Being Mommy My Boss's Son

If My Race hadn't Been This Deep

Previously the author apologized if there are readers who are not satisfied with the story the author wrote, the Author wrote the storyline casually follows the author's imagination when writing, If the author is forced into a fast flow, he is afraid that it will make the content of the story not connected.... The author will slip in the conflict because if smooth and happy continue will definitely make readers bored as well.... Sorry yeah... Do not forget likes and comments and in waiting for votes and gifts... That is if readers are pleased. Thank you for the fun...

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Farhan and Sifa reached the house. Sifa immediately carried Nathan walking into the house. He heads to Nathan's room to put Nathan to sleep, Arriving at Nathan's room, Sifa slowly relaxes Nathan's body. Sifa threw herself down next to Nathan with one hand propping her head. Looking at the pure white face in front of him, he stroked Nathan's cheek gently.

" Mama never thought if you were actually Mama's stepdaughter..... Your father has been lying to Mama all this time it makes Mama's heart so hurt baby.... Mama couldn't bear this wound, the wound was so deep in pain.... Hicks...." Sifa wiped her tears.

" Be happy with your dear Papi and Mama, Forgive Mama." Sifa kissed both Nathan's cheeks and forehead long ago.

" Healthy healthy darling.... I'll see you again." Sifa.

Sifa sat staring at the edge of the bed, Thinking about what decision to make, She sighed softly while wiping the tears that flowed down her cheeks.

" It shouldn't have happened, because everything that's forced won't end well, so for Nathan and Nesha to be happy then I have to make this decision, I've traded Mas Jordan to Nathan, there's no way I'd deny it if Nathan wanted to survive, baby Nathan don't look for Mama huh... Mama loves you regardless of whose child you are..." Monologue Sifa.

Sifa exited Nathan's room, she closed the door quietly. Sifa went down the stairs with a heart. As Sifa passed through the living room, she saw Farhan sitting with her husband Jordan.

" My brother come home first." Sifa said to Farhan ignoring Jordan.

" Dear....." Said Jordan approaching Sifa.

Sifa walked out of Farhan's house followed by Jordan from behind.

" Dear wait a minute...." Jordan's speech blocked Sifa's hand. Sifa looked at Jordan's check, Jordan followed Sifa's gaze and then he let go of the check.

Sifa got into her car regardless of Jordan making Jordan exhale roughly. Jordan immediately got into his car following Sifa's car from behind. Sifa drove his car at a fast speed making Jordan overwhelmed to compensate. Jordan continues to drive his car after Sifa so as not to lose track. When Sifa's car stops, Jordan realizes that Sifa is coming home. Jordan shook his head to condemn his stupidity.

Sifa went inside the house, she went straight to her room. Jordan ran after Sifa. Jordan opened the door to his room.

" Dear......" Said Jordan approaching Sifa who was opening the closet. Sifa took one of her clothes stel and walked into the bathroom, Jordan followed her.

Brakes....

Jordan pranced in shock as Sifa closed the bathroom door tightly. Sifa flushed her body under the shower cooling her mind, Right now her mind is so messed up, She is weighing what decision she will take for the good of everything. She wants to leave Jordan but she doesn't want to lose her beloved husband.

" If my race were not this deep.... I definitely wouldn't be too hard to leave you.. Who should I choose? You or Nathan? If I choose you then Nathan's in danger, but if I choose Nathan, how will I relate to you? It seems like we're not meant to be together." Inner Sifa.

While Jordan is currently still calling his men, he told his men to teach Masya a lesson for daring to disturb the tranquility of his household, The household that was once so harmonious and happy is now in a considerable storm shock. He does not want to be separated from his beloved wife. He would not let Sifa leave him.

Czech....

The bathroom door opened, Jordan stared at Sifa who had just exited the bathroom. Sifa walked towards her dresser, she turned on the hairdryer to dry her hair. Jordan approached him immediately.

" Let's just let it be the one who wants to." Jordan said taking Hairdryer from Sifa's hand. Sifa let Jordan dry her hair, She looked at Jordan through the reflection of the glass, When their gaze met Sifa immediately lowered her head.

After finishing Jordan combed Sifa's long hair slowly. After neatly Jordan tied Sifa's hair with her favorite black hair strap. Jordan leaned against Sifa's neck from behind, She sucked her face into Sifa's neck.

" dear..... Ii'm sorry... Now listen to my explanation and reason." Jordan's voice is soft. Jordan took his breath slowly. He tried to muster up the courage to explain why.

" I didn't mean to lie to you about Nathan.... I was going to be honest with you but seeing your affection and closeness with Nathan scared me.... I'm afraid if you find out the truth that Nathan is my son you'll stay away from Nathan, I'm afraid you'll hate Nathan dear.... I'm not my son to accept punishment for my wrongdoing, I'm sorry... I also thought about your relationship with Nesha, I don't want your friendship to be so tenuous, I beg you to forgive me, I confessed my guilt all this time, I'm also tormented withholding guilt in my heart, I've always been guilty of you." Obviously Jordan.

"You can be angry with me, you can beat me up until I don't even once, but please don't ever hate me let alone leave me... I can't live without you baby, you're all I want, you're all." Jordan closed his eyes.

Sifa felt her neck wet when her hair was dry, She looked in the mirror looking at Jordan who was crying out tears of sadness and regret. If Jordan knew it would be like this then He would be honest with Sifa from the beginning. Sifa closed her eyes She judged her feelings, It's just a matter of Jordan's past but it feels so painful to know her husband has a child with another woman when her husband's status was not married when he married her.

" Dear, will you forgive me? You're not leaving me, are you?" Jordan asked to look at Sifa through the mirror reflection in front of her. Sifa let out her breath slowly.

" What's your decision, hmm?" Asked Jordan softly.

" I promised Masya I'd divorce you, I've traded you for Nathan.... But Sorry.....

Elsewhere in Farhan's house. Nesha blinked her eyes, He spread his gaze to the room, It is getting dark today is the sign of the day is already late at night. Nesha stared at the wall clock that showed at half-seven p.m.

" Oh my goodness..." Pekik Nesha immediately woke up from her sleep, He sat on the bed collecting his life.

" Why did I fall asleep so long? Where's Sifa? Has he come home yet?... Mas Farhan managed to pick up Nathan no huh?" Monologue Nesha.

Nesha got out of bed walking towards the bathroom to take ablution fulfilling her duty as a Muslim. When he finished, He went out of the room down the stairs to the kitchen, As he passed the playroom, He heard a loud voice like people were playing in there. Nesha approached the door of the room that was not closed.

" Nathan." Pekik Nesha ran over to Nathan and Farhan who were playing. Nesha hugged Nathan.

" Dear don't run away danger." Farhan.

" I'm sorry, M." Nesha Sahut.

" Nathan Mami kangennnnn ." Nesha kisses Nathan's puffed cheeks.

" Athan is also angen Pi." Nathan Sahut.

" Mum, where's Sifa?" Tanya Nesha took off her embrace and let Nathan play again.

" Sifa's coming home, baby... There's something going on with Sifa and Jordan." Farhan.

" Something??? What is Mas?" Ask Nesha.

" E..l...." Nervous Farhan.

" Why Mas? Just say it." Nesha.

" It turns out Jordan's been lying to us all along, baby...." Farhan.

" Lying to us how is it? The obvious ah." Ask Nesha.

" It turns out Jordan's biological father...." Farhan paused his words while glancing at Nathan who was engrossed in play. Nesha followed Farhan's line of sight. Nesha frowned looking at Farhan.

" What do you mean, Mom?" Surveyed Nesha with a sharp look.

" Jordan's biological father to Nathan." Lirih Farhan's.

" What?" Pekik Nesha covered her mouth with both hands.

" Why is it like this? What kind of woman is your ex-wife? Why would he want to come here... Gee whiz... " Nesha said in disbelief.

" That's what he is, baby..... If compared to you she's nothing, I'm sorry I married her and raised her degree, What a cheap woman*n, Your love for Nathan won't change after knowing all this isn't it?" Tanya Farhan made sure.

" No.... Nathan doesn't know what's here, if he can choose he'll definitely choose to be born to a good woman Mas, I'll still love Nathan even though our son was born, Nathan will still be our first son." Nesha said firmly.

" Thank you dear.... You are indeed the best woman in the world, I did not choose you to be my life partner." Fahan hugged Nesha.

TBC.....