Beware

bridal flowers

I saw him sitting cross-legged holding his gawe, on the sofa I approached him slowly as I poured him a glass of warm tea,

" this mas in drinking "my tone is soft

he just glanced at me a glance. I know this is the first day we married.maybe even only a few hours I in halalkanya.ku angap munkin he just a little cant accept me. a moment of silence and mas damar spoke to me tampa glanced.

" you don't have to bother being a wife in this room, because I don't know when I'm going to do it yet. And also if it's not because my mother might not do all this " he said as he left me on the couch and headed for the bathroom

as soon as my heart, raging like in a storm, I knew this marriage was on the basis of arranged marriage but could it not be as soon as it was, I knew it was not,

my tears immediately fell down the young purple lingerie that I was wearing. My steps were heavy and stammered towards the bed. I did not expect my first night to be sekacou this. I looked at the corner of the room full of fresh jasmine bunga and the dressing table filled with red rose bunga.

I looked at my face in the mirror again.

that's so fucked up.

" this is my bridal room." I muttered in my heart as I sobbed.

I didn't think for long I laid my body on the bed and covered my body with a bed cover, my hand fingered deadening the bedroom sign so that my mortician was not known by mas damar.

I heard the sound of the bathroom shower that stopped.I saw from inside the blanket, he only wore a towel that folded on his waist, only covering part of the hoe.

handsome face bah.aktor in the world of Bollywood Movies.curl hair that always seduces.even always be the target of women. now he has become my husband.but his attitude is so cold on me.

I don't know how long I'll stick with his annoying attitude.

on the morning of the first day, I saw my mother who had gone before us at the dinner table.

" morning cah ayu." greet mother-in-law to me.

I saw her smile that was so bright.Seeing we both came out of the room with wet hair.we were serving the role of a newly married couple outside the room.

but not in the room, the amber attitude was so cold on me.

" today, your angator mar? " ask mother-in-law at mas damar.

" in me bu "his tone softens

I didn't think he could be this gentle when in front of his mother.I murmured in my heart

after breakfast we drove mas damar to the car. Here our role began, I kissed the back of the hand. mas damar and he kissed my forehead.

ibuk smiled at our intimacy.but unfortunately this is just pure flattery, only after I made sure mas damar had entered his car I went straight into the bedroom I left mother. who was still standing on the front porch.

my tears fell down again, when I entered this room, it felt like a dream and I was like I was flying and then I dropped.

I thought it was the answer to prayer, I

I thought she was my mustika even the one I would give birth to.

but my dugan was wrong.

" ndukk.tok.tokk "mother-in-law's voice paid for my daydreams.

" not open "I open the door while I wipe away the remaining tears that are still attached to my eye.

" mama mau.haruni masakin what? " ask me back

" mother again want to eat pepes tofu nduk, the same usually mas mu. seneng really kalou make pepes fish" said the mother with a smile.

" yh already haruni keasar yah ma'am " answered me while preparing to go to the market.

arriving at the market.I bought all the kitchen needs and did not forget I bought my favorite market snacks yes it was getuk.

javanese food made from cassava. since the days of mondok I and salsa always buy getuk on mbok yem. when.event match ball MTS in bojong sari. I remember salsa two months ago she married into an arranged marriage like me.

after I paid for all the vegetables and fish I bought. I went straight home on the street I passed my old friend Handayani.he was also a newlywed.but I saw her husband was very affectionate.

" uh. haruni already want to go home? " tanyanya while saying hello

" yes, I go first and "answer me with a smile.

arriving at home. I immediately cleaned my groceries. I saw mom was watering plants in the back garden.

" ndukk. have you gone home? "

" it's mom, it just arrived until "my answer while washing the bloated fish.

my mother approached me in the kitchen.

" oyah nduk. then later tonight you want to sleep in the back room with your mas?" ask my mother-in-law.

the answer is difficult for what in prepared the room as good as anything and as calm as anything. His son was cold and touched me. I know maybe he has not loved me.

" ndukk.di asked ibuk ko meneng "

" hehee. sorry ma'am nglamun earlier I, kalou I was manut mas damar aja bu. in the front room also I was comfortable ko bu ." I said to my mother.

the house is in line with. customary Java is indeed so comfortable rivalled by trees and local fruits.

I heard the sound of a tlakson, my mas amber car immediately opened the gate.and I brought her leptop bag, she said,

he didn't ask me much even for the slightest thing whether you had eaten.

before mas damar came home earlier.I had prepared warm water for his bath, and prepared his change of clothes.

after he finished bathing he changed clothes, in front of me he called me a statue that had no desire to be able to.

after I waited for him, changed clothes.me and mas damar out of the room for dinner.after finishing eating we melksanakan praying magrib berjamah.

I saw him so fervently praying, whether his name is ready?.which mas damar mentioned in his prayer.

I also sobbed when remembering the words mas damar.I just need time and he I was ready to wait.color I already loved mas damar when the first time mom brought him.introduce him with me in my boarding school at magelang. by then he had just returned from cairo. I had put his name in my pinta.

and two months later my mother asked me to, Mas damar married me.

I think after marriage he will receive it.In fact mas damar it turns out it takes time to receive this matchmaking.