Behind the Rain and Memories

33. Although only a memory

A handsome man stood on the balcony of the apartment and gazed far ahead while enjoying the cigarette sticks tucked in his lips, not until half a stick he turned off the butts and burned a new clove. It is certain that the man had already spent more than a pack visible from the full ashtray on top of the guardrail where he was leaning.

His mind glared at the events of a few months ago.

" I can't do this, "sighs the man, gloomy, staring at the beautiful face lying in one of the gurneys in the white-dominated room.

" Please brother, don't waste any more time we're halfway through, this is the only way we can get out of trouble, or you want us all to rot in jail" one girl reminded.

" But what about Alina, I don't want to get her hurt, she's innocent" said Bryan in a raised voice.

Sarah snorted in annoyance while Bryan was still in doubt, even though this plan they had talked about before.

"Then what will you do, if you want Alina to hate you forever, or let you stay in her heart despite the memories,"

Bryan gulped, he loved Alina very much, he could not if Alina hated him.

" Have one thing in mind, Alina will be fine, maybe she will be sad, after that she will definitely get up and rearrange her life," Sarah provoked her brother's thoughts.

Bryan was stunned, he walked closer to the gurney where Alina was still unconscious and looked at the peaceful face of the girl.

" I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry I left you in this condition, one day if you know the truth I beg you not to hate me, until whenever I still love you even though later you are with someone else," said Bryan, his tears dripping down his cheeks, holding back a raging feeling that did not know when he was.

While Sarah moved uneasily, occasionally spreading her gaze out through the glass at the door, she breathed a sigh of relief as a male nurse she knew walked toward their room.

" It's time, brother, you have to go" urged Sarah again. Bryan nodded before moving on he had a chance to kiss Alina's forehead for the last time.

" Goodbye baby" whispered Bryan with a sense of tightness that is getting squeezed. Never thought that their story would have to end the way it is now, were it not for the sake of saving the future of him and his family, he would not have the heart to make a conspiracy this big. Parted from the girl he loved so much. They had all the dreams they had built up together, there were memories that would never have been able to get out of memory, because loving Alina was the most beautiful gift Bryan ever had.

Bryan stepped back toward the gurney that the nurse had prepared.

Bryan lay on top of it and before the white cloth covered his head, the man took a deep breath remembering that after today everything was no longer the same.

Shit, the man cursed when he realized the second package of his kretek had been exhausted.

" What are you doing out here Bry" said the crisp voice greeting.

Bryan turned his head and smiled to find a little white woman with shoulder-length hair walking up to him. Her bulging stomach made the woman tread very carefully.

" I'm just looking for the wind" Bryan denied while helping the woman sit on one of the couches. Bryan took the smaller sofa and put it in front of the woman, lifting both legs slightly swollen above her so that the woman's position felt comfortable then the man sat next to her.

Ungainly the woman slid her head onto Bryan's shoulder, and was greeted with a gentle swipe of her hair.

" I began to have trouble sleeping, want to lie down it feels wrong left or right," complained the woman chuckled.

Bryan looked down and rubbed the woman's distended stomach.

" Patience dear, soon they'll be out,"

The woman nodded enthusiastically "I can't wait for that day to come" she said.

Bryan leaned his head in front of the woman's stomach.

" Dear papa, do not bother mama yes, pity mama so can not be bobbed," said Bryan

whispering as if the one inside could hear.

" Oh, papa, we won't bother you, we're good kids" she imitated a child's voice. Bryan laughed happily, he also kissed his wife's stomach.

" You sure are still going strong tomorrow dear, do not be forced if you can not, I will tell aunt to understand our situation,"

" But you'll be pregnant again, for sure they'll understand, "

The woman shook her head back "Gak papa dear, I'm strong anyway only three days, after the new year's night I'm straight back here again,"

If you have insisted like that, Bryan can not say anything more, he wants to be firm but his wife's feelings since pregnancy are very sensitive, easy to cry, easy to cry, Bryan did not want if his wife continued to cry will affect the development of their twin fetuses.

" Be careful there, don't get too tired" Bryan reminded.

" Okay papa," the woman held up her thumb with an adorable expression. The man also took his wife's body.

Bryan was eager to accompany his wife, but he did not want the incident some time ago repeated. Because of his carelessness almost his secret was revealed.

Yes, at that time he had just arrived in the country, because his wife who craved to walk in lembang, inevitably Bryan complied with the request. Because direct flights to Bandung are full, they decided to leave via Jakarta. As soon as he landed, the wife took him to the departure terminal to buy her favorite snack. Who would have thought there he saw Alina, he tried to look away, but Alina was too sensitive, the girl realized her existence and began to follow, lucky that the atmosphere was crowded so she easily avoided.

A few days ago Sarah also told Alina that she will be on holiday at the end of the year in Bali, so he easily refused the invitation of the wife to attend the party of the aunt who was in order at one of the famous resorts on the grounds of many important jobs.

The wife doesn't fully know about her past, which she knows only Bryan ever had a pretty memorable ex-boyfriend in her heart. The wife tries to make Bryan fall in love with her. Bryan was very appreciative of his wife's efforts, he tried to accept his wife's treatment well without rejection. But the taste in Alina is still too strong, his wife has not been able to make the sense shift even if only a little.

Whether until when Bryan will be in this position, which is certain Bryan still trying to maintain his household. However there are twin fetuses among them, hopefully the feeling will be present so that later their children get an abundance of complete affection from both parents.

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" You are telling me impromptu gini, I'm confused about what gift to give," said Alina frowning while choosing some objects in front of her without disconnecting the phone with Max.

"Sorry baby, later I had a lot of thoughts so I forgot that there was a family event there," said Max. If Alina had seen his expression, she would not have had the heart.

" Kira guess what is a suitable gift for the anniversary," muttered Alina alone.

" What if it's a bag" Max said.

Alina shook her head when Max definitely could not see her movements.

" It's too classic, after all, auntie must already have a row of expensive bags,"

The girl went back around trying to find another idea, suddenly her eyes were pounded on the store that was across there.

" It seems like I already know what to buy dear," said Alina hurriedly, she should finish this quest immediately and go home soon. He has not been able to pack because of a series of jobs that accumulate in the office lately.

" Thank God, what do you want to buy? just now I have a transfer hopefully enough yes, I call you later, I love you, mmuach"

Just now that Alina wanted to protest, Max had closed the connection unilaterally. Max knew exactly that Alina must have refused his gift, but the man did not lose his mind so that Alina would accept even if forced. That was why he ended the conversation immediately.

While in different places Alina was flabbergasted to read the notification of transactions that entered through m-banking. The number with zero as many as eight digits behind the main number makes him feel claustrophobic. It's really nice to be rich, spend money no matter what, sis Alina alone. He has no personal account number, Max, tomorrow he will ask Adrian, he cannot receive this much money. Asking Max directly is also free the man will insist on silence.

" Good night ma'am, there's something we can help you with" said a salesperson as soon as he entered the store he was at.

" Night, I'd like to see a couple's clock?" alina replied kindly.

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