BABYSITTER BEAUTIFUL & HOT DADDY

Feelings and fear

Novanto POV__'s

"Fhenis really long to go to the toilet, then I rushed after her in the ladies' room but I didn't see any fhenis even I called her name in front of the toilet but there was no validity at all quite approximately 3 minutes I was standing in front of the toilet it was so anxious that I smashed the barrier wall from the toilet so that I could see the phhenis. lama2 I became crazy minded fhenis and finally fhenispun out and shocked when I saw me who was standing while holding a baby boy even fhenis bag me down also all. I was upset how I didn't get upset he went to the toilet for so long, I was worried why2. I asked him what happened to him so long in the toilet he just smiled like a forced smile and asked to go home straight away obviously this was not the answer to my question and I got even more upset and pulled his hand, maybe he felt pain because I was half dragging him to be honest I didn't understand my own attitude. Wh why? I was so rude because fhenis didn't want to tell me what happened to him I immediately drove him home without saying anything I wanted to get angry but what was my reason for being angry? am I ready for fhenis? I wanted to hug the phhenis and say don't hide anything from me but it's impossible I have no rights at all.

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3 Weeks pass-by

Almost every day the phoenix is in my house to take care of the baby boy and sometimes also cook for me but his attitude has changed since the last time in the restaurant at that time, fhenis is more silent and just talk to the baby boy he will only talk when I ask him to talk then silent again until I invite him to talk new there is a voice again this frustrates me how can he like this to me, ignoring me as if2 I was invisible in front of him. "What's my fault, fhenis? why are you being so weird?". Inwardly, I've been apologizing about me dragging him and he said he's forgiven then why did Fhenis keep my distance as if he2 built a wall between me and himself, I didn't understand the change in his attitude when I asked if something was wrong? he will only answer that there is nothing good2 I honestly can not stand right2 can not hold back with this cold attitude.

"Fhenis what's up? Tell me not to ignore me like this (Cold gaze)". Fhenis again leaned against the wall of the room saw me who was again put to sleep baby boy, I am happy to put him after finished putting baby boy to sleep.

"Sir how many times I said everything was fine2 (Smiling)". finished saying the same words that I heard every time I asked fhenis wanted to rush out of the room but I intercepted him by pulling his hand.

"Then why ignore me as if I'm invisible to you hum? (Emotion and despair with his fhenist attitude". I really want to know the answer now from his phhenic mouth, I will force him to speak I am frustrated I do not want to be ignored it feels like something is missing from me when I can not reach phhenis even though phhenis is near me but feels far away.

"I don't ignore my father just trying to keep something that is impossible for me to get just that (crying silently while looking down)". Whatdoes thatmean? what does this have to do with me? what does he want to get?

"What do you mean the phhenis speak clearly?". I raised her chin fhenis wanted to see that pretty face but she cried even I didn't realize she was crying.

"Give me time then I can forget all this". Ha's? it makes me even more confused what he's talking about?.

"Talk clearly phhenic and why are you crying?". Again2 I asked him to speak clearly and wipe the clear white water that fell from those beautiful eyes.

"Sir.please don't get too close to me, I beg you (hands up)". I feel pain when he says something like this, is not satisfied he makes me stressed/frustrated with this attitude?

"How could I not do what you would go away and leave me the same baby?". Starting to worry do not2 fhenis already bored but instead forced themselves to take care of the baby?

"What is the reason for FHENISSSSS". I'm half yelling I'm crazy now why this woman in front of me makes me the other person in me, I never yell at women but phhenis makes me do it. I pulled a fhenis hand so there was no distance between me and him then I pulled his nape and kissed him softly it tastes sweet even very sweet like honey and soft like sugar cotton fhenis just fell silent no also returning my kiss I just realized with what I did when my face felt wet because of the tears of the phoenix crying I want to say the same fhenis do not ignore me again because I will go crazy.

"Sorry (hugging) Fhenis don't ignore me anymore, don't be like this please". I don't know if I love this woman I'm holding?

"Is it that easy for you to kiss a woman?".

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The question of fhenis made me realize that I became a less fervent man2 and did not appreciate it because I kissed him without any bond.

"I'm sorry (Looking off a hug) You're not the first person I've kissed like this". Indeed I have never kissed a woman without ties and phhenis is the first person. "I've never kissed a woman other than you and deyen fhenis, because of my principle I would only kiss the woman I love but I don't know if I love you or not, I came out of my room leaving the fhenis alone before that I kissed the tip of his head. "Be the old Fhenis". I haven't gotten any answers from the phhenis but instead now there are so many questions growing out of me, My heart raced faster and faster the phhenis looked at me with beautiful eyes that still had white granules2 flowing on his cheeks. "Are you also going to love me fhenis? I'm afraid that the phhenis are afraid that I've fallen in love with you but you don't love me and leave me alone as a baby boy".Inner, this fear is what makes me confused with my own feelings...

Novanto POV end_

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"Novant what are you doing? you made my efforts ruin for a while, why novant? why did the wall that I built in such a way in an instant tear it down? wh why? Hiks hiks (Crying)". I cried in the room after the novant came out leaving me alone, this feeling made me sick I had never been like this before until building a barrier wall/keeping a distance on the person I like novant is the first person to make me like this and I have never been this scared of not being loved and being reciprocated in love with someone who is (Novant).

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