Ballad Maid So Madam (Related, Happy?)

Just being Selena's replacement

Month changing day ...

I have not felt like I have been three months pregnant.

My relationship with my husband is like a cat and 4 dogs.

Every morning he would leave when the sun began to appear, about six in the morning had slid into the house of Mr. Atmaja, which I just knew apparently Mr. Atmaja was his uncle.

Boby never touched breakfast or just coffee that I prepared, all he received was a work shirt that I prepared every morning, the rest ... There's none.

Husband and wife relationship, we never do.

Boby always chooses to sleep on the sofa in the living room.

Boby always comes home at nine in the evening, when I have chosen to lay down on the bed, or sometimes have slept.

Of course the man had eaten at his uncle's house, so I did not have to bother cooking or waiting for his return, because that was the rule he made for me in this house.

"You don't have to cook for me and you don't have to wait for my return. I will give you birth but never expect me to give you an inner living.

You don't have to worry about your son's expenses, my monthly salary is cut by uncle by 10 million for your son, and every month I'll give you 10 million to risk your kitchen and your needs ... Whatever, I don't want to know! What's clear is that you obey the rules that I make." said Boby that night.

I just nodded slowly and since then I have never spoken or looked at his face.

To me he is no different from an employer.

I'm just a maid in charge of obeying the rules she made.

I want to feel like I'm looking into the sad eyes that used to make me miss the presence, but now it's all gone.

I'm a burden to him, even as this belly gets bigger.

I did not even dare to just stroke the stomach in front of him, for fear of the insults he would throw for me.

"One more thing, this marriage nobody knows.

If anyone comes here it's my family, I don't want you to say you're my wife ... Just tell me you rented this house. My uncle and his family have also agreed not to reveal this marriage to my mother's father." The man said while smoking in front of me, again I just nodded.

Every day I call Yayan and Ilham, because in this house I have a lot of free time.

Mr. Sani said during these two months the money sent by Mr. Atmaja always with the same amount of 10 million.

I just smiled bitterly at hearing it.

At least my kids are happy to go to school and eat well.

*****

That night Boby came back with a pale face, occasionally frowning himself.

I who lay on the bed can only see, afraid if approaching it even swearing and insults that I get.

Boby grimaced and sat on the edge of the bed, so I got up and sat on the bed. Not knowing why being around him made me so wary.

"Do you have any heat-lowering drugs?" tanyanya slow.

"Well, shall I get it?" bargained.

The man nodded while grimacing.

Gegasku got out of bed and took the hot medicine on the medicine shelf.

"This,"

I gave him medicine and a glass of water, as soon as he grabbed the medicine and the glass from my hand I could feel his body so hot, this man had a high fever.

"You have a fever" I said.

Boby nodded slowly again, and I led him to lie down on the bed. I enveloped him.

"I need a compress?"

I just nodded and lay down next to him, I shuffled into the blanket. The weather is cold because it is raining.

The man was closed and I looked at him.

I can feel his regular breathing a sign this man has fallen asleep.

I held her cheek.

" Am I a burden to you? I don't want to be like this either. We shouldn't have met or been close, so no one would get hurt." I approached his face and our eyebrows touched.

My tears are shed, "i'm sorry."

That night I fell asleep while facing him, because it was so close that I didn't realize our lips were both fenced in the cold morning. I don't know who started it ....

"You want it, don't you?" whispered.

I nodded and without waiting for him to start, I clenched his lips first. Until that morning he and I combined love. This is the first time we have done union after marriage.

In the elusnya my stomach is increasingly visible enlarged.

"That's three months, huh?" Boby said as he continued to stroke my stomach.

I nodded slowly, our condition was still without a single thread making me embarrassed as he stroked my stomach and my entire body was exposed by it.

"I'm sorry I was rude to you" he said.

I just stared at him, because I was lying down while hugging his body.

"That night I had no intention of raping you, I got drunk because Selena cut us off because she found out I didn't work at my father's company, but I was a driver at Atmaja's uncle's house." The man told me while stroking my stomach, not infrequently his hand even went down to the bottom of the stomach.

"My friend told me last night that Selena was going to marry a widower with two children because he was rich. Ahaha! The woman loves treasure, there is no sincerity of love." Boby looked up and lifted my chin, sucked this lip for a long time.

"Will you heal the wounds of my heart, he said he heals the wounds of love then must love again. Then will you teach me to love you, because after all you are a lawful woman for me to love." Boby pulled my body and came back that morning we waded through lovemaking.

I was happy, though I knew my body was just an outburst of heart and a sense of disappointment.

All I felt was this man lusting, not the thrill of love for me.

****

My days went by as usual, he didn't heed me cooking for him.

I tried to prepare breakfast for him, but under the pretext of a call from Mr. Atmaja made him leave without touching my cooking.

Different only every night he would raise me even though I knew only lust, ever when he groaned when he got the top in making love my husband called the name Selena. Though he was on top of me, how could he?

My tears are pouring, all this is pure happiness.

"Why crying?" tanyakanya.

I just shook my head.

"I got carried away," he said.

Looks like Boby realized the reason I shed tears.

She put on an internal wear and my husband lit his cigarette again.

"I can't forget him yet" he said.

"I'm sorry to imagine Selena touching you every time." Boby said as he walked to the window and looked outside.

In a plain state not wearing a single thread, my hops got up and picked up my clothes one by one.

With a soggy step I passed her and went into the bathroom.

I turned on the shower and that night I took a bath while crying under the water that soaked my body.

"Disappearance of your fate, Rengganis ...!" my inner.