Ballad Maid So Madam (Related, Happy?)

Expose each other feelings

This morning I woke up, with a sleeping man hugging me.

As soon as I saw the clock on the wall, it was five o'clock apparently.

I woke up my priest, took him to a river bath or a rain bath, because all night it would have been raining.

"Boby, wakeup!" I whispered slowly in his ear.

Boby squirmed and kissed me and asked, "what time is it?"

"Five, let's take a shower and pray together!" take me.

The man woke up, though he still had difficulty opening his eyes.

"Where's the bath?"

"There," pointed me out.

"Brrr, cold! But what's it like to take a bath together, "godanya.

I just smiled and we immediately took a shower and after having holy, I woke up Inspiration to pray for congregation.

It is not so difficult to wake up Inspiration, my son is used to wake up at dawn .. to keep the commandments of God and always end with reading the Quran.

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"It's gonna be, isn't it, Dad?" ask Boby for inspiration.

Boby, who was holding Tri, was surprised to hear Ilham calling him with the word 'Dad'.

"Huh, yes ... what?" ask Boby to make sure.

Inspiration who was ready to go to school was now back in the house and standing in front of Boby.

"Say you want to walk into town? Ball shower!"

"Oh, yes! Of course, honey, so what! It's Saturday right, we're leaving after Ilham gets home from school, yeah!" answer Boby.

The man's hand then rubbed the head of Inspiration gently, lovingly.

"You're ushered in, the car mump hasn't been taken that's got," Boby bargained for Ilham.

My bachelor nodded and flashed a sweet smile on his face.

"Let's go!" said Boby.

The handsome man kept holding Tri and then the rental car drove slowly.

I smiled at their excitement, I waved at them, Ilham was no less excited in the car.

Like the man was not at home, I also dressed up with a thin polish of powder and lipstick that he bought yesterday.

I didn't want her to see me so dull, I had little hope that there was still love in her heart for me, even though she used to say that I meant so much in her life, I'm just a poor man as if it still wasn't worth it.

"What is Mah?"

I was surprised by the sound, and I turned towards the sound.

Apparently Boby who was holding Tri and was watching me.

Honestly, I was stunned to hear a new call from him ... 'Mama' doesn't she always call me 'You or Ganis'?

Tri fell asleep in his arms, "please dong."

I rushed to grab the little guy's body and lay him on the bed.

"That's dong, use lipstick and powder that you bought yesterday, let's say not expensive items ... later we buy a good quality at the mall aja yes, Mamah fit using what products?" hatch Boby.

I stared because my husband was holding me from behind, especially the call from him either 'Mah' or 'Dad' sounded so melodious in my ears.

Behind my body, then our neutrals collide. Her smile was so sweet when she looked at me.

"Is this a dream?" askaku.

"No, it's real! We're both real here, I'm ready until whenever I'm here as long as you and the kids are" she replied.

I hugged her tightly, really .. I don't want to end!

"Later in the afternoon we will go to the city, all shopping and playing with the kids! Can I meet Yayan?" ask this husband.

"Sure, and I ...." My speech paused.

"Mom, get used to it!" said Boby.

I nodded."Yes, it's good to meet Yayan and talk slowly about us to her. Honestly, it's gonna be tough!"

"Why?" ask Boby, my husband.

I sighed, then approached Tri who was asleep on his back, posing a child his age.

"Yayan, the boy accompanied and strengthened me when it felt like I could not get through the day, he wiped the tears when I cried, even he who helped me give birth to Tri alone in this house. Yayan also accused Tri, my pale hands at that time he asked me to hold on for himself and his two younger siblings. Though, I wish you said it all. I hope you hold my hand tightly and encourage me. But, who am I? I'm just a maid you accidentally touched to conceive a child you never wanted, even when I was pregnant with your child. If you were me, would you survive? And so to this day, my heart is still gambled with the love and touch you gave me. Is it true that you love me, want me to be your companion .. While I am only a countryman, poor and have nothing!" cecarku at length.

My tears were shed and now they were falling right on top of the robe I had just put on. Don't ask me again on my cheek ..maybe the powder that I put was all gone.

The man was stunned for a moment, his eyes looking at me.

A moment later it stepped slowly towards me and rested at my feet.

"Don't be like this" I said.

I lift his shoulder, ask him to rise.

"Sorry," he said slowly.

Boby lowered his head, his tears were no less so that the sound of his crying stuck in the throat, is that how men cry?

"I'm sorry for my stupidity in the past, but now I really need you, want to spend the day and time with you and the kids, I want to divorce you that time ...because I thought you'd feel burdened with me, I'd be burdened without you. I'd do anything we could together again. I can't live without you anymore, Ganis! You are my soul mate, so I will try to convince Yayan to accept me, and I will do whatever is best for you. From this moment on, I will always be by your side, never leaving you unless death separates you!" boby really meant it.

I could see the earnestness in his eyes, for a moment I regret .. spilling past vexation on him now, even though he had repeatedly said he would always be with me.

It's just that this heart is so sensitive when it comes to remembering my solitude in giving birth and raising a child without it.

"I'm sorry Mama, Dad! Carry the atmosphere until it does not feel evaporate all the feelings that exist," said I.

Boby's hands shook as he cupped my face, the man cried and kissed my lips for a long time.

"I'm sorry, but in the future, I'll always be a good-natured father and always be there for you. I promise," he said softly.

At that time we both cried and washed away from the feeling of love, so it did not feel like repeating all our love last night.

He said he loved me over and over again and will always be there.

It was a sad morning for both of us.

"The father of promise will always be there for you, especially ... Dear Mamah Ganis." My husband kissed my forehead and lips for a long time.

Until ... "Assynnya!"