
At the end of the afternoon, a beautiful garden in Jakarta.
Orang-orange shimmered in the sky.
White clouds curl thinly.
The sun was moving west.
In a moment, dimmer ‘kan come.
Stefan's not a romantic.
Poetry strands can sometimes tear the heart.
Too cliche.
Because too often struggling with the code, diction so scary.
Stefan's not the dominant guy, but he's the sigma guy. Looks cool and relaxed. However, behind that, he had a sincere heart.
“Grace .. You are a goddess.”
Grace laughed instead. He knows that Stefan is not a poetic man. This time Stefan is trying to be a poet. Is Grace dreaming?
Grace even closed her eyes with a palm and replied, “I'm a secretary,” replied in jest.
“Grace ... You are a fairy.”
Grace laughed even more. Stefan rarely jokes, but that doesn't mean Stefan never laughs. Because, Stefan does not want a joke will only lower the value that is on him.
Grace said softly, “Stop talking like a drunk.”
Stefan looked up at the sky and said, “I am neither a prince, nor a king, nor an angel, nor even I am a nobody.” Stefan let out a long sigh then continued, “Very inappropriate for a goddess and a fairy.”
Grace froze. Stefan took her to a beautiful place like this, do you just want to say a sentence just now?
Later, Stefan recounted his various romantic experiences that often fell apart. When she was in high school, she was a very shy person, not even understanding what love was.
During High School, Stefan began to slightly and slowly understand the meaning of love. However, the silliness of adolescence is laughable. The flavor flow is like a roller coaster, very volatile. Morning quarrels, night misses.
Grace looked meaningfully. She commented, “They come and go?” tanyakanya.
Stefan flicked his shoulders, then replied, “Lucunya, there are among those who left before coming.”
Grace doesn't understand. “How is the story?”
Stefan replies simply. “Delusion girlfriend.” Then Stefan laughed.
Grace was stunned in silence. Until now, for him, Stefan was a pretty unpredictable guy. Behind his charisma as a cold sigma man, apparently Stefan has a tickling past of romance. The change from a dreamer to a successful calm man is a bit too complicated.
Stefan can do it. “I was amazed, but never said it.” Stefan's tone was pressing and offensive. “Shame, fear of rejection, I don't know. Adolescence is a strange phase. Looks like at that time I was not the type of real man in the affairs of romance.”
Yes, how not, at the time of High School, Stefan spent a lot of time in the cafe and library. His girlfriend only two: pc and book. Nevertheless, until now Stefan is quite skilled in understanding women's feelings.
Since there was never any intention to play a woman, if she spoke a word or performed a gesture that would hurt a woman's feelings, Stefan would never do it for life.
Stefan watched the trees around him, then said, “Grace, do you think that I was dumped because of my status? If the woman has an ordinary background, what about the woman with a good and respectable background?”
“There are many types of women, Stefan. If you've ever been dumped because of your status, it's clear it could happen. And I will never be that kind of woman,” Grace replied with a warm look.
Stefan tells that he used to be underestimated because of the status of a kara. When his schoolmates visited, they found no one at home. Unlike their friends, they have parents and siblings, as well as other relatives such as cousins, uncles, and besan.
While Stefan, empty! There's no one. Little Stefan, growing up in an orphanage, because he was not at home, he got out of there and chose to live independently despite the bitters. Therefore, many accusations and insults were received.
Bastard son....
And sort of.
Stefan smiled blandly and said, “At the time of Eid, I had no family and relatives to visit. Isn't that so sad?” stefan asked while glancing at Grace.
Grace thought for a long time. It was so painful what Stefan was going through. It was as if Grace was feeling that pain. Grace did not comment.
“At the time of school report card distribution, I ask for help from the fathers of the pedicab or motorcycle taxi...”.
Grace crispy.
“When fever, I compress my own body.”
Grace bowed.
“I have no one. At my wedding with Lionny, there are no seats for besan except my close friends.”
“Enough, Stefan. Why are you telling me everything? What you're talking about has lowered your self-esteem in my eyes,” Grace replied in a low tone. He didn't want Stefan to continue his talk.
Stefan wanted that. He wanted Grace to know as she should and with nothing to keep secret. Stefan continues to recount the bitterness of his life so that Grace's perception of Stefan is increasingly changing.
Although Grace repeatedly asks Stefan to stop, Stefan doesn't care. Stefan wants to know what Grace's reaction is when he finds out that Stefan is a really sad guy.
“Grace, did you know that I used to be a scavenger and sell at red lights?” stefan asked with a flat smile. His eyes wanted to know that Grace had to repay him now.
Grace shakes. He thinks Stefan is just lying and joking. Grace knew that Stefan had been in a difficult time, but to live on the street with a paltry view of people, she couldn't take it.
Stefan continued, “I was once arrested by Pol-PP and went into Social Service confinement.”
“You're kidding me, Stefan!” sergeant Grace with a face of disbelief.
“I speak seriously and as is. I want you to know who I really am. Will my past have an effect?”
Grace fell silent. The expression on his face grew faded and flat. After knowing for so long, this time Stefan was very outspoken.
In terms of work, it is clear that whatever one's past will not have an effect, because the most important thing is that the person must be competent and have an important role for the company.
However, if it leads to the personal realm and the future, the family background and track record of life stories will obviously be influential for most people in general.
And for a woman as tall as Grace with a distinguished family background, after her perception of Stefan turned ninety degrees, then it should have been the steering wheel in her hand slammed in the other direction.
Stefan turned his head and looked at Grace very closely, “Not always love is blind, while logic is still used well and with open eyes. I'm sure not all women always accept the lack of everything.”
After this, Stefan asks to pay a visit to Grace's house and meet her mother.