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Truth 3

"Is there anything I can help you with?". Laki2 asked me. Oh, my God, what's wrong with my heart?

"No. ta.but boy2 named Cris?".

"Cris, my God, where's the kid? did he forget his own son?

"He's in the hospital". I took him to the hospital because his son was there, Of course using this man2 car because I used an online motorcycle taxi because I did not have a private vehicle.

In car_

"Why not call the number I left behind?". Wait2 is this man2 talking to me?

"Did you talk to me?".

"Yes". So actually talk to me well, but why did he ask about the number and call her. Is he still sleepy? so Tampa's talking sober?

"Sorry, but what number are you talking about?".

"The number I left a few years ago in hotel XX, Do you remember (Cold Face)". So he was that fucking jerk2 guy who left me after he ena2 with me?

"Ja.so you fucking jerk2 who left me with money? as if2 I was a cheap woman or a bitch at that time?".

"I've never thought that way, it's just your mind going too far. Didn't I leave my number on that paper, back then? to be responsible. I was waiting for you to call me lady, you know that and I was worried that when I got back there, I couldn't find you anywhere". Huh huh? did he really go back there? and worry about me? is he not lying?

"STOP". I snapped rough, the man2 stopped but not on the side of the road but in the middle2nya road. "Why stop middle2 way?". I was surprised when

"Aren't you the one who asked for it?". You idiot, I did tell you to stop but that doesn't mean it has to be in the middle2 of the road as well

"Open up". When he had stopped by the roadside I immediately wanted to go down and go back to my boarding house to take the money I had saved for 2 years. So that what I said first came true is to throw the money he gave in front of this goddamn guy2

"Where are you? at least get me there (RS) to see my son". Even I forgot my original purpose because 2 emotions saw this shameless face near me

"Road".

The laki2 revived the car after I asked for it. I'm the same man2 only met once but why can he recognize my face while I don't know him at all. So I deserve to think why Cris's face looks like a princess because he's this son of a goddamn jerk 2?

"Where did you recognize my face?".

"When I woke up at that time (formerly) I accidentally noticed your face so until now I can not forget your face. I feel guilty and want to make up for it, every time I go there I hope to meet you but it is actually nil. You disappeared like you were swallowed by the earth".

"Wow, I'm flattered to hear that. Make up for what? marry me if I'm pregnant or give me a lot of money?". I was so angry, considering how I struggled alone. In the past when I craved I wanted to feel the food cooked by the father of the princess until 2 I cried because I wanted it when I did not know and knew him.

"sorry".

"Never say that word, I hate that word hiks..". Why am I so crybaby because this man2 says sorry. (Sorry) that was the last sentence the man2 said before taking everything away from me, even my future

Step aside and stop by the roadside_

"Don't cry please (Bring my hands) I'm wrong, but by God I don't know why I got drunk that time and my body was also very hot and.. I was aroused when I saw you until 2 I couldn't help myself even if I tried". Is this guy2 speaking honestly? or just cover up his jerk behavior. I stared right in the bead of his eyes, looking for honesty in every word but how could I know it when I didn't know him

"Why don't you know if you're drunk? it must be because you're drinking, right?".

"No.. (Snaking) I don't like those drunken and unclean drinks. That time attended the banquet and hotel nyampe, My circumstances, well, as you saw at that time". Is he in a trap?

"It's none of my business, but what kind of responsibility do you say to me? marry me when I'm pregnant and what if I'm not pregnant?".

"If you're pregnant with our child I'll marry you. But if you're not pregnant it's up to you, want to marry me or not? because I'll stay in charge". I got even more angry when he said our son, It's good to tell our son what he wants

"Not our child, the baby princess will just be my daughter".

"Ja.so really pregnant?". Oh, my God, why did I fall like this God

"No. She's my daughter with my husband".

"I know you're lying". Damn it he guessed right if I lied

"Then what do you want? take it from me, huh? (Crying) she's my daughter, I'm the one who's been so hard-earned and gave birth to her alone. There is no face of yours when I cry in pain, when I want so much to eat food from your cooking that I cry because I want it but what do I get? sadness and disappointment".

"I won't take it from you relax, are you married?". What does it matter if I'm married or not?

"Have you married Fhanesa?". Does he know my name? from whom? how I know the name of this man2 because his son Cris gave his name

"You're from where my name is?".

"It's none of your business, have you married Fhanesa?". Damn he copied my kata2 paste instead, I ignored his question and threw my face to the side looking out. feeling ignored he growled annoyed and slammed his car steering

"I'm talking to you, LADY, answer me now". Lah nih kemambet setankah raise his voice so make the ears of sick people just know

"Yet, are you satisfied?".

After I answered that crazy question, he no longer spoke, nor did I. I'm lazy to talk to that fucking jerk again shameless, irresponsible, and just plain happy

Since that meeting Cris the little boy was getting closer to me one day when he asked me to marry his father. At first I was shocked but after thinking 2 it was good also because considering he is the father of my daughter and again I fell in love with that goddamn guy2.

But one thing Darwin and I couldn't do after we got married was take my little princess from my best friend. Not because my best friend did not give it to me but his son Azkal loved Fhanisia very much. Azkal could not be far from Phoenicia for a moment he would immediately get sick. Azkal did not like Phhenicia close to anyone other than himself, Azkal would be very angry if anyone dared to take Phhenicia from him.

That's the biggest reason why I can't take Phoenicia to stay with me, and anyways Fhenis won't want to part with Azkal because he loves Azkal more than himself.

I let it go but it still remains in my control with his father, Ridwan, and Alex. Until Fhenis grew up as he is now, it was only after Fhenis had grown up that the fear of being unforgiven and not accepting by Fhenis backfired for me to tell Fhenis who he really was.

Fhanesa POV and Flashback off

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"Everything was aunty told me so now it's up to you son". Aunt Nesa

"So Fhenis?".

"yes, Fhenis is the son of om/tante, forgive me for not being a good father to Fhenis (Sobbing silence2 from earlier)". Darwin

Brother Alex, Farel just silent opa also silent

"So call om/tante (Silent) Mamah, also papah". pinta Opa to me

"I need some time alone, forget all the aunt/om's shame because I won't hate anyone. I will accept this with pleasure (Smiling) just calm down, I will not be a child of disobedience and close my ears after hearing this truth. I just need time to think and be alone". I got up from my seat and walked out to the main door, there was nothing preventing me because they gave me time

"What is my fault that God played with my destiny like this? Tant.not aunty anymore but mama. Must have suffered so much that I gave birth to a husband who accompanied her". My inner self, I of course accept them I am very happy because I still have a family. Why did I choose to leave and leave them? Why don't I hug them? especially mommy. I turned back to the back garden of the house to see my real family. I know they all have to love me and not leave me alone.

"Mom..". Call me in a quiet voice but still be heard

"Fhenis, you come back son (approach) and.and you call me mamah? dear".mama Nesa

"Yes (Nodging running and hugging) forgive Fhenis because it was selfish and even wanted to go hyks. hyks. whereas mamah is the one who suffers the most here". I couldn't hold back my tears that kept flowing from the beginning until now

"Excuse me dear too, om Darwin eh wrong means Papah also came over and hugged me both with mamah then brother Alex we four embrace but why my cute brother even silent in his place? Is he not happy? Mom, Papah brother Alex took his arms off me.

"Did Farel not want to hug me?". I asked for a second and then Farel ran towards me and hugged so hard that I couldn't breathe. Oh, my God, what's wrong with my cute sister? Hugged me so hard like this

"I don't want to share a hug with the others so I hug later hyks.hiks I love sister princess". Farelle

"The princess? is that your call to me my cute sister?". Godaku to Farel, did not think that this time saw Farel cry from earlier he was most determined ndak nangis2 at all. I don't think she can cry

"That's my dear call to kk". Farelle

"Sister will die of suffocation if you keep holding me like this".

"Oh sorry (Smiling and letting go of hugs)". Farelle

"He (Farel) who loves Fhenis the most, even he ever wanted to beat Novant because Novant approached you first". Mamma

"Huh..is that really my cute sister?". I can't believe this

"That was then but not anymore, Don't call me cute (Pulling my lips) it's not sweet at all". Farelle

I chuckled at Farel's sulking, not forgetting that I hugged Opa. So it feels like if you have your own family intact? maybe it is no different from my old family, Cuman now is too beautiful for me to summarize with word2 my feelings at this time. It turns out that letting go of selfishness and accepting with a calm heart will feel very light.

Receive the love of O Allah for your favors, Then whose blessings I want to deny that of Allah, These are 2 favors..