
***BTW IS STILL CONTINUATION FLASHBACK FHENIS YAH GUYS😉..
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"Daddy dear from mama, papa and kk'mu go the feeling of opa already very bad (holding crying)". Opa tried to hold back his cry in front of me and hugged me tightly.
"Our to RS right now". I'm taking opa to the hospital as soon as I don't care about how I look, I'm still using Mukenah.
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I ran tampa footwear entered the RS still with a face attached to my body, I saw his uncle and aunt and other family standing with a lethargic and sad face there was also his family kk in-law they all looked sad and not surgical away with the others.
"Uncle... aunt...!! where's mama, papa sama azkal KK-in-law?". Ngos2an.
"Quiet son (Hug) control yourself". Uncle.
"Dad son, fhenis are stoic well dear (Follow embrace)". Auntie
"Uncle fhenis want to see Mama, papa the same Kak azkal".
"Dear baby you'll see it". Uncle invited me to the morgue to see the bodies of both my parents, My feet are too lemes to step into the room that scares me the most at this time. The room that never imagined to be my last meeting with my parents, when I entered the uncle led me to the bracage where mom and dad lay stiff with wounds where2. My hands tremble I can not open the cover cloth of my parents but my uncle strengthens me, I even for a moment forget the opa, arriving2 opa hold my hand tightly opapun help strengthen me even though he is also very fragile.
"Opa fhenis can't opa hix hix (crying) phhenis fear opa". I'm still trembling even though my uncle's opa is trying to strengthen me.
"Son your parents love you so much then look at them one last time hum". Uncle took my hand to open the shroud of the cover of my parents, I also opened it Oh God, this is not a sight I want to see in my entire life. My father's face was destroyed as well as his mother's face was smashed side by side with her hands and legs that had been completely broken My legs lemes my body was also shaking violently, my breath was tight and my heart seemed to stop beating My vision arrived2 blurry and dark after that I no longer remember what2.
When I woke up (Aware of fainting) I was already in my room.
"You finally realize, dear". Aunty hugged me. I thought back about my parents.
"Mama's aunt, papa?". I asked my aunt as soon as my tears came out.
"Let's go down son (Help get up from sitting) we're waiting for you to wake up". I'm the same aunt downstairs, in the guest room I can already see directly my parents who have been wrapped in a shroud my crying again broke.
"Fhenis don't cry anymore son but pray for Alm your parents". Uncle came up to me and hugged me again and again. "Let's look at your parents' faces again". uncle leads me, and, I followed the uncle of the man sitting next to my parents' body to open the shroud that covered the face of the two who had been bathed lived down to the burrow. I tried hard and strong and smiled seeing my parents, I held back my cries. "Fhenis know mommy is just as fond of me, I'm sure you guys never wanted this, right? but God wants you.
After the burial was completed I did not go home directly but I went straight to the Hospital to see the condition of the azkal brother who was treated in the ICU is very critical and worrisome.
"So, I quickly realized and recovered, do I still remember if KK ever promised to grant all my requests? so now I ask you to heal". My inner self, I'm standing in front of the ICU room where I'm being treated because I can't get in there. It turns out that kak azkalpun not able to last long after one week in care in the end my brother followed my parents right on my birthday 25.
"Is this a gift God sent me? So from now on I will never celebrate what is called a birthday". My mind, at the burial of the azkal brother I have sincerely released my mother, papa or brother azkal my tears are dry to cry.
"So you granted my request but instead of being healed but to leave me, you chose to follow my mother as well (Hugging the headstone). I know God. You love mama more, papa sak azkal than I love them may everything be quiet there with you. god put my family in your paradise with your loved ones2 keep them away from the fires of hell and forgive all sins2nya Aamin (Kissing headstone)". I prayed for my family in the grave and then I turned to the grave of my mother and my father said my greetings and missed both of them a week ago and left me alone.
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"Fhenis I'm sorry I just found out right now, if I had known then I would have come straight to see you". Rio woke me up and hugged me tightly. "From now on I will be there for you and never hesitate to tell anything to me Ok (Wiping tears)". Rio released his embrace to me and I smiled holding back the cry. "Stay smiling don't give up your parents and love you so much they will be sad to see you sad".
"Dad (Nod) So now what?". I asked about the purpose of Rio coming to see brother Alex instead listening to my vent.
"How what?". Rio looks confused by my question.
"Your goal is to come see Alex?".
"Oh that's okay 2 later also whispered, the most important thing now is you (Holding hands)". Rio
"I'm good2 aja Rio (Tracking hair)" I took my hand off from Rio's grasp and reflexively I scrambled her hair Rio just like before, I really like to mess her hair Rio. "Sorry (grimace)". When I realized my behavior
"Hehee ngak papa as long as you are happy and smiling (Pinch your nose)". Rio did the same thing as he did back then if again giddy or upset with me.
"Rio...! Fhenis...!". Brother Alex is standing right in front of the door of his room calling my name the same Rio and automatically our view turns to brother Alex, has brother Alex been since earlier in seeing me the same Rio?
"Bang Alex". Rio called Alex's brother as bang if they were that close while I bowed the sign saluting Alex's brother.
"Say you came quickly but while waiting for you did not appear2 so I decided to come out but once you have been here the same fhenis? (Composing Eyebrows and confused) Do you know each other? (Instructing turns)". Alex's brother was curious because he saw my closeness to Rio so brother Alex did not hear or see me cuddle with Rio earlier.
"Dad bang fhenis my old high school friend". Rio
"Father, we've been friends since". I also agreed and looked at Alex's feet, When I looked at Alex's feet Alex's expression immediately changed and walked over to me.
"Are you crying?". Brother Alex held onto my shoulder and stared at Rio in an instant. "What are you doing Rio's phhenis until he cries? (The face is reddened by anger)".
"Eh no sir Rio did nothing at all I cried because again part of being able to meet a school friend who was judged by many girls first (Smiling)". I'm being professional still calling Alex's sister by the name of sir in the office and lying a little bit like Alex's sister.
"really?". Brother Alex still can't believe the clear look on his face is still in doubt with my statement.
"Dad sir really (Phiss) Was Alex's brother so close to Rio that he called you bang? (Whispering)". I asked half whispered same brother Alex not good too if I asked continue in the same sounder Rio.
"Dear dear she's novant's cousin". Answer Alex did not lose slowly. "Oh Rio let's just talk in my room". Alex invited Rio into his office leaving me alone.
"So Rio's Novant's cousin? Is this world just as wide as a moringa leaf? until I meet a family here? the other is an ex-boyfriend while the other is the one I like and love".my inner self, and I also refocus on my work even though I sometimes still remember the memories with my family, he said, I did not realize that there were eyes with sharp eyes that were watching me the same Rio from earlier.
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