
"I don't have a man I love."
Mr. J smiled bitterly. But who is willing to love him? Isn't he crazy? In fact, it was intent on harming himself by bringing Renata along on the highway. He almost killed the woman.
In fact, he has not fully healed.
This is something that Mr. J has always worried about. She hesitates to express her feelings for fear of being rejected and played with. However, before his feelings are expressed, it turns out that Renata is not in love with anyone, of course, including himself.
Though he had been trying to be sweet all this time, to make the wife fall in love with him. In fact, his feelings get nothing in return.
Mr. J breathed a heavy sigh. Then he meets Renata's wrist.
Jemari Tuan J grabbed Ranata's hand. He lowered his head, and noticed a reddish bruise on his wife's wrist. It was because of his grunts earlier.
The wrist he kissed many times. Apologizing without saying sorry yourself.
"Are you not angry?" asked Renata with a blushing face.
Getting angry? More precisely, right now Mr. J's feelings are being muddled.
Mr. J chose not to answer.
"You're jealous, huh?" guess Renata.
"No need to be confident, I'm not jealous of you. You're my wife, you're mine. No husband likes to be with another man. Simple as that," denied Mr. J with a tone that sounded annoyed.
At the very least, Mr. J could use his status as a husband, to ban Ranata along with other men.
While Renata, felt swallowing a bitter pill. Renata thinks Mr. J already loves him. Apparently the reason is only because Mr. J does not want to if he cheated when they were married.
Both people have different thoughts, but they only need to be honest with their feelings.
**
After that incident, Renata and Mr. J's relationship became quite different. Which made Renata very confused.
Like this morning.
Renata had gotten used to waking up early before Mr. J woke up. He prepared breakfast for Mr. J and Grandpa Ashton. Although there are dozens of servants in the Tjong family residence, Renata has if the cooking business is the one who does it himself.
After preparing breakfast, Renata went to the room to help her husband prepare.
When Renata entered the room, he was surprised, because Mr. J was fully dressed to the office. Even the tie is already attached even though it looks tilted. Though they had agreed if Renata who every day pair a tie.
Does Mr J not want to be tied again?
"Are you ready?"
"Hmm," Mr. J muttered coldly.
Why did the cold attitude of the man appear again?
Though Mr. J had always been warm to Renata before.
Is the ice frozen again?
Renata tries to ignore the change, he comes close to confirming the tie is slanted, but Mr. J dodges.
"Your tie is tilted, I just want to justify it" Renata said.
Honestly, his heart felt tight because of the rejection of the husband.
"I can do it myself" refused Mr. J, choosing to justify his own tie, turning to look in the mirror.
Renata gulped down the saliva violently, looking at the husband who was on his back.
Is Mr J still angry about yesterday's incident?
But Renata explained it all. Is anything still unclear?
"Darling, I made you a fried rice breakfast and a cup of coffee" Renata said carefully.
"I don't eat breakfast."
"But──"
Renata's words stopped. Exactly, when he saw Mr. J leaving just like that. And get out of the room.
Without saying anything and not saying goodbye. Mr. J is gone.
Renata was speechless on the spot, his face was radiating anxiety, and really he was feeling confused now.
He thought there was no more misunderstanding between them.
"Jefra!"
Mr. J who wanted to get in the car stopped his movement. Now he turned to look at Ranata.
The Bodyguards and Arvin were shocked to find the Madam screaming, but they were silent.
"Jefra, I'm waiting for you to come home!" exclaims Renata by looking at Mr. J with full earnestness.
Come on, Renata must endure the embarrassment that the Bodyguards and Arvin heard her loud cry.
However, Renata wants to make sure that he is still waiting for the man's return.
Mr. J moves to get closer to Renata. Then put his palm on Renata's cheek, and rubbed it gently.
"Hmm, wait for me to come home."
Even though his words sounded cold. But, Renata still felt the warmth from that huge palm.
Renata really likes everything that is in his Jefra.
**
Mr. J looked glum. Even when some of the Employee Staff greeted him, the man did not give any response. Yes, although usually not, but today seemed cooler.
He was silent, like someone who was facing a problem.
Mr. J regretted not hugging Renata this morning. And now he's become cranky himself.
Mr. J sat on his proud seat, then took the phone out of his pants pocket.
The feeling of tightness he felt yesterday, still left until now. Perhaps it will not be able to subside, before something good happens in relation to the wife.
Is there a day where Renata reciprocates her feelings?
Is it possible that he had been too hopeful? Too soon give her heart, and love Renata.
Mr. J looked at the wallpaper of his phone using a photo of Renata, which he had photographed secretly during their date. Renata was seen enjoying the view of the sea waves that glowed bluish, while running small on the beach.
"Beautiful," one word of praise escaped from those bland smiling lips.
Knocks... Knocks...
The knocking sound on the door was ignored by Mr. J. He continued to focus on looking at photos of his beloved wife.
Until finally, Arvin came into the room. Carry a stack of files.
Mr. J still didn't care about the Assistant. Despite being aware of the presence of Arvin, who stared in wonder.
"This is the file you should check."
Arvin frowned, he continued to pay attention to the CEO who continued to stare at the phone screen with an adoring gaze.
"Master?" Arvin tried calling, but still didn't get a response.
Suddenly Mr. J pointed his phone at Arvin, "Isn't my wife so pretty?"
Arvin stared at the screen of the phone that was directed at him, there was a photo of a woman he knew as the wife of the CEO.
A second later, Arvin realized what had happened. Especially during the incident at the cafe and when leaving earlier, the man was at the scene.
Arvin scratched his brows while smiling lightly. It turns out this is if a Jefra Tjong is drunk with love. Jealous of being blind, sulking, and end up missing himself for ignoring his wife.
"Hmm, I guess..." Arvin hung up his answer, staring closely at the photo.
"Stop looking at him! Ck, I'm sorry I told you to look at this photo!"
Though Mr. J who presented it himself, but he became upset himself because Arvin lingered to see the photo of Renata.
Arvin just dumbfounded himself. His master was completely possessive of his wife. But she is happy, because Mr. J looks more alive because he is married to Renata. Arvin, who has worked as an Assistant CEO for a long time, knows how to worry about him.
Arvin shook his head, returning a small smile.
"Sir, do you want to listen to my advice?"
"What advice?"
"Suggestions to get back on good terms with Madam."
_To Be Continued_