
I accompanied the woman, even in her such state .. how could I leave her alone at this time. I made her heart strong, I even let it go when she hugged and cried in my arms.
"Bob, I wouldn't be able to live a life like this. I just want to end my life. I'd better be like that, huh! Honey ... tell me, what should I do?!" I just kept quiet when Selena stroked my cheek and now kissed my lips at a glance. I didn't reply to him, nor did I refuse him. The woman became more courageous.
"Hmm, sorry Selena. I've asked Melani to take care of you tonight. I've also asked people to take care of the funeral tomorrow morning as well as your father's place of residence. I'm going home first, my wife's son must be waiting for me" my dear.
"But, Bob! I really need you, if we're not together .. I'd rather just m*ti" he said.
I sighed, I approached him and I kissed his forehead. Like I used to do to him.
"Cheal first" I said.
I don't want to listen to his calls. My heart is not calm, I don't know what? My thoughts are with Ganis. My steps stopped when I arrived in front of Selena's room, my body stiffened to see a figure that I almost forgot for a day because I was busy with Selena.
"Why come here?" tanyaku.
I'm afraid she saw what Selena and I did.
"I think we'll be happy, it turns out I'm just too high fantasized," he said.
The woman I loved so much left me. I chased him and it turned out that Ganis was using a taxi, I was rushing my four wheels.
In my mind, all the whipping. Did Ganis see everything I did to Selena.
"Ganis, you misunderstood me" I murmured.
I didn't feel like I was getting home, so I walked to our room. However, Ganis was not in the room, I looked for him in the children's room, but he did not exist.
I threw my body on the couch, caught off guard by everything that happened.
"Ganis," I muttered.
I don't know when he's coming. What is clear is now that my woman who is pregnant with our child, walking past with a sobbing sound that is still heard.
"Ganis," call me soft.
"Well, this isn't what Mom thought. This is a misunderstanding" I explained.
I pulled his hand until the body of this pregnant woman I can hold tightly.
"Take me off, Boby. It's true your mother said, I'm still a maid. Never be a daughter-in-law or be with you. We poor people, you will play like puppets. Let go of me, I've seen it all from this afternoon. I saw it, Boby!" screeched Rengganis with a trembling voice.
She was crying because of me.
"Well, just misunderstood." He scratched his chin and kissed his lips. Honey, he's evasive.
"After ******* Selena's lips, then will you kiss me? Was I just a absorbent tire for you all this time? Stop it all, Boby. I'm self-conscious." Rengganis covered his face with both palms and I knew he was crying, I was about to grab his body. He dodged back.
"I'm tired" he said again.
I looked at him who was now moving into our room. Kusul her, where my woman is sitting on the bedside and crying.
I fell at his feet, breaking my heart when I saw him cry like this.
"Well, I'm sorry! Forgive me," beg me.
*****
When Yayan went to his room, Ganis followed him and I followed him.
"Yan, can I talk to Yayan?" ask Ganis.
"Huh, Mom, why does it seem like I'm sleep deprived?" telisik Yayan's.
"Not really, kid! I think it's your stuff in the stomach." Ganis gently rubbed his stomach. Two things I didn't do today.
"Yan, stop going to college and get a job. How's it?" Ganis's face looks sad, Yayan's hand held.
"Mom, what's wrong? Tell the truth. Did Melani's grandmother and aunt come again? They insulted and asked Mom to divorce Dad?" cecar Yayan's.
How shocked I was, behind my back .. My family used to bully Ganis not to mention the wounds I inflicted on her heart last night. It's only natural that he's angry.
"No, I don't think we're gonna be staying here long. We're villagers, son! This ... This is not our place." My heart ached when I heard the words that made my wife humble and feel incomparable to me. This is how she felt, and again she was pregnant with my child.
O God, my evil.
"Mom, let's go home. Yayan is fine," Yayan said gently.
"No! No one's going anywhere." I went in and looked them in turns.
Ganis as if unconcerned, herself went out. Talk to Ilham and play with Tri. My phone rang, where Selena's name was clearly displayed on the phone screen.
"Armghh!" I slammed my phone on the floor until it was destroyed.
It's all because of my heart and I can't keep my wife's heart.
"What the fuck? Tri was terrified to see you turn into a beast. If you do not feel at home and can not resist longing for your lover, go! Am I forbidding you to leave? Am I arresting you? Nah! Children will also be among their drivers. Go, do not torment your heart to be near us that is meaningless to you." Ganis said in a loud voice that I could feel grievous in each of his words.
There was a wound covered up.
I squeezed my hair and tried to catch my breath so I wouldn't get emotional.
"Well, get rid of all your anger. I don't think about Selena, I can't be shunned and ignored like this. I couldn't sleep last night" I said.
I give up, yes .. It's not good to be equally emotional.
"Go Well, you know the woman is waiting for you. Mam--"
I hugged him and kissed him on the nape.
"Tri's the same nanny, right?" Kukecup.
"Don't think of anything else. There's only Rengganis in Boby's heart."
*****
I dried up her wet hair after we shampooed together, this morning .. I promise you back the pledge I used to say when I got married.
"How's dedek? Did Dad look up? Do you still like your mom getting angry?" I rubbed my wife's stomach, I kissed my wife's stomach and lips many times.
"Well, please. Don't leave us for another woman. If you choose Selena, then Tri, too, the child in this womb, will come with mamah and will never let you meet them, remember Dad!" said it.