Ballad Maid So Madam (Related, Happy?)

6. The feeling that is the beginning of everything.

"Huh ...,"

"Meet me eat first, just get into the room." Boby pulled my hand and forced me to sit in the chair.

At the dining table there are already some food available, it seems this man ordered food via online.

"Why is the food outside?" my many.

"There's no hamburgers here, no way I'm building a cook for a hamburger doank. I'm just a driver, not a house." Boby said as he took out two hamburgers and gave one to me.

"Here, eat!" Boby pulled out my hand and put one hamburger into my hand.

"Is this delicious?" tanyaku plain.

Boby smiled, so sweet!

"Of course, this is the food I always ate in Los Angeles. Simple, filling and economical wallet." Boby said as he chewed his food.

"Where are you from, until you know ginian?" tanyakanya.

"I'm a village man, brother!"

Instantly Boby choked as soon as he heard me call him 'dik'.

I'll go get him some water.

"Apaan anyway, call the sister of all. May be from the village, but do not call me brother also donk. If we see it is not too different really," protested Boby.

"But I'm 32 years old, you're 25. Distant away! I just have 2 children, already High School again gedenya. Yes it's definitely a lot different donk." I chewed my hamburger.

Boby was stunned for a moment, then went back to devouring the hamburger. Neither do I, do not want to linger in the dining room with this man.

"So you're married?"

"Yes" I replied.

"Why work away from family?" ask again.

"My husband ..., has died of illness. And my kids have to go to school. I don't want them not to go to school like me, especially guys." I looked down, it felt as if reminiscing about those times made me remember my late husband, bang Rusdi.

A man who never tires of fighting for his son and his wife.

"I'm sorry ..," said Boby.

"What's wrong, you don't know me. At least this way you know and don't ask anymore, right?" lirih.

Hygiene ...

"Yes, get in the room! Thank you, I want to eat." Boby went first to his room.

I also rushed into the room.

****

Day by day Boby and I were getting more familiar, every night there was food that he brought.

Indeed, only the two of us are still working above 20:00 WIB, while the other afternoon can rest.

I don't feel awkward with him anymore, apparently this handsome guy only looks cold if we don't know him.

The rest of him is a sociable type of person.

Sometimes if a lot of food to Mbok next to my room also invited.

Some days I don't see Boby, said Oliv himself permission to go home because there was an urgent matter.

"Well, tonight we don't eat pizza donk" Mbok lamented.

The cook's old lady was already stuffed with pizza.

"The word non-Oliv has a sudden affair" I replied.

"Hopefully that doesn't mean Boby quit his job, then no one will buy Mbok to eat pizza again" Mbok said.

"Yes, Mbok! Hopefully," I said at the time.

I looked at his room, I don't know why my heart misses.

Maybe because Boby was always with me.

"What are you feeling! Conscious Ganis, don't you present an impossible taste!" I grieve my feelings, my mind tries to awaken this.

I don't know why today I feel Dinda wants a lot, from painting and it turns out that today it is raining heavily. It's time I put out some extra energy like this.

The girl cried loudly and all the stuff was thrown at her. Not wanting to be more so, I hugged him and tried to calm him down.

From hugging her to putting her to bed, I got me back to my room at 11 p.m.

It rained from morning until night. The afternoon drizzle and the night back heavy rain.

My body feels sore, not infrequently Dinda hit me when I calm him.

I stepped gontai through the hallway of the mansion, for some reason at a time like this I remembered how I had never worked hard because everything was fulfilled by the Rusdi bang, I remembered how I had never worked hard because everything was fulfilled by the Rusdi bang, and remember the times when he was sick to death. All those memories made my tears fall all the way back to my room.

Unbeknownst to me, a man was leaning against a sturdy pillar and watching me.

"I'd rather knock your room unopened, usually if I told you your food would come out quickly" the figure said.

I wiped the tears that drenched my cheeks, my eyes saddened the man.

I just stared at the place, ashamed that someone saw me crying like this.

Without me noticing, Boby approached and hugged me tightly. I cried again in his arms.

"What's wrong?" tanyanya gently.

The heavy rain could not rival the sound of my crying becoming more and more. In Boby's arms, I sobbed.

The man hugged me until my tears subsided, we stood for a long time.

"Have it been, is it better?" Boby lifted my chin and wiped the tears on my cheek with both hands.

And cup ...

The man kissed my lips short.

"Whatever your problem, don't cry often. I don't like that." Boby kissed my lips again, this time for a long time.

I don't want to refuse or get angry.

I let him kiss, yeah! just kiss my lips.

"Have, let's eat! At ten I came back here, and I bought a hamburger. I don't know what it's like to have an hour taken." Boby said as he pulled my hand towards the dining table.

He pulled out a chair and invited me to sit down, after which he gave me a hamburger.

"Eat yes, I bought it for you!" said it.

After finishing the hamburger, the man kissed my forehead then walked into his room. I am still stunned because of his attitude towards me that makes this heart flow again.

The days passed, Boby's attitude towards me and the others was ordinary. After that night, the handsome man who hugged and kissed my lips was never again affectionate.

I realized, I was hoping too much.

Maybe that's the way to calm me down who was found crying in front of him.

Until the family of Mr. Atmaja will vacation in Bali, apparently Mr. Atmaja and Olivia will hold their wedding privately, of course I join. Because Dinda had to be present at the event.

That Boby? The handsome man was also present, even himself in the family seat row.

My eyes were stunned when I saw the man wearing a black tuxedo, handsome and dazzling.

Before long a beautiful woman sat beside him and spread her head on Boby's shoulder.

My heart was hot to see that, during the event my eyes never let go of seeing the couple.

During a family meal, Boby and the woman join hands. There I realized, I was just too carried away. I harbored feelings and let the feeling develop alone, even though Boby used to be with me.

A little helped out of the show, when Dinda felt sleepy. I took Dinda to her room and accompanied her until she fell asleep.

In Bali, we stayed in a beach villa. My room was at the front of the main entrance and the newlyweds and Dinda was at the top, on the second floor.

I immediately went into the room and cleaned myself up, not wanting to go out again. I fell asleep too.

Until that night, the house bell rang continuously. I'm the one who's worried about getting out and opening the door.

"Boby," I said.

The man sobbed and staggered, in his hand was a liquor bottle, while his lips smiled at me.

"Selena, I love you! I don't want to lose you again ...," Boby messed up.

Boby approached me with a hard-to-quantify look.

This man is drunk, I can't smell alcohol from his mouth making me back away from him.

Unfortunately the man kept coming at me, until he put a bottle of drink on the table.

While her mouth was rummaging to say Selena's name, it certainly made my heart hot.

"You're drunk" I said.

My gasps went into the room and I could not believe that the man came in and now threw my body into the bed, stripping my clothes one by one by force.

I'm the one who's scared to keep fighting, but it's free. The male energy that constantly called out Selena's name was stronger than me.

That night, Boby raped me.

If only he knew I wasn't Selena, would he have probably put his love on me.

I was helpless as her body groaned and buried her seed in my womb.

"I'm sorry, God!" my moans.

All night the man hugged me, naked I was in his arms.

Until dawn, I tried to let go of his embrace but still couldn't. I was upset, and I bit her shoulder.

"Auww," he screamed.

When the man woke up, his eyes blinked and looked at me many times.

Until he woke up and looked into the blanket, we were both plain without a thread.

Suddenly he was aghast," how could ?"

"I should ask you, how could you think I was 'Selena' and you .., you raped me! Look at my clothes, to the point of being torn by you. What if you know? What do they say about me, and what if I get pregnant?" my pedicabs.

"I'll take responsibility if that happens" he replied.

*****

When I got back from Bali, I tried to stay away from Boby. He never bought food at night again.

Once upon a time, he and I were both going back to the room. Throughout the passage I walked quickly to leave him, the awkwardness and disappointment in the heart made me not want to meet him.

Two months ago, we did not say hello.

Two months I didn't come by the moon, it made me nervous. I'm afraid that I ..., get pregnant!

That morning my head was dizzy, and I was nauseous with nothing coming out.

I was afraid, because of the morning sickness I experienced when pregnant with Yayan and Ilham.

It makes this heart so scared, especially two months I have not come monthly guests.

My demanding job is always with Dinda, like this morning.

The girl asked me to accompany her to paint in the garden, although the dizziness was still forced to obey her will.

I walked slowly while carrying Dinda's painting equipment, but the longer my gaze blackened and brugh ...