AT THE CROSSROADS OF DILEMMA

Section 51.

Arini received a phone call from her theme, which asked to be searched for a SMA memory book called “Yogi Saputra”. Yumna thought it might be in 7th or 8th grade so asked to send her a photo. Arini finds and sends her pictures. Yumna was silent to see the photo that Arini sent did not match her shadow.

Curious Ken wants to see her, Yumna hangs up her phone so Ken doesn't see her. Ken still wanted to see who the jerk who wrote the letter was, Yumna walked back not wanting to see it. Ken kept pushing to see it. His phone shook and immediately raised it.

His mother asked him where his son was, Yumna lied that he was at Arini's house with Ken's hand held, then said he would stay tonight. Ken was speechless, his mother couldn't believe him giving Arini his cell phone, Yumna's father tried to hear her talk.

Yumna sits with one hand in Ken's hand, complains to her mother, tells her she's grown up to stay outside, and nags at her mother who previously said she would give her son to Ken. Yumna's mother threatened to come and told her to go home immediately before dragging her out of the house and closing her phone. Yumna pouted and Ken could do nothing. 

Yumna entered the house shouting angrily, according to her mother does not matter as long as she returns home, but she can do anything when she comes home early even during the day. His mother immediately threw a lap, asking his son not to indulge in his love relationship.

“Why do you tell everyone everything? Basis ... Girls have no self-respect. If I see you cooking for him and going in and out of his house ... I'll kill you.” shouted Mother Yumna.

“Tonight she cooked for me!” reply Yumna yelling.

“Why is he cooking for you? Why would he cook for you if you guys were gonna break up? Is there no food in the house?" shouted Mother.

"We'll break up or not, where do you know?” yumna shouted, Mr. Abraham tried to calm the two so as not to argue, his wife shook her husband's hand to keep talking. 

“I said this to her ”If she marries you even though she is going to die, then come to Jinny's wedding. If not, don't come. And that bastard didn't come!” shouted Mother. Yumna fell silent, her husband replied that Ken must have had a reason not to attend Yumna's cousin's wedding.

“You, all our families already know your story. Not anymore ... Just so you know. If you want to date him, do it quietly.“ firmly Ms. Yumna and then enter the room, Yumna was silent to know Ken's answer that did not come to the wedding. 

Yumna washed her face, with her hands wrapped in plastic, crying, then suddenly came out of the bathroom yelling at her mother who was sitting at the table eating.

“Why say that to him? Why pressurize? I don't need to get married!” yumna Shouts.

“If you don't want to marry her, why take her to the wedding?” said Mother.

“Because I thought Dad and Mom wouldn't look pathetic then. I know everyone is gossiping about me, so I want to take her so that you don't get embarrassed! If he comes ... then you will not be ashamed!” yumna cried and went back to her room. 

Yumna tried to pat her face with a face cream even though she still looked sad, her phone rang Ken called her. Yumna picked her up, Ken heard her boyfriend's voice. Yumna admitted to crying. Ken panicked asking why he was crying.

“Mommy hit me, 'cause I lied to Arini's house. I'm an adult still beaten.” said Yumna lying, Ken heard her boyfriend crying asking not to cry.

“Mother is glaring at me, I close first. Later call again.” said Yumna lying and then close the phone.

Ken was silent as if he could understand why Yumna was crying, Yumna fell asleep in her room while suggesting she was “When I would die if I remembered this moment ... This is not what - what. Don't hold back and do.” Then open his eyes. 

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Brian is still in the same position but has not been able to kiss Brother from his theme. Melisa starts to feel her neck hurt, Brian! also feeling her stiff waist due to bending too long, Melisa tried to walk like her body was limp and almost fell down. Brian was quick to tell her not to fall. Melisa releases Brian's hand saying fine, while holding her cramped neck.

“Kakak, really ... I'm sorry.  I have kissed many women. But with Brother ..” said Brian admitted it.

“I understand ... So Go ... You have tried.” said Melisa.

“But where can I go if you have my baby?” brian said he could not bear, Melisa chose to leave by holding her ping and neck with her legs dragged. Brian arrived - suddenly pulled from behind, with a sloping position directly kissed Melisa. 

Morning

Yumna came out of the room with her little bag, searched for the CD and turned on her Player, her mopping mother threatening her son if he danced again like crazy. Tanggo music song is heard, Yumna turned her body like ready to dance, her mother was also ready to throw a lap mop.

But Yumna walked and her mother kept on her guard when her son danced. Yumna walked over, picked up her bag and left the house. His mother could only lift the mop without throwing it, finally resentfully mopping the floor to the rhythm of the tanggo music. 

Yumna ate fried chicken with a fork with a large beer glass, Arini also came to order a glass of beer as well, saying I don't know there's a chicken restaurant nearby and then asking why the theme is lunchtime eating chicken and beer.

“Before you were as happy as in the clouds. Now what else?” ask Arini wonder.

“Why do I always demean myself when I'm dating? I'll do it all, until I'm decided. I don't care if I love him more. Now it feels different.“ said Yumna, Arini asked if the theme was still thinking about it.

“Honest ... I don't understand why you think Kenzie won't marry you. Don't you have to slow down and see if he's right for you?" obviously Arini.

“Love always comes when it's time I don't need time to think about it. I want to hold her hand, then sleep with her and marry her. But it doesn't always happen in order. When I fell in love with her in my head, I slept with her and married her. Is it just me?” yumna said astonished.

Arini asserted that it was only Yumna who thought of it, Yumna seemed unsure of only herself, then saw the name on her phone that called “Kakak Neighbor.” Arini asked why he did not answer, Yumna said he was trying to sell expensive. 

Ken was in the room finally just silent because Yumna did not receive his phone, in front of him was seen the file “Temporary Detention Notice” and in the next field was the result of his decision. Ken's mother came in with a panicked face, looked at the file sheet and immediately picked it up.

“Do not think.” said Mrs Emilia hid behind her body, Ken asked if it was a personal loan.

“She and I, have made agreements often. Then he did this for no reason, all this time he was always quiet if I was late to pay. His arrest warrant was soon withdrawn. So don't worry.” Madam Emilia said in panic.

“Don't think of getting money from somewhere else to stop this. Let it be.” said Ken impressed resigned.

Madam Emilia asked not to worry because she could handle it. Ken says it's not a problem so better just let it go and get out of the room. Madam Emilia was confused that her son was not angry as usual.

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“When I was little, I once kicked a can home. I became attached to the can, until I finally couldn't throw it away. I said, "It's Just a Can" and went inside. But I came out again and took it.” Yumna's story, Ken commented that the story was very sweet.  

“Why hasn't my phone been picked up?” ken asked, Yumna replied by kicking the can when she was angry, Ken asked her reason. Yumna kicked back and looked at her boyfriend

“I think we're the same - we like each other. But it turns out I'm the only one who's like that. If you don't like me 100%, but only 89% better tell me then I'll follow your question. You're only 89% while I'm 100%.  Every thing happens ... I feel bad. Now tell me how much you're worth?” yumna said, Ken answered 100%.

“100% yours seems different from 100% ku.” stressed Yumna, Ken assures that really his love is 100%. Yumna glanced cynically.

Ken smiled because Yumna called “Kamu” again when it was red. Yumna won't return the favor, telling Ken to leave. Ken asked to hug him before leaving, because if he did not embrace him then he would feel sad, even get angry too, then spread his arms. Yumna immediately hugged him, then told him to immediately go and take the can and be brought into the house. Ken looked at the door as Yumna walked into the house, and walked home. 

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Harry opens the door to see Ken standing, and Ken says he allows Harry to grab everything ready to fall apart. He'll give you his hands and feet if he wants to, but don't kill him. Harry tells Ken to come in because there is CCTV outside.

Harry immediately kicked Ken's leg when he entered the house, with a position like kneeling Harry sat in front of him while drinking beer.

“At one afternoon ... I'm on my way in my favorite suit.  Then suddenly a bastard kicked me in the knee. So I asked. Why would you do that? Do you know the bastard's answer? He said mistake.” Harry's story likens his life.

“After he broke me apart and he said it was a mistake. But, it's not done yet. Lately I know that bastard's wearing my favorite outfit. He kicked me wrong and stole my shirt too? If you were me, what would you do?” harry said grimly.

“Don't kill me.” said Ken resignedly.

Harry slammed his wine glass and broke apart, then started hitting it, kicking it, venting all his anguish. 

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Yumna cried in her sleep, then finally woke up calling “Oppa Neighbor” and immediately said her apology. And claimed not to be able to sleep because of anger, and miss him very much. Ken looks battered sitting on the sidewalk, Yumna asks Ken to come immediately.

“Come Here, even if you're only 89%.  I beg you to come!” Yumna.

“Cannot ..” said Ken did not want to see battered, Yumna thinks that now Ken love only 70%. Ken just kept quiet then walked with a battered face and a slightly dragged leg.

“Before I die ... I regret not loving him with all my heart.  That's why I made a different decision. And now it's here. If this time, I die I might regret this moment. Because I can't be honest. And can't be honest. When I made him misunderstand. I hurt her feelings. Same with Harry who can't be honest and hurt his feelings ... Am I, making the same mistake as him?” muttered Ken while walking down the street.

"Should I be honest right now that I might die soon? If I'm being honest can we stay as happy as we are today? If he knows I'm going to die can he smile at me like this?" muttered Ken as he continued walking. 

Yumna fell silent looking at Ken's battered face, then asked who did it, then shouted asking “Who did it?” then cry while bowed. Ken was sure that Yumna would not have expected that she would be hit like this, but she was actually waiting. Yumna kept crying. Ken hugged her.

“Compare my mistake to him ... I had to hold everything back, including if my business was damaged, and I was beaten. I'm fine - all right. Don't you dare - dare to meet him. Sorry for not being able to attend the wedding. I have my reasons. Until I die. I'm not leaving you. Not 89%, but I'm 100%.” Ken's whisper then the two hugged tightly. 

Yumna entered the room crying, muttering “I hope Harry's wounds will heal soon. I hope we all have a calm heart. I hope no one leaves with a sick heart. Well Harry, me, also him ..” and then try to sleep crying.

Ken walked home across the bridge muttering “I still want to see him smile. I want to see him happy. I still want to see that.” Then running quickly, when the viewer came back, Harry drove a car looking to hit him.

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Ken woke up with the ringing of the clock, his wound visible only remains his scar, then sat down at work like he was praying. After that, view your phone and send a message “I will take you to the office, so just sleep 19 minutes more. I'll go to your house.”

Yumna replied to him “Wah! I'm touched. Alright.”  Ken smiled to see it. Yumna saw her eyes swollen from crying while asleep, then took her towel. Ken's already wearing a shirt to pick up his girlfriend. 

He came out of the house suddenly someone surprised in front of the house, and immediately crouched down like a person surrounded by police. Yumna apologized with a panicked face asking her the state of being frightened. Ken was still crouching with his face down.

“I'm sure I surprised you so much, I should have been slow. I'm sorry.” said Yumna looks unwell, Ken still looks in shock while crouching.

“Aah, I shouldn't have this early in the morning, your heart would have been dislodged. I shocked you half to death, forgive me.” Yumna said and crouched down.

“I wanted to impress you, it became strange like this.” said Yumna holding Ken's hand because it could lower the hand from his face.

“I couldn't stand because it was so touched. How long has it been waiting?” ask Ken.

Yumna, holding Ken's hand, thought maybe about a minute ago that the two were standing together. Ken wants to pick her up but Yumna comes to his house. Yumna felt guilty yesterday so purposely came to want to be nice.

“On yesterday, do not think, sometimes I suddenly get angry because of small things and then calm down again. I shouldn't be, but the more I like you, the more I act like that. Sorry ..” said Yumna with Ken's hand holding her

“You are not wrong .. but I am wrong.” Ken said.

“I'm not sorry for fear you ran away if I was chatty. I'm sorry for feeling so guilty.  I was quick to apologize if I was wrong.” said Yumna.

“Where can I meet a woman like you?” ken's comment teased him.

“Because I like you first, so you follow him.” said Yumna.

Ken asked Yumna not to talk like that to others. Yumna thought why not because she liked her boyfriend first, she thought she fell in love at first sight, targeting Ken to make her own, with pride that he was smart. Ken thanks her for falling in love with him at first sight and invites her to leave immediately.