Beautiful Psychiatric Transmigration

White Tulip

"I still love you, Renata. Even I can never get rid of this feeling despite constantly trying to forget you. You still love me, don't you? We've been together for four years, it's not easy to forget each other. I will divorce Sanaya immediately and return to you. Let's start our relationship back."

With a bruised heart and a deflated ego, with a sad soul and a lowered head. Alvaro admits he has done a lot of wrong to the girl standing before him, should he have another chance to correct and penetrate all his mistakes. However, the movement of Renata who took off his hand made Alvaro's hope torn.

"Why now, Alvaro?" Renata looked at Alvaro as if it was too late.

Had Alvaro said that before Renata entered Angel's body, Angel would have been very happy, because the real Angel loved Alvaro very much.

"I'm sorry I've been aware of everything for so long" Alvaro said.

"I used to expectantly wait for you, always chasing after you despite the insults and insults of everyone, because I love you so much. But I realized that I was waiting for something uncertain and unattainable. My feelings of love for you have been eroded because of all the wounds you have given."

Alvaro shook his head to refute what Renata said, "Please love me like I used to, I promise to treat you better."

Renata smiled blandly, "Your name is no longer etched in my heart. Like a time that cannot be replayed. Your regret means nothing to me."

Alvaro's heart broke into pieces, hurting until it could not be explained in words.

"I'm going to marry your brother. I'll appreciate what I have right now" Renata said, clarifying her relationship with Jefra Tjong.

"What's..." Alvaro swallowed a heavy salivary before continuing his question, "Do you love J?"

"Yes, I love her."

Renata made a confession that deeply shredded Alvaro's feelings.

Feeling that there was nothing to talk about anymore, Renata turned to leave Alvaro.

**

Brakes

Renata closed the door of her room and leaned behind the door leaf, holding her chest that felt tight. Mana water dripped on his eye pellets.

"Why am I crying?"

Yes, it is natural because the remnants of Angel's feelings can still be felt. Angel who loves Alvaro very much, of course, feels pain because Renata rejected the man.

Renata wiped away the trace of her tears, then took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Renata has no idea where Angel's soul is at the moment. Why can't Angel's true feelings be felt?

But back to my own self-interest.

"Angel, at least let me live with this person I love with your body. Alvaro's been hurting you all along. Forget about him hurting you already" Renata muttered as if talking to Angel.

**

The day has changed.

Yesterday was such a shocking event for the Tan family. Who would have thought, the beloved step-daughter would do such an unworthy thing. Rendra really felt slapped with the behavior of Sanaya. The intention to expel Sanaya really did, even he did not want to see the face of his stepdaughter for the next.

In the end, with a heavy heart Santy let Sanaya go, and he himself chose to stay because he still had a purpose.

Alvaro and Sanaya's relationship is also over the horns. It looks like Alvaro will really divorce Sanaya. But it wasn't easy. Moreover, the truth if Sanaya was just pretending to be pregnant is still not revealed.

Let it be, Renata himself is not too concerned with the divorce of both.

Renata is seen relaxing in the gazebo, where Jefra Tjong once cleaned his sprained legs. This place has indeed become Renata's favorite to read various psychology books.

Renata sat down leaning back and straightening her legs, her gaze focused on the book she was reading. He was so focused that he did not realize someone was approaching him.

Renata gasped when he heard a heavy voice that was so familiar. He immediately looked up, but what he saw was a white tulip bouquet that was so beautiful and fragrant.

Deg

Renata's heart was immediately pumped up quickly.

A bouquet of white tulips?

Then Renata's gaze turned increasingly upwards. His brown eyeballs trembled when he saw the dark-eyed man.

"Why bengong? Take this flower" said Jefra Tjong.

Renata suddenly realized, he took the flower after putting the book he had read. He looked back at the flowers. Why did Mr J suddenly come by giving flowers? Especially white tulips.

It reminds Renata of the past. Jefra loves to give her white tulips after a long time at work. At first, Renata does not know if Jefra's departure is to carry out a mission as a spy, and he also does not know the purpose of the tulips given by Jefra is an apology for lying.

White tulips have meaning as an apology or forgiveness.

"Why give me flowers?" asked Renata trying to hold back her crying.

There really was no reason for Mr. J to give flowers. He was just following the advice of the company leaders. Today he also intends to take Renata to go for a walk, while he is on vacation.

"I accidentally bought it on the road. You can throw it away if you don't like."

Oh, he shouldn't have said that. Mr. J just cursed his mouth that could not be controlled properly.

Renata holds the white petals of the tulip, "I don't like this."

Did I bring the wrong flowers?

Thought Mr. J blamed himself for bringing flowers, he should have just brought chocolate. Remind him to cross out the flowers in the notes.

"But I can't throw it away because it's a gift from you" Renata continued by pulling the corners of her lips, smiling sweetly.

Mr. J was stunned to see it. But it didn't last long.

"Hmm," the man cleared his throat for a moment, "You better get ready."

"Why should I get ready?" ask Renata in surprise.

"I'll take you──"

"Dating? You want to ask me out, huh?" cut off Renata before Mr. J finishes his words.

Renata looks so excited. Especially with the arrival of the future husband on this Saturday. If not asking her out, then what else?

"Not ken──"

"Alright, I'll get ready after putting this flower in the vase. Wait a minute here. Don't go anywhere."

So excited Renata immediately went into the house, regardless of Mr. J who was speechless on the spot. It seemed like he was afraid that the man would change his mind.

Mr. J shook his head at Renata's departure, not expecting that the girl would look so happy. Then his gaze was shifted to the psychology book that Renata had read.

"Does he want to be a psychiatrist?"

_To Be Continued_