
Degs....
Their eyes met, Farhan longed to embrace the wife whom He now longed for, but he feared that Nesha might be further away from him. Finally Farhan just looked at him with a loving look.
" Mommy...." Shouted Nathan running towards Nesha, Nesha immediately carried him.
" Darling why are you crying hmm?" Nesha softly kissed Nathan's cheek.
" Athan wants to cama Mami, don't want to be home." Nathan replied still sobbing.
" Where's Nathan's mom?" Nesha asked looking towards Farhan. He wanted to know what answer Farhan would give him.
" Nathan's mom is in front of me right now." As Farhan advanced toward Nesha, he growled at the question Nesha had asked him. Nesha did not budge, willing to retreat afraid of falling because he carried Nathan at this time until he arrived....
Cup.....
Farhan kissed Nesha's forehead. Nesha was stunned rounding her eyes.
" Don't ever ask anything silly again baby, you're Nathan's mom, either now or later, forever you're Nathan's mom." Farhan rubbed a child's hair on Nesha's face.
" I'm sure even if you forget the memory, but your instincts as Nathan's mom are still intertwined, because you love Nathan so much, our son." Connect Farhan.
" Yes . yeah, I'll be Nathan's mom, but just temporarily, sir, once you find a woman who deserves to be his mom, then I'll be free from this drama, not so Mr. Farhan." Nesha.
" I've said now and forever only you will be Nathan's mother, do you not understand my words." Pressing Farhan looking at Nesha with a nagging look made Nesha a little scared.
" Nathan and Oma yuk, let Mami and Papi talk to each other first, come on." Said Mama Rena take over Nathan and invite Sifa to come out, Mama Rena wants to give time for both of them.
" Sitting.. I want to talk." Farhan said coldly. Nesha just obeyed him.
" Have you lost the memory of your love and affection just disappeared for Nathan? Does a mother's instinct no longer work in your heart?" Farhan asked looking at Nesha.
" I don't have any instincts, because I'm not his mother." Ketus Nesha's.
" Well you didn't give birth to her but her mother, but me and Nathan don't care, for us you're her mom, the one who always loved her, the one who was ready to sacrifice her life to protect her." Farhan.
"Do you know remember? You ever promise not to leave him no matter what? Then what is this? You reneged on your promise as a mother, Ah no you must have forgotten right? If you remember that I'm sure you wouldn't be this selfish woman, you're mean to Nathan... When Nathan needs you, you leave him." Farhan said, He hoped Nesha would knock her heart out, and want to go back to her house.
" Well you're right.I'm a selfish woman, I'm a bad woman, I don't even deserve to be the mother of your son, I'm a cheap woman who's willing to sell my body just for money, I feel dejavu with all your words, Mr. Farhan." Nesha Sahut.
Degs...
Farhan's heart skipped a beat, Farhan recalled that Farhan had told Nesha before. He even uttered a hurtful insult. But now Farhan regretted everything.
" I'm sorry, I don't mean it like that, I just want you to come back home, we start over, we assemble happiness for the three of us, I'm fine if you forget me, I'm fine, but one thing you should know and remember, I love and love you Vanesha Ardiansyah, sky is not playing a show or lying to you, I... Loving you with all my heart." Farhan Resolute. Nesha was moved by Farhan's words.
" Open a new page with me, stay back with us, we love you, we need your love, we can't live without you baby, how many times do I have to tell you, I'm a husband who always loves you, I love you, and I beg you to let me prove everything, come back home with us, baby." Farhan said, Nesha wiped her tears, She does not want to look weak in front of Farhan.
" I'm sure you only need me to take care of your son." Sindir Nesha's.
" No.. honestly it was like that at first, but as time went on, I started to get comfortable with your affection, I love you, somehow that sense came out that was obvious before the accident, I know, I loved you so much first, so I was so jealous to see you with Romi, I couldn't control my emotions, my trauma of losing the woman I loved came back to haunt me then, I'm afraid of losing you, baby, I'm really scared, it all gets me out of control, until I say hurtful words to you, until you finally leave me." Terang Farhan's.
" I'm sorry to have been the cause of that fateful incident.... I'm sorry, I love you. I really love you, after the accident, I promised to prove my love and love for you, but dear... Before I convince you you've forgotten me Hiks.. I can't afford to lose you, Nesha." Farhan wiped his tears, He was not ashamed to tear in front of his wife. He could no longer bear the pain in his chest.
" I don't know if it's real or just your skit, I'm afraid you let me down again, when I trust you, I don't know what to do right now." Nesha said in her heart.
" Want to go back home? I promise I'll make you remember everything, remember all our memories." Farhan.
" Even that painful event? Do I have to remember it too." Search Nesha.
" I will remind you of sweet or bitter memories, I did make mistakes but I will always try to apologize to you until you forgive me and come back to love me like you used to." Farhan.
" Where?" Connect Farhan.
" e.e..a.a.me."g." Nesha said nervously, He thinks what decision he will take, gives Farhan a chance or moves away from him.
" For the sake of me and Nathan, for the sake of love we want ya." Pinta Farhan's.
" Mommy...." Shouted Nathan approaching Nesha.
" Dear.." Said Nesha holding Nathan.
" Mommy says Oma Mami wants to puyang if Athan be a good boy, Athan promises Mami, Athan will be a good boy, ndak naughty again, but Mami puyang yes, Athan want to not be mami's kama." Celeste Nathan. Nesha looked at Sifa and was only nodding her head.
" How's Mi? Mommy wants to fuck Athan, right?" Ask Nathan.
" E....
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