
" What are you doing here, baby?" Tanya Farhan approached Nesha.
Nesha took off her arms She looked up at Farhan who was standing folding both hands in front of her chest.
" Mad." Oh." Nesha said as she wiped her tears.
Farhan looked at his wife's face, which he had wanted to be angry but he paled because he saw sadness in his wife's eyes. Farhan was sure something was wrong here.
" Why are you crying, baby?" Tanya Farhan rubbed gently on Nesha's cheek.
" and ar.... Arnold Mas." Answer Nesha a mouthful.
" Arnold? Arnold why?" Farhan cupped Nesha's face.
" Arnold killed himself Mas Hiks..." Nesha hugged Farhan's body. She cried again but this time in the arms of her own husband.
" God...." Farhan Gumam.
" Let's calm baby don't cry, are you sad she left you? Or cry out of compassion with her?" Farhan's investigation began to show his jealousy because his wife was crying over the departure of another man.
" Well...I just feel guilty." Nesha took off her embrace. He looked towards Farhan.
" He ended his own life because I'm Mas, he thinks I've betrayed him." Nesha.
" Who said that? Does he have any evidence to prove his point?" Tanya Farhan glanced at Rendi who was sitting on the park bench.
" Well good thing you brought up the evidence, relax broo I'm not in the room, Nes I haven't had time to show you the letter Arnold wrote you." Rendi Sahut.
Rendi reached into his pocket, He took out a neatly folded paper.
" It's Nes, I found it under Arnold's pillow, and you know Arnold's handwriting because you used to get letters from him, you can tell which ones were real and which ones were fake." Said Rendi glancing sharply at Farhan.
Nesha opened the fold, while sitting on the bench Nesha began to read the letter Arnold wrote.
Dear Neshaku
The days change weeks and even weeks have now changed months
But my wait is endless
I wait for the sun to rise from the west
Like I was waiting for you to meet me in this stifling prison
You can betray my love and forget about me fighting here
You're happy with someone else
You never thought I existed
I am like the wind in your life
Hah I really don't know myself
How can you expect a crazy man like me
While there you have been paired with a normal man who is able to make you happy
My struggle all this time has been in vain
I cannot fight for your love and for you
I always wait for God to end it
But it seems like he hates me as much as you hate me
I have to stop this fight
I can't stand the pain and tightness in this chest
I'm sorry
Believe me I love you
This love I will bring to my God
Vanesha Febiola you're my life's encouragement
But unfortunately that encouragement is no longer there
Don't cry or regret my departure
Be happy....
I've always loved you
Sorry I can't pick you up at Heaven's door later
Who always loved you
Arnold
(Huaaaaa author crying vows)
" Hix... Hicks..." Nesha smothered her mouth so that her rongrongs would not come out and make people pay attention to her.
Farhan grabbed the paper and read it. I felt pity and sadness in his heart.
" Dear calm down." Farhan hugged Nesha.
" That's the original handwriting Mas, He suffered because of me, I sinned against him Mas." Lirih Nesha's.
" It is not a pity that none of this is your fault, all this is the destiny of the Almighty." Sahut Farhan's.
" Can I go to Mas' house?" Nesha asked, fearing that Farhan had misunderstood her.
" All right, I'll take you." Sahut Farhan's.
" Ren when and where was Arnold buried?" Tanya Nesha wiped her tears with a tissue.
" Today in his hometown TPU." Answer Rendi.
" Well, thank you for telling me, I'm going there, are you going there too?" Nesha.
" All right." Nesha Sahut.
" Please call Nad to look after our son until we get home." Nesha.
" All right, baby." Sahut Farhan immediately called Nadia.
Farhan drove his car at medium speed to the funeral home which is still one keccatan with his house. After about an hour they finally arrived at a pretty luxurious house among others with a yellow flag fluttering on the fence.
Nesha got off the car waiting for Rendi. The three entered the house where all the family members were gathered.
" Assalamu'alaikum." Saya All three at the same time.
" Wa'alaikum sallam." A middle-aged woman approached them.
" Vanesha's." Strangled the woman who was none other than Romlah's mother, Arnold's mother.
" How are you." Nesha kisses the back of Miss Romlah's hand.
" Good baby, how are you?" Answer Miss Romlah.
" Thank God, ma'am, we're so sorry about Arnold Bu's departure." Nesha.
" Grandma, come on, come on in." Said Mrs Romlah.
" Is this your husband?" Ask Mom Romlah after they sit on the living room sofa.
" Ayeah, you know Mas Farhan Nesha's husband." Nesha.
" Farhan Ma'am." Farhan said greeting Ms. Romlah.
" You're lucky to get Nesha unlike my son." Said Mrs Romlah.
" Firm, Mom, the soul mate of fortune and death has been determined by God." Farhan.
" Yes son, you're right, unfortunately my son has no destiny to be happy until the end of his age." Miss Romlah wiped her tears.
" May Arnold be calm and be happy there ma'am." Nesha said, even though He knew that his words were impossible.
" May God forgive him." Sahut Bu Romlah.
" Can I go to Mom's funeral?" Ask Nesha.
" I'm sorry, son, you can't, but I don't think you need to go there because even though Arnold is gone, he knows your presence, And it'll make her even sadder that she's left you this way." Said Mrs Romlah. I don't know where Nesha herself thought she knew.
" Okay ma'am, Nesha will pray from here." Nesha Sahut.
" Ren when was the last time you visited Arnold?" Ask Miss Romlah.
" About a week ago Tan." Rendi Sahut.
" Was she okay back then?" Ask Miss Romlah.
" He was never okay after Nesha left him, Mom." Lirih Rendi's.
" Yes, we don't need to talk about anything else." Sahut Bu Romlah.
" Where does Farhan work?" Mom asked Romlah looking at Farhan.
" I work at the private bank Ma'am." Sahut Farhan's.
" Ooh." Mumbled Miss Romlah.
They talked until the afternoon.
" I went home in the afternoon, Mom, my son was waiting for me too." Pamit Nesha's.
" Well, baby, thank you for coming, be careful on the road." Sahut Bu Romlah.
" Same with Tan." Nesha Sahut.
Nesha and Farhan get in the car, Farhan drives his car away from Arnold's house.
" Not come by Mama's house?" Ask Farhan.
" Don't pity the children I've been living for a long time." Nesha closed her eyes.
" Sleep later when you wake up." Farhan.
" Yes, yes." Nesha Sahut.
An hour later Farhan parked his car in the garage. She carried Nesha ala bridal style to her room.
" Mommy." Nathan's cry approached Farhan who had just entered his room. Farhan beckoned Nathan to shut up with his finger.
" Papi is Mami sick?" Ogre Nathan.
" Don't love, your mom's fine, right now Mami's sleeping because she's tired on the way." Terang Farhan's.
Nathan got into bed slowly. He laid his body beside Nesha. Nathan hugged Nesha while closing his eyes.
Farhan looked at the two people of different generations. They look like mothers and children who love each other.
" May my family always be filled with happiness, O God." Farhan Monologue closed the door to his room.
Btc ...
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