry to accuse you of being a no-no…" I immediately said my apology even though my father-in-law actually knew that I wasn't lying about this matter.

I'm sure he knows that what I'm saying is the truth but here I don't want to argue or repeat yesterday's fight. I'm here to apologize and admit everything was my fault.

" I'm sorry? After everything you've accused us of now you're apologizing! I will never forgive anyone who wants to separate me and my daughter.." I have no intention of separating them why they keep accusing me of it.

" Aslan tell us all what's the reason you said that yesterday? Let everyone know your reason. Maybe with this all my parents will understand.." I'm silent I don't have any reason. Because everything I say is true there is no lie at all.

I could only shut up because I had no reason at the time. " You see he can only be quiet, right? He has no reason or is what Papa says true? He just wants to separate us, you and your family hate each other that's the reason."

" No! Not like that Cev, Paa. I can't possibly be brazen enough to separate a princess from her parents. That's just not possible. Trust me, Cev, I'm not like that." I hope my current wife believes. 

" I don't have any reason just that my mind is so fucked up that anything I think could happen. I don't have a good reason for everything, it's just that my thinking is so stupid."

Me and Cevdav looked at each other I knew he was disappointed with my answer but I didn't want to say why.

" Maa under Cevdav went inside because Papa couldn't possibly let this man take him away after all that was said."

" Pa don't go under Cevdav I beg you! I'm sorry I promised I wouldn't do it again, I was wrong I was wrong." I begged me to look at my wife who was forced to pull by her mother.

" Paa let me go back home."

" In."

Bugh!!!

I'm on my knees dropping my pride right now and I don't care.

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