BEFORE 12PM

DEEP TALK

Alex's feelings were not good when he was away from Nania. Requires Alex to go to a psychiatrist immediately. Maybe this is the best way, which Alex has to do. The best way to vent all the things he wants to tell.

Alex doesn't need a solution right now, but he just needs someone who can hear every story he tells. A story that he thought was tragic. Where Alex must desperately to get the love of a Nania that she does not necessarily get. Though Alex hopes his love for Nania does not clap one hand.

A well-known psychologist in Nice, Alex came to. Alex wanted to consult with the psychologist. Maybe Alex will be able to calm down again, when Alex has told all the sadness experienced by him. Sadness will lose the figure of Nania who for Alex is so important in his life.

At the psychologist's place. Alex did not go straight into the psychologist's room. He prefers to stay silent for a moment. Think back to what Alex wants to tell the psychologist later. There are some things Alex has to keep to herself, without having Alex tell anyone else. So that it will only be a secret to itself.

After getting the answer of what you want to ask the psychologist later. Alex then went into the room of a psychologist who was no one at the time. Remember Alex was the last patient of the psychologist.

With his kindness, the psychologist asked Alex to sit in front of him. Offering a glass of water, to look at both eyes Alex with a gaze full of confidence. Funneling the positive energy that Alex might need.

All the positive energy shown by the psychologist, gradually made Alex look so excited. He seemed happy with all the attitudes exhibited by psychologists.

The glass offered by the psychologist finally came. Alex was immediately encouraged by the psychologist to drink a glass of water. Remember Alex looks so nervous. Up to a glass of water might reduce the nervousness of an Alex who looks bigger.

Karim is a young man of Algerian descent who has lived in Nice since childhood. He made it to Nice after his family's Algerian ship drifted into the open ocean. Karim was the lucky survivor, given the many refugees who did not arrive in Nice at the time. After the ship they were on did not land well.

Karim started to have Alex chat in a relaxed manner. Alex just needs someone to talk to. Start to tell me how the problems he is facing. The problem is quite strange for Alex, it is expected to be responded to by Karim well. All this time Alex did not find a figure who was able to understand him. So the only way out for Alex is to meet a psychologist. So Alex can be content to tell a psychologist. Without ever getting the usual judgment done by his friends.

Alex, who was telling the story at length, slowly began to shed tears. Especially when Alex tells how she must try to make her life happy without Nania. It felt so heavy for him. Alex's feelings are restrained, so Alex can not let go of his love for a Nania.

Alex wants to express her love for Nania. But Alex was afraid, her love was wrong. So that he will become increasingly confused in getting the love of a Nania. Alex doesn't want to do that.

Karim understands very well the feelings of an Alex who is so fragile. He feels what Alex feels, probably every grown man feels too. How he tries to cover up his love for the woman he likes. Alex wants to be with this woman. Until there is only a desire, but must continue to be haunted by fear. What makes Alex a big dilemma.

Karim did not give any input. He only asked Alex to be honest with the feelings from his heart. Alex must dare to say that he is indeed in love with Nania. So that there is no longer the feeling of an Alex who is afraid of Nania. Fear of rejection from Nania, to fear in other things. Alex doesn't have to be afraid of all these bad things. Being true to your own feelings is the most important thing right now. With that honesty, Alex can know her true self. The self of the famous Alex is so tough and powerful.

Alex smiled as he heard all the words from Karim. But what makes Alex more happy is Karim who wants to listen to himself to talk. Alex has no time to talk openly to anyone. So Alex has to keep the guilt out of her tight. Though Alex was so eager to tell the sadness experienced by him to someone. Until he can really vent all the complaints from himself on a Karim. Alex is feeling lighter now. There was no more burden for Alex to bear.