Blood Stained Love

Looking for Tau

A normally warm night is now a cold night, a gray night no stars no moons adorn the sky. The hearts of the two people who are far apart also feel there is a darkness that is usually beautiful.

Cevdav is now standing on the balcony of his room staring at the sky which is also cloudy up there. He hugged his own body feeling the coldness that pierced through his skin.

" Aslan are you thinking of me there too? Or you just think this is all normal!" He muttered softly with him closing his eyes.

Crying is useless because there is nothing to cry about at this time. She thought that she should immediately listen to the explanation from her husband. But she also couldn't dwell when she didn't know how to contact her husband, her bag and cell phone weren't there.

" Aslan why do you hate my family? What is it with you exactly? Why do you so much have the heart to blame my family and Kemal for our lonely tavern." Cevdav asked in himself but in fact he found no answer to the question himself.

His mind was busy looking for answers to everything he had heard before but he found no answer to everything that was happening right now. Between her who is confused over everything and between her who does not understand the thoughts of her husband.

" What's wrong Kemal? Why do you hate him?" He sighed heavily he found absolutely no answer to everything in his brain at the moment.

Cevdav now looked at the sky back with a very chaotic feeling. His heart was in a mess, his heart was in a mess with everything he had in mind. She hugged her own body closing her eyes as if she felt that her husband was there hugging her affectionately.

" Dear whatever happens don't ever leave! Promise to stay here by my side forever." Aslan said.

" I promise whatever happens we'll never part! We'll always be together no matter what happens we'll stay together forever."

" Thank you for being here and accepting all my flaws and accepting this simplicity."

" Dear I love you not because of possessions I love you because you are who you are."

" I love!"

" I love you too."

They used to reveal each other's love, showing each other that they would be happy forever. No one can separate them no one can tear down the walls of their love but tonight all that was said made Cevdav feel sad.

Everything is just a phrase with no proof. Disappointed yes maybe at this time Cevdav disappointed but for now they just need to calm each other think with calm thoughts no emotions.

While Aslan also stared at his empty bed that no one he loved was there. Usually there is a wife who accompanies him but tonight there is no one only he who is alone there.

Aslan felt next to him he imagined his wife who was there but unfortunately only empty, only a pillow accompanied him at this time. Aslan closed his eyes.

" Boy you wake up this morning!" Cevdav shook her husband's body trying to wake up her sleeping husband.

" Hmm.. in a moment.." Mumbled with him who was still closing his sleepy eyes.

" Dear god!" Sitting by the side of the bed. " Wake up you must wake up! If not, I'll kiss you until you wake up!" Threaten him with a smile.

" Dear-" Aslan awoke with him staring at his surroundings that no one was there. The shadow of his wife even made his night more empty.

" Are you thinking about me too, dear? Are you with Kemal now?" Ask in itself.

The shadow of his wife with his best friend named Kemal even made him riled up, he was scared because his wife was with another man.

" Do you also know that Kemal loves you very much? Or do you actually know but just pretend you don't know to keep you friends?" He sighed heavily imagining his wife with another man.

Aslan let out his breath heavily staring at the ceiling of his room. " I never believed in your friend's terms, there were no words between a woman and a man." He said with him thinking about his wife.

" God take care of him for me! I don't want to lose him. I love her so much that I love her so much." She muttered softly.

He hoped that nothing could ruin their happiness even though it was Fate. " Thou God knows everything and only thou knowest that I am right in this.." There is no other way than him to ask God about everything.

" Dear forgive me! But I hope you can forgive all your attitude. I didn't mean anything I just felt my chest tight because everything was swirling in my brain. Once again forgive me.." Aslan closed his eyes hoping that everything would be over soon and he who woke up in the morning everything returned to normal. 

The two men hoped that they had been having nightmares because of this separation. They wish this was just their household exam that they had to pass. They try to be strong and strong whatever happens later they hope everything will be back to how it was.

Their toughest thing is a temporary separation, even though they are separated but their hearts and minds remain glued to their one name each. Their love will stay together, only now they need time to be alone and to calm each other's minds that need time to think about this all.

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" Why is Aslan so blaming both my parents and Cevdav? What's the matter exactly?" Kemal from earlier thought there was something strange about this all but he himself did not know the answer either.

" Did anyone intentionally commit a crime to Aslan! Until Aslan thought that this was my family and Cevdav's? Or does he know something so he has a strong reason for all his words?" He thought of all this with a curious look on his face. Kemal rubbed his face violently.

" Sir, is there anything you think?" Erik who had seen his boss was now curious why his boss's face seemed to think of something.

" No! Just me I feel wonder why Aslan can talk like that. I'm sure he has a good reason why he said that."

" Whatever the reason may be is inappropriate if he says nothing about Miss Cevdav's family. He as a daughter-in-law should be more polite sir."

" But I'm sure he has a good reason!" Kemal thought hard but he still found nothing on everything.

" Erik I want you to find out what's been going on all this time, whatever you find I want you to report to me, because I want to know everything from the slightest thing…' His orders firmly.

" Okay Sir! I'll report it to you soon.." There's no objection.