Beware

who's that girl?

while I was preparing mas damar's work clothes, her phone rang Terterai elsarah's name,

slowly I open the conversation wa.this is the first time I touched his possessions

" morning cah ayu, later in the afternoon you can meet the mas in the cafe where we usually meet" wrote my husband in his wa

My body is squeezed.I think she does not touch me because she still can not accept this matchmaking, but which woman is not hurt if you know her husband her heart for other women.

I heard the shower stop, I immediately returned the phone to the table.

out of the bathroom he looked at me tightly.he looked at his phone and made sure I didn't know it

when mas damar left the office I chatted with my mother in the gazebo behind the house.

" do you feel right here? " ask mommy at me.

" get at home mom" I said smiling

" your mas is indeed quiet, since he was from Cairo he did not say much" said his mother to me.

I thought while staring at the palm tree, which was beside the fish pond.

" i thought mas damar was also silent because of the shock of this matchmaking buk.but ibuk mistaken mas damar has another woman in his heart" I said in my heart while glancing at mother and smiling.

I thought hard in my heart should I end my household.atou meet that woman?

but I loved my mother so much, until I was willing in boyong here to leave my parents

sometimes at times like this I miss umik. I miss his advice.I miss his cooking.let's just my parents know this all, but I also understand I've been married.

adem asrep.must I take responsibility I can not complain to umik and abah.

maybe this matter I'll ask my best friend salsa for help.

after me and umik talked long enough umi asked me to take her to the room.

I opened my phone while laying my body on the couch.

I try to find information about elsarah through my personal facebook account.

I didn't get anything for the info, I didn't realize I fell asleep on the couch in my room

until I realized that I had adzan ashar,

I immediately took ablution to perform prayer.finished prayer I immediately taught.after that I folded up the face, in front of the window.sambut I lament my marriage that has been one week.but nothing happened.in this room

as usual, I put on my hijab and opened the gate.

for the first time he spoke to me.

" mom's already eating a run? " tanya mas damar

" y already mas. "I answered gently this is the first time he wanted to talk to me even though he only asked mother but I was so happy

I hope this is the beginning of everything, God, I murmured in my heart.

mas damar. entered our room and opened the black hem. which he was wearing. It felt like I wanted to work on it, but I remembered his rejection that night.

until now I kept shutting myself down until he asked me for himself.

after waiting for the bathroom, I rub a thin powder on my face and I wear a modern teen negligee.

coming out of the bathroom I saw mas damar glancing at me, and a long standing glimpse staring at me

" runi. " he said lirih

I just gave him a quick glance because he only wears a towel. I think this afternoon he wants me but I don't think that's not what he was looking for. he just asked me to get him a sarong and a short t-shirt.

" run. This is my sarong shirt? " he said again.

when I finished my prayer, we went out of the room, as usual.

finished eating.My phone rang Turns wa from salsa. he sent me a picture of mas damar and his time.but there was one woman who seized my view. yak that woman she elsarah woman who has been in my husband's heart.

my appetite was reduced when I saw the picture that salsa sent earlier.

" you don't need to worry, this room belongs to you you are bound by sacred bonds yes it's marriage" wrote salsa

" meet me tomorrow sal, pick me up at the buk ayu house "wa ku on salsa.

to the next morning after I finished cooking and preparing mas damar office clothes I immediately permission on mother.

this time I got permission to go to my MTS reunion and come home and stop by Umi's house.

salsa car picked me up in front. I had permission on my mother first about mas damar he would look for me I understand very well about it.

after saying goodbye I went straight into the salsa car. for some reason when I entered his car my cry was immediately Spilled.Modkin I save too much this sadness along the way salsa listen to my story. he stopped his car for a moment on the side of the road.

" run..mau until when are you rich gini? " ask salsa

" i don't know sal. " said I as I pleased

" if there is no other woman, I can understand sal.with this matchmaking, but it turns out mas damara did not touch me because there are other women" I said clearly

salsa was instantly speechless just listening to my cry, which grew increasingly.

" was he really cold to you this week? " salsa said.

" we only serve the role of marriage when outside the room and in front of the mother, if in our room is always a cold war" I said

" all this time ready to take care of her needs? " ask salsa on me

" i "said me while nodding.

" try you cuekin damar back. don't you need to take care of everything she needs she does not appreciate you as a wife run "salsa said clearly.

but I was just dodging, because it was all my duty, I just hoped it would melt

salsa was silent when she found out I was so stubborn.

" where are we going. Run? "

" i'm looking for the cottage sal. " said I

car salsa to maggelang.along the way I continue to cry while feeling my heart broken to pieces.I also feel guilty for lying to my mother.

arriving at the cottage I met the old santri santri.who is now the caretaker here.I headed home pak kiyai and bu nyai.bu nyai greeted me with hanggat.

we talked about life in the cottage.I heard hisui ma'am tell me a lot about his students.

three months ago I did not see this cottage the atmosphere was different, I murmured in my heart

" oyah run. bojo you don't come with Toh? " ask mommy on me.

" mboten ma'am, again busy working " said me while looking down.

though this is my small dream.I want to take mas damar to this boarding school, muttered me in my heart.

after I finished chatting I and salsa beramit to perform the ashar prayer.I looked down but the sound of salsa surprised me.

" sal. when did you come here? " greet santri on salsa

but the voice was not foreign.I also turned my head Turned out it was kang irhad.

" your run is also "he said again

I paused for a moment to realize a past.