Beware

enough Tau!

" where are you? " wa from mas damar.

I thought hard It turned out that he was looking for me, murmuring me inwardly.

before I got out of the pesantren earlier mas damar called me almost, headed for the next time.

you see, one week married, I've been gone until this late.

salsa car stopped right in front of my in-laws house. honestly I actually went home. But I know my duty now is a wife.

" let me know if there'll be anything, okay? " the salsa

I just nodded, and went straight into the house.

I saw mas damar, sitting on a rattan chair.

" where have you come home until, this late? " said mas damar who was staring intently at me.

I was silent and answered nothing, and immediately entered our room.

I saw mas damar following my steps.

" why are you silent? ngak want to answer my question. " said mas damar while heading to my dresser.

" you are here wife.where is your duty as wife? " say mas damar again with his trenchant tone.

I stood on my makeup bench.

" wife since when do you consider me a wife. Have you ever considered me in this room mas, have you ever considered me your wife ngak? " say me loud.

I immediately left him, who was pecking at my dressing table, and I went straight to my mother's room.

" mom ate? " i said as I opened the door to my mother's room.

" have you gone home.? " tanya ibuk

" just arrived. I buk. we eat together yah buu. mas damar already dimar at the dining table. " said me while leading mom to the dining table.

I see mas Damar continue to look at me cynically. I immediately hinted that our debate, immediately ended because I do not want to mother.

mas Damar and I started the drama back.We pretended to be a couple.

after I finished eating, I immediately drove my mother to the room and asked permission for prayer isya.

in the room I saw mas damar had prayed, first.

honestly I feel guilty because I have replied to my husband.O Allah forgive me, I muttered in my heart.

I want to apologize to mas damar and hug him, but if I remember the day after he called another woman and left me. I think all this is appropriate for him.

after the completion of prayer, as usual I roared the memorization of the cottage.like nadhom that I still memorized.

but suddenly I remember kang irhad this afternoon.does his feelings still the same to me? I remember he always gave me a gulali and loaned me a novel

kang irhad knew all my interests, I remembered the book he had borrowed for me, the story of the matchmaking from the east of Tenggah, but finally they were happy and were gifted by three children.

but what happened to me, for almost half a month.my husband, always indifferent to me.

the day continues, but mas damar has not yet melted. already one month our marriage is running, but there is no change for all. I just do my duty as a wife. take care of all the needs of mas damar, and take care of my mother-in-law.

Tumben clock as soon as mas damar has come home, murmured me in my heart.

I opened the gate as usual.

" Run.please prepare batik clothes for me, we will attend my college friend's invitation" said mas damar tampa glance.

I was surprised to hear for us what I would be invited. My heart immediately smiled because it turned out this for the first time.mas damar invited me.

I picked up a brown batik shirt, and I chose a burkat kebaya dress to match the color of the mas damar shirt, he said,

I waited for her to take a shower, while I held the jewelry in my hand.

" you want to go to nowhere? " ask her while opening the bathroom door.

" was I saying we were going to go to a friend's event, mas" said I was nervous.

" sorry run. I can't take you, me and my time I mean, "he replied firmly.

I immediately squeezed and immediately lowered my head, wanting me too high.I immediately took my negligee and veil.

in the bathroom directly I blamed the shower and doused my head with water, I took off as it became. I think this is our first date. had been married for a month but he still considers me a stranger.

frankly my heart hurts because of my own hope that I made me too sure that mas damar was taking me.

I want to disappear from his face.

but again my heart asked, Why would he marry me? kalou actually he still loves other women.I turned off the bathroom water.hope mas damar has gone from this room.

it turns out that mas damar has gone. I immediately opened the door and headed to the kitchen to cook, dinner later.

I saw ibuk. who was planting a jasmine tree.I see ibuk who is getting older and older age has entered, sixty years.deserve ibuk already have cucuk, I am sure ibuk also longing for it.

today, I cook fried chicken, sour vegetables, and sambel. I take my phone and take pictures of my cooking.

but I remember maybe mas damar didn't eat at home. So I didn't send you pictures of my cooking,

after the magrib prayer, my mother and I ate at the dinner table, but mas damar did not go home.

after I finished eating, I cleaned the dinner table and washed the dishes all the leftovers I stored in the refrigerator.

finished all that, I went straight into the room and prayed Isya, I said,

it's eight o'clock ko mas damar hasn't come home either well, I murmured

I kept waiting for him, until I didn't feel I was asleep, I sneaked I heard footsteps.

I wanted to wake up but my eyes were still a little closed. mas damar entered the room and continued to watch me.

the blankets I put on covered my face, but I did not realize mas damar approached and opened the blanket that covered my face.

he opened your cells and confirmed my hair, and wiped the sweat on my forehead, this was the first time he touched me in the room.

god, I immediately melted, but this afternoon I was very annoyed at him, but his behavior just now made me forget the behavior on me all this time. all I remember is that this was the beginning of it all.

I'll make sure soon, I'll get our first night.