Ballad Maid So Madam (Related, Happy?)

Calling through crying.

Should I call her?

It has been a month since an accidental meeting with Mr. Atmaja and Oliv, his wife. Finally Oliv and Mr. Atmaja have the fruit of love, if Dinda does not recognize me. Of course we will never meet and I will never know the news of Tri's father, Boby.

Every day I look at Boby's phone number, the same number I have on my phone. I actually never deleted her number, only I didn't dare call her.

Until that night ...

Tri, who was engrossed in watching cartoon videos on an app, I let her play my phone alone, while I went to the kitchen to clean up Tri's leftovers.

My dad likes to eat his own fruits and vegetables, seeing that I also get used to eating himself so that it always falls apart the rest of his food.

Like this time, Tri watched the video and I cleaned up all the mess my ball ate.

The video he was watching had stopped spinning, his tiny finger was pressing on just any phone screen, without me knowing ... Tri made a video call to Boby's number.

["Hi, who is this?]

I was stunned as soon as I heard the voice of the man I was so familiar with.

Tri even called 'mamah'.

Unknowingly this foot stepped up and looked at the phone, not strong it felt like I saw a black bead that was so sparkling staring at the phone screen.

His forehead frowned, while I did not dare to make a sound.

["Who is this?"]

Once again the man asked, my hand was shaking as I was about to press the end button on the phone screen.

Tuttt .. clear bulir drips just like that when this self ends the call.

Immediately I turned off the power of the phone and I put my youngest child beside his brother, Ilham.

Tri including children who are not fussy, every night just need to wipe his back has gone to sleep.

When Ilham and Tri have fallen asleep, the house feels lonely .. especially Yayan has started to lecture again.

I grabbed my phone and I switched it back on.

As soon as my phone was on, there were no calls or messages from Boby.

Think about what Mr. Atmaja said at that time, however, I am still his wife and must give the news when my heart is steady.

"It's good I called him, but Boby has to know Tri." I'm a monologue, my heart's not good.

I called him by voice.

Tuttt ... Tuttt ... Tuttt ...

["Hello,"]

Silence, I feel my tongue.

["Hello,"]

Once again Boby said hello.

I was shocked and my tears dripped, all I could hear was my sobs.

["Ganists?"]

Boby guessed and now he's right.

Hearing him say my name, made my tears break. I can't say a single word.

I can hear, the man was crying .. call via crying, not voice!

["I, I'm in my hometown."]

["Where is your village? I'm going there now,"]

["Don't it be night!"]

["Say where? Otherwise, I'll find you myself."]

I let out a long sigh as I returned to face the always-wanted nature of Boby.

["Why did you meet me? Am I not a barrier to your future?"]

My tears go back to the river if I remember that.

I can hear Boby's rough breathing.

["Because you're my wife and you're my future,"]

["Now tell me where are you?"]

["I'm on ..."]

My words were stifled when Tri's whining sounded, it seemed like my youngest son was dreaming.

Gegasku approached my son, his whining was clearly heard surely by Boby, the real man was silent.

Sometimes I rubbed Tri's back until my youngest son fell asleep again.

["Ganis,"]

["Yes,"]

["Is the child ...,"]

["Your son,"]

I briefly answered the hanging question.

["Say where are you?"]

["Borneo, precisely in Berlian village."]

["West Kalimantan?"]

["Yes,"]

["Wait for me, tomorrow morning I'm at your door"]

I just smiled bitterly when I heard Boby's words that seemed impossible to me.

["Yes, I'm going to sleep. Good night!"]

I want to end this call.

["All right,"]

["Assynolt,"]

["Wa'alaikumsalam,"]

These lips give a smile as if relieved to hear the voice of the man I missed.

A year already, more even ....

"Listening to your voice makes me happy,"