
The day passed, it did not feel Nesha had lived in her house for a month. A month ago, he refused to let Nathan go home. He avoided Farhan and Nathan, who went to his house every day. For some reason his heart was so hard, he remained firm on his determination to stay away from Farhan. Understandably it is still labile.
A week ago, Nathan went back to the hospital with a high fever, probably missing his mom, actually Nesha did not have the heart with him, I'd love to see Nathan but Nesha undoes her intentions. He did not want to visit Nathan because he was afraid that his heart would waver.
Today after Nathan was discharged from the hospital, he asked to be taken to Nesha's house. Farhan also complied. Farhan drove his car at a speed towards Nesha's house.
Twenty minutes Farhan arrived at Nesha's residence. They both got out of the car and went into the house. When Nathan saw Nesha sitting on the sofa, Nathan hugged her tightly, unwilling to let go.
" my mother.hiks...hiks.... Athan angina... Mami where to caja, why Mami nindalin Athan hiks. Athan catit Mi, why Mami does not want Athan's genes.... What Mami hates to call Athan." Isaac Nathan.
Nesha could not help but cry, she cried while hugging Nathan. He also suffered far from his beloved son. Right now He just wants to find an answer about what his heart really wants, before He makes a decision.
" Mommy.we pray..." Nathan Said.
" Nathan wants Mami home?" Nesha asked looking at Nathan's pale face.
" Yes Mi." Nathan nodded.
Nesha seemed to be thinking, She has been an evil mother for a month because she let her favorite son miss her, even to the hospital.
"Mommy.how do you want to puyang cama Athan, Athan want to cama Mami." Whine Nathan.
Nesha looked at Farhan, Mama Rena and Sifa who were sitting on the sofa sebrang, she was confused to make a decision. He did not want to part with Nathan, but he doubted Farhan's promise and love. Nesha was afraid that Farhan would lie to her again. Wouldn't every woman if her heart had been hurt it would be hard to forget?
" Wait one more night baby, Mami still wants to play here with aunt Sifa." Nesha said heart.
" Athan goes inep cini cama Mami." Nathan said.
" Just ask Papi if Nathan can stay here or not." Nesha.
" Papi Athan boyeh in cini cama Mami right? Athan penin tidul in kelonin cama Mami." Nathan looked at Farhan.
" May be darling." Sahut Farhan's.
" Athan boyeh in Cini Mami." Nathan looked at Nesha.
" Well..." Nesha kissed Nathan's cheek. Farhan felt a little relieved, at least Nesha did not refuse Nathan's invitation to go home, Nesha only asked for time then he would give how much Nesha wanted.
It did not feel like it was night Farhan and Mama Rena said goodbye to go home, they let Nathan with Nesha to let go of longing.
" We'll go home, baby." Mama Rena's.
" Aunty's heart." Nesha Sahut.
After Farhan and his mother. Nesha took Nathan to her room.
" Nathan, before bed, brush your teeth first yuk." Take Nesha.
" There's no toothbrush for Mi." Answer Nathan.
" There's... Aunt Sifa bought the same toothpaste for Nathan, Nathan's change of clothes is also there." Nesha.
" Good Mi." Nathan Sahut.
Nesha immediately carried Nathan into the bathroom to perform the ritual before going to bed. When she finished, Nesha carried Nathan to her bed. He led Nathan to pray before going to bed. Nesha stroked Nathan's head, before long Nathan fell asleep.
" Is Nathan asleep?" Sifa asked who had just entered Nesha's room.
" What's your decision after this?" Tanya Sifa sat on the edge of the bed. Nesha sat leaning against the headboard staring at Sifa.
" I feel the dilemma of Sif, I've already pura amnesia to stay away from Mas Farhan and Nathan, but in fact Nathan still depends on me, so I don't have the heart to leave him, I don't know what to do Sif, I'm really confused." Nesha wiped her tears.
" Go back to your family, forget those painful times, I'm sure now Mr. Farhan really loves you." Sifa.
" I'm still afraid of Sif, I'm afraid he's lying to me again it feels so sick to Sif, my heart and mind are out of sync, I want to go away from him, I want to go away from him, I want to forget this love for him but my heart is heavy to do so, if I go back to him I'm afraid I'll get hurt someday." Nesha.
" You have to get rid of that fear Nes, until when are you going to be like this." Sifa.
" I also don't know how Mas Farhan reacted when I found out that all this time I was just pretending." Nesha.
" So you've been pretending all this time? You purposely pretended to be Amnesia to forget me and Nathan?" Asked someone from the front of the door made the two turn their heads towards him.
" Mas Farhan." Nesha muttered.
" Mr. Farhan." Sifa.
Nesha and Sifa looked at each other as if asking since when did Farhan stand there? Then what is he doing here?
" I go out first Nes, solve your problems first, maybe it's time you tell everything." Sifa.
Sifa walked out of Nesha's room leaving both of them. He wanted to give them a chance to solve their problems.
" Explain why you have so much heart for us Nesha! You're avoiding us with pura amnesia? I didn't think you were that bad Sha... You lied to us all with cheap tricks like this, you have Sha, even Nathan almost lost his life because he was so scared of you, but it turns out you were just pretending." Farhan said he rough his hair.
" Yes you're right, I'm evil, I'm selfish.. Very selfish but have you ever understood my feelings? you lied to me about how you felt about me, after that you humbled me as low as Mas, even you to remind me of my status which is only mother, continued Nathan Hiks.. Do you know how sick my heart is right now Mas, I want to be free of you, I want to forget you, which is why I purportedly amnesiac." Isak Nesha's.
" Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I regret everything, you're not guilty of doing this, I'm the one who should be wronged, you've suffered a lot because of me, I'm sorry baby." Farhan hugged Nesha.
" Hiks.hiks..hiks... I'm afraid you're hurting me again Mas, I'm afraid that what you're saying is just a charade." Nesha.
" Nesha. I really love you, finish our fight here yeah, come back home, we wake up a happy family from the beginning again, hmm." Farhan softly looked at Nesha.
" Dear, for Nathan's sake and for our love, come back to us, one thing you should know dear I really love you... I love U." Farhan cupped Nesha's face.
"You want to go back home with us?" Ask Farhan.
Nesha nodded her head. Farhan immediately hugged Nesha channeling a burst of joy within his chest. He kissed Nesha's forehead several times.
" Dear, thanks.... Thank you for forgiving me and accepting me back, thank you, dear." Farhan.
" Hmm I also apologize to you for what I've been doing all this time." Nesha.
" I forgive you, baby." Sahut Farhan's.
" I'm sleepy and I'm going to sleep." Nesha laid her body next to Nathan.
" I am too." Sahut Farhan lay behind Nesha. He hugged Nesha's body from behind with a happy feeling. The three now sleep hugging each other.
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