AT THE CROSSROADS OF DILEMMA

Section 31. Same - Equally Crazy

But after looking at the back of no one's car, the car in the back also looks fine. Ken was confused to look around there was only his car there was no other car. Suddenly felt back pain in his stomach, then in his eyes saw himself sprawled on the asphalt with his head full of blood.

Ken opened his eyes and was already lying on his bed. The doctor paced back and forth looking haunted, a moment later he screamed when he understood. Then sitting in his lap said, It seems to know, the reason. Ken was sitting in front of him looking excited.  

“I know what you've seen all this time.  I understand.” said Doctor, Ken looked at his Doctor with reddened eyes and glazed - glass. 

Ken walked home blankly, like thinking about words, the doctor said. Yumna who also just came home to walk beside him, greeted him who had just returned from work. Then tell me you want to take the goods today and the big items will be brought by the transfer company. Ken was silent, and Yumna asked him to respond. Ken remained silent

“What do you want to say about? You said there was something to talk about.” asked Yumna.

“The guarantee is ready.” said Ken, Yumna thanked.

“But why do you seem angry?” yumna asked looking at Ken's attitude.

“Are you dating that guy again?” asked Ken cynically, Yumna confirmed. Ken mocked Yumna that was so easy. Yumna confirmed that it was indeed an easy task.

“I'm starting to dislike you. She dumped you, but you came back?” ken looked at each other

Yumna insists Harry has a reason to be in prison. Ken shouted that he could not accept Yumna to forgive him because of that, Yumna also shouted with Ken's attitude that could forgive Yumna even though it had broken his heart and wanted to meet him again. Ken insists that Yumna has a clear reason.

“But the bastard was embarrassed to admit that he was broke! So he stabbed you with words and ran away. Is that a real man? If he really loves you, he shouldn't be.” said Ken.

“I know too! He is more concerned with his pride than I am! Right now I have no problem with anyone. I need him even though he's already dumped me in order to hold myself back and not throw myself at you! I feel so confused! All because of you! So that my heart does not hurt.” shouted Yumna, Ken did not comment choosing to leave, while removing his suit.

“hei, bad guy! You are the cruelest man! You are the most cowardly!” yumna shouted in anger. 

Ken did not press him choosing to continue walking, Yumna ran after him and directly hit him. Ken pulled him to curse Yumna was crazy. Yumna shouted furiously not wanting to be touched. Ken still wanted to hold it, Yumna pushed him by venting annoyance while hitting and shouting.

Finally Ken hugged Yumna's waist in order to calm down, but Yumna rebutted asking to let go, and bit Ken's hand to escape. Ken's hand slipped and complained of pain. Yumna wanted to nail me again but her hand was already held by Ken and finally could only scream hysterically. Ken asked Yuman to stop him.

The breath of the two gasped for breath, Ken would walk away and Yumna again hit with the bag even wanting to grin at him. Ken can hold it and push it against the wall by holding his two hands, Yumna pushes wanting to let go, but Ken's hand is stronger and makes him unable to move. Ken looked at Yumna's injured lips, both of them looking exhausted with an irregular breath, their eyes suddenly met. Ken kisses Yumna and Yumna replies, both of them kissing and letting out all the restrained feelings. Ken's hand felt like Yumna's waist was feeling comfortable, Yumna also draped her hand on Ken's neck.

The two hugged each other very tightly, Yumna also felt like warmth in Ken's arms and Ken hugged her tightly and his eyes suddenly opened like remembering something and immediately let go. He held his head and bowed as if he had lost his mind.

Dazed at Ken's confused attitude, Ken picked up his jacket and left with his head. Yumna stared at Ken's back who left after kissing her. 

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Ken was sitting at the playground watching a lot of children playing in the park. Ken's gaze arrived - suddenly bowed sadly and then looked at the park like seeing the shadow of himself carried by his father on the shoulder, then said, “Dad, I have defeated you!” the father dropped Ken.

Then Ken can put his foot on the pole in the reverse position by telling his father that he can do that position now and ask if his father can do it. His father tried it, with a taller pole could do the same with his son.

"What type of sound do you record?” ask little Ken.

“The sound of waves, wind, and people. Everything.” said Mr. Alandm

“Dad, you like the sound - the sound?” ken asked, Mr. Aland nodded. Ken wants to know the reason.

“Because sound can disappear.” said Mr. Aland. Ken asks back if his father likes things that disappear.

“After you know that all things are temporary then you do not waste your energy on useless things.” explained his father.

Ken was silent to remember the words of his deceased father, then he looked back at himself who invited his father to a race and would see who won. Mr. Alan shouted to see his son who had run first.  The two eventually chased each other, his father was holding back his son while turning around, looking very fond of him.

Ken could smile at the memories with his father, but over time the memories disappeared, there was only an empty field and small children playing ball.

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Yumna sat quietly in her room, recalling the incident yesterday when Ken grabbed her hand and pressed against the wall, their eyes briefly stared and after that Ken who kissed her, and both of them vent all their feelings by kissing and hugging, but after that leaving just like feeling sorry.

Yumna glanced at her phone which was not ringing, finally only able to scream in annoyance.

“How can you kiss me like that and not contact me?” yumna yelled at her own phone and slammed it.

Finally, Yumna washed the blanket with her feet, cursing Ken bastard and promised her he would not call her first, by staring at her phone no matter what happened would never call her first. 

“Mother! Is this just the laundry?” yumna shouted annoyed.

His father in the house told his wife to give him another blanket. Yumna's mother with a face holding in anger pulled the blanket from the closet and threw it at her son. Yumna complained that her mother was just giving her the laundry a look of annoyance and then started to step back.

“If he doesn't call me today, it's over! I'll end it first!” yumna shouted at her phone on the chair.

Suddenly, Yumna's phone rang, Yumna's eyes bulged, immediately running and looking very excited. His face immediately changed to see the name seen on his cellphone screen. With a flat face received a call from Harry.

“Weather outside is good. Let's go eat. I don't want to waste a single day. Being in prison has taught me a few things. Are you busy?” ask Harry.

“There is something I have to do.” Yumna said, Harry then asked what he was doing.

Yumna pulls the laundry with a very large bucket into the house, his mother approaches him and asks who he is, Because who his son is acting like now, is it because of Harry or his neighbor. Yumna was silent when she heard her mother guessing.

“Harry or your neighbor?” ask her mother curious

“I have to go out Mom, squeeze this and clothes off.” said Yumna then entered the room. 

“I don't want to accept them both! I'll kill you if you date them!” yumna's mother shouted at her son. Mr. Abraham could only sigh, Mother Yumna glanced cynically at her son's room.

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The nurse reports that Kenzo won't pick up the phone either. The doctor seemed agitated to ask that the nurse give her home address, after which remove her doctor's suit and leave the practice room.

Ken had just returned home, his steps stopped to see the figure of a person he knew with sunglasses was kissing flowers in front of his house. His doctor smiled at his patient and Ken walked up to him.

“I think something happened to you. Why didn't you come today?” the doctor then punched Ken in the chest like a friend. Ken just stared at his doctor. 

The two met at the cafe, his doctor took off his jacket saying it was no longer his doctor for today, but he was now just a friend from his neighborhood. Convincing to say living near Ken's house so he can talk casually, Ken also invited him.

“I've been thinking all night how to explain this to you. Listen carefully, you are currently in a car accident and you are lying on the road.” said Doctor, Ken glanced at hearing it.

“Is it confusing because I said "Right now"? Well, I get it. It's confusing. You think the order of time is the order of the past, the present, and the future right? But it turns out not to be true.” Says Doctor

“If you hypnotize someone 30 years old and bring it to 100 years ago a different voice emerges from him. It means he's in a different life. And vice versa. If you take it to the next 100 years a different voice appears from him.” Obviously Doctor.

The doctor said Ken's mind was not limited by time. Only his body is limited by time, while his mind knows the full story of his life and in Ken's mind. Life is like a complete scenario. Ken was speechless with a look of laughter, the Doctor felt that Ken saw him as a madman

Ken just kept quiet, the doctor thought it would definitely be considered crazy so it was better to stop it. Ken admitted that his explanation was interesting and continued.  The doctor insists on dying to talk about it for fear of being perceived as a freak, so asks Ken to grunt kindly.

“Spiritual people are usually sensitive to their thoughts. But you are not spiritual. You have a different case. You can't see everything from the future but you only see certain parts. Just a woman.” Doctor Say.

Ken recalled seeing Yumna in many people walking past, Yumna smiling and Yumna picking up her wallet crossing the street without fear of getting hit.

Right now you're in a car accident and you miss that woman before you die. I'm confused again with the term "Right now" right ?Alright. Think of it as "Not long" said the doctor.

“Although the mind is not limited by time, we see things from the perspective of our body. To make it easier, just think of it as "Now." You're soon in a car accident and as you die you look up at the sky above and miss that woman." Obviously Doctor, Ken felt his head bleeding and lying on the asphalt, heard the sound of sirens and in the sky visible street lights.

“Because your feelings for the woman are so deep, then you start to see the vision of the woman, even before you meet her in real life. Why is it like that? Since our mind knows everything about our life story, it is not difficult for our mind to do this.” said the Doctor by bleating - gebu.

“In conclusion, I will soon die when I'm dying to miss that woman?” ken said by tapping his fingers on the table.

The doctor nodded confirming, Ken by calling him Big Brother cursed that the Doctor was indeed crazy. The doctor could only sigh while hitting his head. 

Yumna boarded the bus while staring at the window with her hands put together looking nervous. Then he pressed the bus to stop and get off the back door.

He called Harry to apologize because today it seemed impossible, arguing there was a sudden work matter. Harry seemed to want to wait, Yumna said that it might be a long time and apologized again.

Harry was sitting in the restaurant waiting for Yumna to come, the table had prepared dishes like candle light dinner. His face was sad because Yumna refused the invitation for food, unlike before. 

The doctor escorted Ken to the front of the cafe, Ken left. The doctor yells invites to cope together - the same and there may be other conclusions. Ken did not care to choose to continue walking, the Doctor looked regretful by banging his head on the wall.

“In conclusion, I will soon die while dying I miss that woman?” muttered Ken walking through the alley.

Her steps stopped looking at the wall during a fight and ended up kissing Yumna. When he was about to walk again, he saw a figure of time leaning against the wall speaking French. Ken chose to ignore it, but his feelings could not immediately turn his back to see his brother who still speaks his own French.

“Are you not signed?” ken said, Melisa replied that she did not join the French language

“What's not coming home?” yelled Ken annoyed, Melisa walked home following him. Ken nagged Melisa to when to get drunk - so drunk.

“If I am conscious and not drunk my life feels very embarrassing.“ said Melisa who cried while covering her face with a hat. 

Melisa did not go home and crouched in her arms, thinking back to when she woke up from a hangover to see Brian sleeping with her only underwear, then she tried to forget by shaking his head.

Brian came home drinking water in his bottle, seeing Melisa alone in the alley directly approached him by singing “Congratulations and celebration.” Melissa asked if she would marry. Brian was surprised to ask Melisa could tell from where.

“Big brother of my acquaintance, want to marry Big Brother!” said Brian looked a little drunk, Melisa said Brian wanted to die saying that.

“Listen first. The ideal type of big brother was a strong woman! A woman who can punch, scratch, grill and kick him.  He's crazy about women like that.  Most importantly, he slept sitting down. Great right?!” brian laughed happily. Melisa's staring.

"He has a 52-story apartment. The annual salary is 220 million.  His parents are dead and have no brother or sister. He thinks he's a handsome guy. Just follow the flow and get married. The brother said the brother only needed to bring a spoon. Seeing the perfect man for Big Brother, makes my heart happy today.  So I drink - drink.” Brian's story that looks like he's urinating.

Melisa frantically instantly turned her face away when looking from behind, water started flowing towards her. Melisa started swearing Brian was crazy. Brian began to spin, Melisa also turned the body did not want to see it with annoyance because Brian thinks he is a man who can be invited while urinating. Brian looks confused.

“Although you do not see me as a woman. You can't be like this to me. Me! It's female! Women!” melisa yelled and ran away from her.

“Yeah, you're a girl. Ahh he must be embarrassed - embarrassed, even though I just told him to get married.” said Brian was just throwing his drinking water in a bottle and back singing the song “Congratulations and celebration. My sister will finally get married.”