
My room (Parent's house)_
Not felt, if I had 1 week living in my parents' house. Spend time with them
"Novant, is there any news? Is he good2". During these 1 week as well, Novant had no news at all. Novant also does not mind if the baby boy is with me, but still often meet because brother Alex will bring baby to see him. Does Novant feel guilty? or just want to give me some time, to enjoy my day2 with my family? I don't know if only Novant knows why "I miss, (Snout face) Does he not like me? or has he forgotten me? Argggh..." My heart beats fast as I say, Sentences forget me
"Fiuhhh.. (breathe)". Ok, I should just meet Novant, let me keep quiet2an gini rich to Novant. "Chat him first or go straight to his office?". My mind, and fix me to go straight to his office
"Baby.. Let's go meet your shitty daddy (Sitting on the bedside) Emh! what is daddy ngak kangen aunty? just be careful if your daddy doesn't say kangen first later same aunty, when we meet (Snorts sebal)". I asked baby to talk while he was asleep. Kalopun baby wake up, most baby will reply me with babble2 funny. Baby has started learning to talk and it's adorable
Tok.. (Kick the door)
"Come in".
Ceklek (Door opened)
"Miss! This is Farel den, Create non". mbo PRT
"Oh, save me, thank you. Emh..mom! mom's busy, aren't you?".
"Not too neng, Is there anything I can help?". mbo PRT
"Can baby boy nitip ngak mom? You see, I have a bad business, amh. kasian if you want to under the baby let alone he is sleeping (Smiling)".
"Of course neng, I'm very happy with anak2". mbo PRT
"Thank you mom, I said yes (Smiling)".
"Yes neng, hati2 yah". I just replied to the mbo with a nod of my head and smiled as it passed leaving the mbo and exiting towards Novant's office
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Novant Office_
"Good morning..Is Novant there?". I greeted Novant's secretary, and asked Novant where he was, who knows he wasn't in his office
"Good morning ma'am.. (Smiling) Mr. Novant is in his room. Let me take you". Novant's secretary offered to drive me to Novant's room. But I politely refused
"No need to smile (Mba) thanks". I also stepped away from his secretary Novant's place, toward Novant's own room. This vow is so loud, my heart is beating dag, dig, dug
"Ukhla.. (Holding the chest)".how rich is ABG anyway? Deg-degan even though every day also met. Except this whole week, we've never met. Maybe that's why I'm acting like this
"Oh, Ahjussi sucks I miss (Smiling) you know that".
Front door_
I paced the front door of Novant's room, still hesitating between entering or Engak
"Look in.. (Noughts) engak.. (Snakes) come in, suck". Ah drat.. Why am I worried about myself? Come in, let's just go in. If you do not, then go straight home. Repot very much the brain thinks
"Why mother? how are you still standing at the door? mr. Novant is in his room". The secretary Novant nyamperin me with his confused face. Maybe he was confused to see my behavior from earlier, who did not enter2 in Novant's room
"Amh. ngak pp mba (Smiling awkwardly) thanks".
"Oh, if you'll excuse me". The Novant secretaries
"Ok, in". I grabbed the doorknob and opened it slowly, and then I peeked into Novant's room
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"Oh God! what'sthis?".
Is this why Novant never called me? Because she has another lover, besides me?. O Allah.. It hurts so much, it hurts so much, my heart is broken to the head2. My tears melt by themselves, I can't stand it2. I want to feel like I'm going in and grabbing that damn woman, but I'm holding back, am I the actor? or that woman? My legs are limp, my body is not powered anymore, it feels like I want to die
On the other hand I found happiness, because I could know who I was, and found my real family. On the other hand I get a broken heart, a betrayed soul, a deep pain, a tremendous disappointment. This pain is invisible but able to make my heart like in sayat2, in puncuk2 with a rusty knife and fulcrum
Then what's the point of that proposal? Is that just a joke? Or am I hoping too much? Or did Novant just make me his joke?
"Take this off at kan.tor..." Novant
Drrr...
Drrr... (Hp ringing)
My phone rang and broke Novant's and the woman's arms. At once Novant also looked at me with a shocked face mixed with shock to see me who was again standing at the door. "Damn... Who the hell called? don't know the time". My inner self, upset, ran as hard as I could to leave Novant's room. I no longer care about the stares 2 confused Novant 2 office person I passed
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Novant POV_
"JUST...!!". I was shocked when I heard the tone of the call from hp that I know very well, Yes it was the tone of the call from Hpnya Fhenis, Because I put the ringtone as a ringtone couple. I was very shocked and also very shocked, Looking at Fhenis who was again standing in front of my office door. "Geez, since when is Fhenis here?". Inwardly, I pushed the woman who was embracing me and pursued Fhenis.
"Damn it, Arrgghh fucking woman, don't let my woman misunderstand me, don't let it. If not, I won't forgive you one bit". Damn that woman kissed me and also hugged me, it made me so disgusted. I really wanted to teach him a lesson (Slap) but I was still able to withstand my anger, considering he was a woman.
"Why did that damn woman come back?"
I'll tell A-Z everything about that woman to Fhenis. Actually I want to tell you everything from yesterday2 but I don't want to interrupt Fhenis time. I want him to enjoy his time with his extended family, I also want to apologize because I broke something that was telling his family about the proposal without his union first. I do this because there is a reason also not only2 I want to lie and cover up from the Fhenis
"Darling... WAIT....!!!!".
"Darling... Please listen to me".
"Darling... I can clear everything... Honey....!!!".
I chased after Fhenis with all my might. "Good God, where do you get your energy, baby, so you can run as fast as a horse". My gertutuku, disela2 chasing Fhenis
Office parking_
"Honey.. Oi.. (Hugging from behind) Listen first, I can clear everything. Please baby, listen I please (Kissing shoulder)". After the chase action2an, finally I can catch him, God, he once had long legs and ran fast. Fhenis wanted to open the passenger car door, but I held her back and turned her body against me
I stared at the bead of eyes that was still spitting out that clear white water. I'm glad to see her like this plus her body is shaking, I don't want my woman to be like this, No
"It's my fault, baby, I'm sorry. I miss you, baby". I opened the door and pushed her in
"Akhs". He was shocked when I pushed his body into the car and sat in the car seat. I again2 looked at him, I was as if 2 was hypnotized, Can't make a sound or kata2 other than just staring at him and he shifted then I entered and closed the car door
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Cup (Kissing flash)
"Ehh.."
"I'm sorry, baby"
Cup (Again)
I pulled his nape and kissed him very gently, But slowly2 it became a demanding gesture and rubbed his lips with a resounding gurgle. I closed my eyes, enjoying the sweet lips that hooked me. He was still silent not wanting to reply, Honestly I was upset and I held his waist and squeezed it slowly and well he finally returned my kiss. I'm satisfied, so satisfied that my lady wiped the trace of that damn woman's lips on mine. Still another one that hasn't is, my woman hasn't hugged me to erase the trail of that damn woman.
"Honey hold me, please (Take off the kiss)". I desperately wanted Fhenis to hug me as soon as the former female hug lingered2 on my body
"Please (Hug)". I immediately hugged Fhenis, hoping Fhenis quickly returned my embrace.
Seconds later_
"Will this be the last hug (Return a hug) hiks..". Phoenic
"No.. (Smiling happily and then kissing the head) This will be the beginning where you will get my arms every day". Well God finally the trace of that damn woman was wiped out by my woman's embrace. Don't even think about leaving me, baby, 'cause you're my world now and forever. You're my great woman, the woman who's capable of making me feel like a madman and sane at the same time
"I miss you, baby"
The novant POV end
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