AT THE CROSSROADS OF DILEMMA

Section 19. Half love, half pity

"If other people like that are also to me, will I also like it?”

Yumna recalled the moment she first collided with Ken which made her nose bleed, and saw a different look of Ken's eyes staring at him.

“I think there's no way I just liked it from the beginning.”

End.

Yumna recalled taking Ken's wallet in the middle of the road without fear of getting hit, Arini could only sigh at the behavior of the theme. 

Yumna walked alone while muttering, “Fishans living in different water will not be able to meet. The beautiful Yumna who was from the upper class met the same person as her from the lower class."

The beautiful Yumna of High School meets handsome and rich men for the first time.

“While I, who belong to the third group, meet the same person.”

Some of the themes can only complain of seeing the man with the last stock but Yumna seems happy. Then he recalled his affection for Harry in his room when they were getting married.

“Harry, the person I should marry is a man who is not in the third group.”

Harry looks nervous mutukkan so they do not get married with the reason not bear to see the way Yumna eat.

“Did she end up dating a woman who belonged to the same class as her? When I learned that Kenzie loved Yumna I also learned that she was in the first group. This is a competition I won't be able to win.”

Yumna paused for a moment as her life spirit disappeared and wanted to give up.

“I decided to always be careful and hesitant. I convinced myself that I would love until I was dumped.” Then go back with confidence. 

Yumna went home to see a plywood board blocking Ken's room, resentfully trying to push because she didn't want the net blocked from entering her room.

“Are you afraid I will try to take advantage of you?” said Yumna finally sitting limp on the floor

“There's a good thing about liking your next-door neighbor, too. I want to go home sooner. I don't usually want to go home before I get drunk. Please think of me and go home sooner. I won't ask you to return your feelings for me. I am only lonely once.” Yumna said while crying.

“It's not even night yet. What am I going to do now?” yumna said, looking frustrated, in Ken's room seen tape cassette tape to record the sound that occurred in his room. 

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Ken's going to the doctor back for a consultation. The doctor asked in the black and white picture seen, if Ken ever saw the woman he was going to marry, Ken said never once seen the face of his ex-girlfriend.

“Have you never seen anyone else in your vision?” ask Doctor.

“No, except my next-door neighbor.” said Ken, The doctor went to the sofa.

“Maybe this sounds strange to you, Einstein once said this. It is just an illusion that we distinguish the past, present, and future. Whether it's in our DNA or in our souls he means that our life records are actually written. This means the living memory we have can appear not in a timely manner.” explained Doctor.

“When you think of your next-door neighbor what is the first image that comes to your mind? What is the strongest picture?” ask Doctor.

Do Kyung has already walked home remembering what the Doctor said.

“I felt so sad for her that it drove me crazy. His wing was broken because of the stone I threw at him. He was like a bird flying into my arm, not knowing what really happened. I want him to recover quickly and fly away.”

Ken stood up right when he saw Yumna walking in the opposite direction with her hand in the cast. When Yumna turned her back, Ken could see through her eyes a deep sadness.

“Somehow I want him to get well quickly and fly away. But! I'm afraid maybe I fell in love with her while doing that.”

Turns out Ken listened to Yumna say when he called her, “Why don't you go home? Are you angry? Why are you like this? Go home!” When he got home, Ken could walk and get out of his car but Yumna helped him to get in because his body could not stand up straight.

Ken typed a name on his phone, next door neighbor. But I hesitated to call him. The beautiful Yumna sat very elegantly on the edge of the stairs while looking at the file in her hand. Yumna seemed fascinated to see the legs of the beautiful Yumna who really level. The beautiful Yumna realized Yumna was nearby, then greeted Yumna who had just finished work. Yumna too with an awkward face chose to leave first. The beautiful Yumna looked sad to see Yumna leaving.

The beautiful Yumna came home down the sidewalk, her face smiling looking at the antique store with a typewriter and some old stuff that still looks very neat. Suddenly he screamed in pain and immediately fell near the fence, a woman who saw him panic saw Yumna and immediately called someone. 

Yumna was working in the studio room alone, seen a picture of a celebrity, arrived in her ear to hear a broken glass thrown something. Finally, he exited the room asking his men if they heard anything breaking. The man with the mustache said he heard nothing. Ken looked around the room.

Suddenly his steps stopped, like feeling the sound of broken glass in his ear and the image of Yumna again came looking full of anger throwing glass. Ken in his room was shocked to hear the sound of broken glass, in the house Yumna sat on the floor shouting, “Go home faster! I'm not asking you to return my feelings. I'm just lonely.”

Beautiful Yumna was walking suddenly her legs felt weak and very sick, Yumna again felt a shattering but this time in her view there was Yumna who stared angrily at him. The beautiful Yumna was still screaming in pain, a woman who saw her panicked while calling for help.

Yumna sat with a pale face in the hospital, her hand pierced by an intravenous needle. The doctor looked at the health records, saw that before Yumna had hyperventilated, and asked what had happened. Yumna seemed a little confused.

Flash Back's

The beautiful Yumna was still standing in front of the ancient goods store, her gaze fixed on an old typewriter. His mind floated, A picture of him with Ken on the table, the sound of a typewriter. Ken happily typed with the typewriter.

"Isn't this sound very elegant?” ken kept typing.

“This voice reminds me of you.” said Ken with a smiling face looking towards Yumna and approaching her.

“Every time I think about it the deepest bitterness hidden in me arrives - it comes out just like that. A bitterness I can't tell anyone. I want to tell him everything. Tell me all the reasons I dumped her. But it seems like he is not interested in hearing my reason.” muttered Yumna.

Yumna had rested her head on the bed and looked restless looking at her phone because it was impossible to call Ken.

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Yumna's mother seemed angry that her son wanted to go on a blind date with such a man, in her thinking that he was too old to date like there was nothing in his mind.

“We are not miserable and have to hand our child over to a man. You should have ripped that guy's mouth out. How do you agree directly? You said you'd discuss it with Yumna about it? That bastard. Tell him not to worry! Yumna we don't have to get married. He can live alone.” said Ibu Yumna growled.

"She should get married soon.” said her husband, but Yumna's mother disagreed, but Mr. Abraham insisted her son should get married.

“Why? What is Yumna married for?” mother Yuman said shrieking in annoyance.

“That's how it feels when I look back at myself. If I didn't have you in my life then I wouldn't have anything in the world.” said Mr. Abraham, Yumna's mother immediately took off her gloves to wash the dishes and left the house. He took the bus looking calm but after getting away from home, his cries could not be held back. 

Yumna ran inside the bus when it came, without realizing her mother got off the back door. Yumna sat in front of the exit door but being busy inserting her cell phone did not see her mother walking outside. Yumna's mother had arrived at her son's house to clean the clothes that were lying on the floor.

“If I meet you today, then you will die. This messy house! If your house is still like this if I come again, I will burn it!” said Ms. Yumna on the phone while picking up the messy stuff on the floor.

Ken had just returned home, then turned off his recording device and heard a noise in his ear. Then the image of the broken glass was heard again and the face of anger from Yumna after that went from her gaze.

The sound of a humming increasingly louder, Ken knocked on the door of Yumna's room but there was no reply, finally Ken entered the room to see Yumna who was lying down with a mask on the bed while listening to a song.

“You've been singing - singing this morning, Aren't you leaving for work? I want to rest. Can you not be noisy?” firmly Ken, Mother Yumna looked startled and her body instantly stiffened could only nod her head.

Ken returned to the room with the door closed, Mother Yumna still in shock sitting on her bed. Suddenly Do Kyung came back in and Mother Yumna immediately covered her entire body with a blanket.

“don't enter my house without permission while I'm not home.” Ken's orders, Mother Yumna nodded - nodding from under her blanket. Ken closed the door back to his room.

Yumna's mother could hear Ken sliding the shelves to cover the road, and then opened the mask in disbelief until her son could do it.

Moments later, Yumna's mother is already in the marketing office, and the young lady starts babbling that the owner and Ken have to fight over who should move.

“The house was once a unit, but the owner rented the first floor and the second floor separately. He also rented out the storage space on the second floor separately. But he only blocked the door with a plywood. The house should be repaired. I heard they're jamming it with bricks.” the young lady told me. Yumna's mother seemed silent.

“Then Why? Does your son want to move again?” ask the young lady.

"No. That's not what I meant. I just want to know what kind of people live with him. Hopefully the neighbors are good.” said Ms. Yumna.

“They are good indeed, his younger brother who lives on the first floor is a director of a large company and the person who lives on the second floor is the CEO of several companies as well. The man had lived in the house since he was a child. So everyone in this area knows their behavior very well.” Young Miss story very smoothly, Mother Yumna gawked to hear it.

“Their mother is a little strange, but the children are very friendly. I mean they tried to buy the house back, after his mother pawned him and they lived there, so his children grew up well.” Young Miss.

Yumna's mother sat quietly with a blank stare, talking to her husband that expelling Yumna was the best thing they could do. Her husband seemed to be staring at his wife who could comment like that. 

Brian is shocked two Yumna meet at the same place, Ken looks cool eating his instant noodles. Brian felt his body start goosebumps and anxiety like yesterday and suddenly wanted to urinate, but finally sat back talking to his friend.

“Hey, you need to move to another country. There's no way out. You can't move house anymore, it won't work."

“I don't know and don't ask.” said Ken while eating his inst.

“Didn't he want to meet to explain the reason?” said Brian.

“We don't have time to talk about it. I left it there.” explained Ken.

Brian was upset himself because Ken should have asked him. Ken thinks why ask such a thing. Brian confirmed it out of curiosity and was very sure the theme must be curious as well, according to him unless his head was shot, there was no reason for him, suddenly disappeared - just disappeared on the wedding day.

“Again, what's on Yumna's mind next door? He was careless. Why did he suddenly pretend to be your girlfriend? They both are crazy. Are all Yumna's names like that? There may be a bad aura of that name. If they conspire, I'm sure they're discussing everything.” Brian said.

“Then what if Yumna next door knows what you have done? Ah, Kenzie you're the one who's crazy. Why would he hire Yumna, your ex-girlfriend?” said Brian astonished.

“I'm sure it was decided by the board of directors. Not my brother.” said Ken.

“He should have stopped him. Whatever happens!” assertive Brian.

Melisa goes into the house drunk, Brian who sees his older brother is indeed long-lived, Ken warns his theme to keep his mouth shut. Brian commented that Melisa was so good to go home drunk, thinking like Melisa had a GPS embedded in her body. Melisa went to the kitchen and took a bottle of water.

“Your appearance is perfect for a circus.” said Brian saw the way Melisa drank by waiting for her bottle and the third count Melisa lowered her drinking water bottle.

“I want to ask.” said Melisa, Brian told Melisa to go to the room and sleep immediately.

“Do you think aliens will come or not?” said Melisa, Ken passed behind asking that the theme remain silent, Brian immediately left.

Melisa immediately chased Brian screaming that he was asking, and asked him again What she thought the aliens would come or not by using a strangle in the neck. Brian finally replied that they would come to pick him up. Melisa again asks when the aliens will come while lifting the hair that covers her hair.

“Sorry, Brother. I don't have any alien friends. So I'm going to ask him if I see aliens.” Brian said.

“If you meet them, ask them to destroy this earth. I want to face my death!” melisa said to hold Brian back from leaving.

“Can't Brother die alone? Don't take me.” pinta Brian.

“I don't want to be alone! Let's all face this death together. So there's not one person left! Everyone!” yelling Melisa up on the sofa, Brian can only look at the behavior of his older sister getting weird.

“Brian, I just want to drink with aliens.” Melisa said, Brian felt that Melisa was crazy.

Melisa sat quietly in a sofa with her hair still random - scramble. His mind floated on him drinking wine alone in the restaurant.

“Since you left me, I've been drinking every day. Sitting alone in our subscription restaurant, I'm waiting for you!”

Melisa in French, saying good night and expressing her feelings “I love you.”

“Although I miss you so much, I was too afraid to show my strangeness, I let my hair unravel and hid my face.”

Soo Kyung directly covered her face with her hair, saying, “I miss you.” 

By peeking at two men beside her.“But I don't miss you.” again hid his face behind the wall.

“With my crazy mindset, I sit in this chair every day. I want to know where you are and what you're doing.  Are you thinking of me too?”

Melisa tries to drink back but instead makes her choke and spit out her drink. 

Melisa's tears hit at the end of her eyes, she thought like she was floating back, there was a commotion with people running to and fro and smoke - smoke scattered like there was an earthquake. In another corner, like a warehouse Melisa jumps up - jumping for joy on the bed.

“Alien has invaded earth. It's doomsday.” said Melisa whispered on camera and seen a man sitting on the bed.

“I no longer have to be in pain because there you are. All I need is to die. I will die and you will die.” Melisa said as she invited the man to stand up.

“Before we die, let's do this last time. Just once.” said Melisa saw undressing the man and immediately put to bed, then she immediately - hastily opened her sleeping robe and dropped her body on the man's body.

Melisa slammed her body onto the bed, then sobbed. “Alien must come. Earth must be destroyed.” 

Behind the photo looks young Melisa looks very beautiful.