Being Mommy My Boss's Son

Grief News

A week passed Nesha had eliminated her anger towards Jordan but she gave a little distance to the relationship the two were not as close as they used to be. Nathan is still afraid that if he meets Jordan, he prefers to lock himself in his room. Although Jordan Papa was born but for Nathan Jordan still others because he knows and he feels Papa birth is Farhan.

Today Nesha visited Sifa who was being treated in the hospital. The content of Sifa is fussy, he vomits excessively to make his body weak helpless. Even Jordan couldn't see his wife's craving like that.

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Nesha opened the door, she looked inside to see if this was Sifa's room or not. Sifa was lying weakly on top of the gurney with an intravenous needle stuck to the back of her hand.

" Nesha please come in." Lirih Sifa was still heard by Nesha's ears.

Nesha walked up to him, sitting on a chair beside the bed.

" How are you doing?" Nesha asked looking at the pale face of her best friend.

" I'm fine Nes, thanks for coming I guess you're still mad at me." Sifa Sahut.

" What the hell are you, obviously I'm coming here I'm your best friend." Nesha.

" You alone?" Ask Sifa.

" Yes, Nathan doesn't want me to meet you yet, I'm sorry I'll talk to you later." Nesha said as if she knew who Sifa was looking for.

" No pa, maybe he's still afraid of Mas Jordan." Sifa Sahut.

" Are you Nes, Alone?" Asked Jordan who just came out of the bathroom. Looks like Jordan took a shower because his hair is still wet.

" Yes Brother." Sahut Nesha short.

" Nathan isn't coming?" Jordan asked again hoping Nesha would answer him at length.

" No." Nesha's voice made Jordan sigh.

Such is the instinct of a mother especially a mother who loves her son like Nesha. He kept it like a diamond that was afraid of getting dirty because the dust suddenly hurt because of the clash of his biological Papa. Although some people think Nesha is more or more excessive, but that's Nesha.

" Is Nathan still afraid of me? She's still mad at me so she won't see me?" Ask Jordan.

" Maybe." Sahut Nesha short.

" Oh yeah Sif are you still vomiting every morning?" Nesha asked to switch the conversation.

" Yes, said this doctor with baby Nes, Did you used to be like this too?" Ask Sifa.

" Not so much once or twice." Nesha Sahut.

" Get me to the cafeteria first yank, Nes tipped Sifa yes I want breakfast first." Said Jordan.

" Hm." Nesha muttered.

Jordan left them both.

" You're still mad at Mas Jordan because it was Nes?" Ask Sifa after Jordan's departure.

" No, but I'm still reluctant to talk like I used to." Nesha.

" That's his name you're still mad at him Nes, how the hell." Chortling Sifa.

" You know, Sif, when Nathan was sick when Nathan was in a coma, even I always looked after and loved him all my own soul and body, Even until now I have never distinguished between Nathan and Gama." Nesha.

" Yes I know Nes." Sifa Sahut.

" I don't know why it hurts and I don't accept that anyone is ngebentaknya let alone to make him afraid Sif, I know Kak Jordan his real father, He's more entitled to Nathan than me, But Brother Jordan doesn't know how I struggle to be a good mother to a child who isn't my own flesh and blood, which is why I'm reluctant to talk to her, I was disappointed in him because he couldn't understand Nathan's attitude and was more concerned with his ego." Obviously Nesha while wiping her tears.

" Yes Nes I feel it too, though not as deeply as you feel, You are indeed a great woman, Nathan deserves more with you than with me, I'm afraid I can't do things like you did with Nathan all this time, I'll leave my son with you, I'm sure he'll be happier with you compared to me." Sifa held Nesha's hand.

" For now let him be with me, If I grow up I will tell him the truth, Let him choose to remain with me or turn to you who are his biological family." Nesha.

" Thank you Nes, I hope Nathan can fight his fear to keep him close to his Papa." Sifa.

" Amien thanks Nes." Sifa Sahut.

Nesha glanced at the clock that was coiling in her hand. Ten o'clock.

" Then I go home first Sif, it's time for Gama to sleep, Nathan must have been waiting for me I promised to teach him to draw ducks." Nesha.

" Yes please, say my regards to Nathan and Gama." Sifa Sahut.

" OK." OKAY." Nesha Sahut.

Nesha walked to the hospital lobby, When she was about to come out, her hand was stopped by someone.

" Take it off." Nesha snapped her hand but Nesha lost her strength. He looked up at the face of the man who blocked his hand.

" Randy?" Nesha muttered.

" Come with me, I want to talk to you about something." Said Rendi pulling Nesha's hand.

" Let Ren go you hurt me." Pekik Nesha's.

Hearing the woman he loved squealing in pain Rendi immediately took off her check.

" Where are we going? Finish your business right now and never see me again." Nesha.

" In the park come on." Rendi.

Nesha followed Rendi from behind. Let Rendi finish his business today because He if He dodges Rendi will always chase after him. Think Nesha.

They headed for a park not far from there. The two sat on a chair under a shady tree.

" What do you want to talk about? I don't have time because my son is waiting for me at home." Nesha.

" Arnold is dead." Rendi.

" What?" Pekik Nesha covered her mouth with both hands.

" Arnold is dead? When's? How could he die? Isn't he in the hospital?" Nesha bombarded Rendi with questions.

" She killed herself yesterday." Rendi Sahut.

" What???? Why?" Nesha asked still with surprise.

" The officer was negligent in guarding him, he stole the cell phone of one of the officers there who just used it, he opened your social media account and he saw your post with your little family, He felt frustrated that he thought you betrayed him, Moreover, you never came to see him even though every day he always awaited your arrival." Obviously Rendi sighed to him considering this ending he became Arnold's confiding friend.

" Oh my God." Nesha muttered.

" When he struggles for his recovery to be with you, you are happy with others, he feels hurt because he was betrayed by you Nes....That's why he gant***self using the cable in his room." Rendi.

Nesha's body slid down on the grass. His chest tightened with the emotions he could not let out. How can someone be willing to kill himself because of himself. Even during this time Nesha forgot someone who always expected her arrival. He lives happily with his small family. Nesha's tears spilled out.

" Hix... Hix... Arnold... I'm sorry, I'm sorry I forgot you." Isak Nesha hit his chest hoping his will was gone.

" Calm down Nes." Said Rendi hugging Nesha.

Nesha did not refuse without thinking long He cried in Rendi's arms to make Rendi's shirt wet because of her tears. Without them realizing there was someone who was clenching his hands to see the togetherness of the two of them.

" What are you doing here, baby?"

TBC....

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