BABYSITTER BEAUTIFUL & HOT DADDY

Alex's past lll (Containing violence)

After I gave the name of Daddy and Momi, Aunt Nesa immediately said she wanted to meet my parents to tell me my situation. After maybe an hour or so I waited for Aunt Nesa to come back and behind her came Daddy with his tired face.

Krekkk (Open the door) I looked at the door to see who was coming.

"Auntie".

"Hy baby try to see who's coming". Aunt Nesa invited Daddy in

"Daddy... (happy)". I immediately woke up from my sleep seeing the person I missed present in front of me.

"Cris dear (Hugging) Bigshot Daddy (Kissing) Forgive Daddy dear (Crying)". I've never seen Daddy cry but the times Daddy cried in front of me.

"Daddy.. Is Cris dreaming again? (I asked innocently)". Moment Daddy came hugging me also happened and it was just my dream.

"No.. Whiz Daddy's not in a dream, Daddy's real hum". Daddy took my little hand to feel her face, convincing me that she's real isn't my dream. Aunt Nesa watched me with Daddy while smiling pushyly, I who was a child certainly do not understand the expression of the face of aunt Nesa, dad's face looks strange when looking at Aunt Nesa who immediately threw away her face when Daddy looked at her.

"Daddy. momi and Xenan why didn't you come see me? Is Xenan still mad at Cris Dad? and momi still hates Cris? Daddy Cris isn't a killer but momi says Cris is a killer". Daddy's face was immediately sad

"No Xenan loves you, Daddy also knows that Cris loves Xenan very much but God loves Xenan more than all of us". I don't understand what Daddy means.

"Dad, why does God love Xenan when Xenan is ours?". I'm too innocent to understand what Daddy said, it's so hard for me to understand

"Umh. someday you will understand". Daddy

2 Days later_

I was allowed to go home by the doctor who handled me but I still need rest, the doctor said.

The Alex family home.

I saw Momi sitting on the edge of her bed staring at Xenan's photo.

"Dad, why is momi crying?".

"Momi was sad because Xenan was with God. Xenan is no longer with us". Daddy

"Will long Xenan go Dad?".

"For ever, but someday we will gather with him in heaven". Daddy

"Um.. (Nodging) Cris will miss Xenan later Dad".

"You miss Xenan, you tell Daddy we'll go see Xenan with 2". Daddy

"What can?".

"Oh so (nod) Not what2 important can meet Xenan Dad".

"That's why we're going in to see momi". Daddy took me to see Momi. Not yet have I touched her momi directly kicked me out and said I was a killer.

"Keep that killer away from me Darwin". Momi why do you keep saying I'm a killer? I'm not a killer. Daddy refuted momi's words but momi did not care at all with the word 2 Daddy. momi kept saying I killed Xenan, from that moment momi often tortured me. Starting from drying me under the hot sun, soaking me in the pool, hitting, cursing, insulting, locking in the room and so on. But Daddy slalu came to save me until 2 I had Daddy down to his office. At school I guarded several bodyguards so that momi could not act rudely anymore to me.

Because of her hatred for me momi left home, asked for a divorce from Daddy. Daddy doesn't know how to remember I was a kid, though, still need complete parental affection but in his deepest heart this is the best way to see momi's attitude that is getting more and more so to me. Daddy finally decided to divorce Momi.

With the separation of Daddy same momi more traumatized and worse let alone said2 killer momi keep ringing2 in my mind. Until one day a very deep curiosity arose in my mind. How does it feel to kill? what would it be like to kill? I also tried to commit murder not in humans but kill momi's pet cat.

After I killed the cat, there was a sense of satisfaction and also fear of seeing the cat full of blood. My memory of what happened to Xenan is repeated, as if 2 Xenan came and hated me.

"No Xenan I'm just curious about the hyks, I wonder what it's like to kill because momi slalu said that brother Cris killer". Shadow Xenanpun milling

No. no. No..

The footsteps of the person approaching my room became clearer.

Krekkk. (door opened).

"Aaaaaaaaa, Cris what are you doing baby". The voice was so familiar, it was the voice of Aunt Nesa. I turned around to look at the face of fear and horror that was emanating on Aunt Nesa's face for what she saw.

"No. Riks hicks Cris is not a killer, Cris is just curious". Obviously with a stammering voice2, Aunt Nesa came over and threw away the blood-stained knife I used to kill the cat and hugged me. "Don't love you're not a killer (kissing) don't do that again, it's not good Cris (Holding)". Aunt Nesa immediately led me to the bathroom and bathed me with a heart2 and meek.

"Please promise your aunt that you won't do it again (Try to kill again)". I smiled and grabbed her hand

"Cris promise". If the angel without my wings was not present in my life, I might have become a psychopath because honestly the feeling of wanting to kill it just appeared. But I kept holding back that feeling because of my promise to my winged Tampa nymph and also remembered Xenan.

3 Months later_

I asked Aunt Nesa and Daddy to get married and I promise I won't ask for anything else with Daddy other than to marry Aunt Nesa. Daddy obeyed my wishes, Aunt Nesapun would. Then was born the second hero Daddy is my step sister, he is a very handsome man2 I was initially afraid to touch him. I was afraid that if I touched it my hand would kill him but Aunt Nesa (Air to my wing) assured me that I would not hurt my little brother. I was 13 years old, little Adek only came after Aunt and Daddy married 2 years.

I called Aunt Nesa Mama and changed my call to Daddy, papa. While my mother asked my father's approval to change my nickname to (Alex) I and my new family lived in a new house after Daddy married Nesa's mother. It's all my mother's wish that I can forget the bad memories that happened to me in the old house. From that moment my life changed my happiness. The trauma that I felt slowly disappeared even the desire to kill disappeared just like that. There is one thing that my mother said, if I should be able to be an exemplary Kk for my adek2ku. Keep it even though you can't touch/hug it, call it adek or dear like I called the second little whiz papa. I could only watch over him, protecting him from afar.

I was so happy when I found out I still had another girl and it was Phoenician. Papa's son with mother Nesa who I do not understand how can papa have children while papa and mother Nesa just married and only gave birth to my little adek (Cowo) now. But I don't care how the phhenis can exist in this world, which I know that I have to guard it so that the events that happened to Xenan do not repeat themselves to the Phoenicians.

When I grew up I just knew how the real story between mama (Fhanesa) and papa so that Phoenicia is in this world.

One more person who was there when I was down he was my best friend "Novanto".he always comforted me and shared anything with me, I consider him my brother.

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