Beware

he's back, I'm languishing

My name is Muhamad irhad men_who adored the life of haruni since he entered the cottage Tarbiatul aulad,honestly I put my heart on it for a long time even I often borrow it book novel.His graceful face and round eyes and chin that divides always be my charm when looking at it, the face is, I always bring her smile when I say a prayer.

but the news did not wear arrived, yes it was when I saw his umi and his brother, invite him to stop mondok and marry the man who had just met him just because haruni had ever saved his mother, he said, at that time I immediately felt weak when I heard the news of his wedding.

but this time haruni I see a different.Haruni life I now see as the wife of people.

I saw haruni this time so thin and my eyes sad.I tried to stare up close but haruni looked down.

" the newlyweds ko lethargic gini" I said to salsa and biosa.

" he cape his soles on the way "salsa said accustomed to the laughter of his horses.

I saw Haruni just looking down and like covering up a lot of sadness.

" sal piye you're healthy? " ask me to salsa

" healthy kang" said salsa.

" you run healthy? " ask me tampa glanced

" healthy kang "he answered softly.

azan reverberated, we did not have much time to chat.I went straight to the mosque.

when I finished.shlat I saw the haruni who still wears the face, and cried Sobbing. honestly I did not have the heart to see the permission to cry.

is he not happy with his marriage?

desus ku in my heart. I immediately buy the favorite gulali of haruni and salsa long ago when the mole.

" sal this is for you and runi" I said while giving gulali

" wahh.makasih much of this loh kang "salsa said with a cry.

" you guys want to stop by the house? "

when talking to salsa my eyes do not stop continue to glance at haruni. I feel his sadness is so deep.at a time like this honestly I even want to always be with him.

when I saw Haruni open his face and headed towards us. kamin immediately diverted the conversation.

just a few seconds chatting.Haruni mobile phone rang.I saw the name mas damar terterai in his whatsapp.

my mouth seemed to want to stop talking, but I realized my haruni.

this meeting makes me feel instead of bahgia.I try hard to forget all her memories.even I would like if haruni later not that I am ready.wait for her. My love is enough for both of us

I chose to love you in silence because there I found no rejection.

I chose to love you alone because I think my love is enough for both of us.

a little word that I summarized for the person I was secretly still saying in my prayer.

" oyah.kang I was impressed first well "salsa said to me. and approached haruni.

the two friends I saw were so close, they were still the same as they were in the pesantren.

apparently it was five o'clock, and as usual I had to teach santriwan.

before I tell them to come first.

" run.sal "kalou you still have time to stop by the house also do not papah. "give me to them.

" mboten lah kang. this haruni already in Telfonin Continues to be the same paksu.munkin is already kangen understand is the newlyweds.mingser dikit yo in golein" said salsa meledek.

" wah. iyah deh do not understand the newlyweds." said me while a little crybaby.

I delivered haruni and salsa to their car.but once again haruni he was gone when I could meet him again, I murmured in my heart.