AT THE CROSSROADS OF DILEMMA

Section 42

Yumna was sneezing in her room, Mr. Abraham entered her room telling her that she was here, Yumna mentioned what her father meant.

Ken bowed, Mother Yumna apologized, she thought there was no point in cursing people's lives, then shouted to the sky if she wanted to cancel her words, she thought it was enough to hit her just once. Yumna came to ask her mother to come into the house.

“From now on, if you meet people, lower your eyesight. Your sad big eyes when I was trying to curse you.” said Yumna's mother cynically, asking her mother to come in.

“Come in why do you keep blaming her eyes?” mr. Abraham said, and withdrew his wife's hand to enter immediately. 

Ken looked at Yumna, then approached wanting to hold her hand, but Yumna walked backwards. Yumna asked without looking at him, the reason Ken came to her house. Ken says he misses her.  

“Sorry for coming late.” said Ken.

“Jeez you make me ask what kind of man are you. You didn't even flinch when I begged you back then. But because you feel a bit better, then you come to see me again.” Yumna said mockingly, Ken again said his apology.

“We are not friends. Our timing is very out of line. It's all over now, so don't come here again I've received the bail money and I don't want to say anything to the host. So you pay the rent on time. Don't let him call me.” firmly Yumna walked away.

“I was wrong. I was right - wrong. I will never again act like a loser in front of you. I'll never be like that again. Whatever happens, then I will never let you go.” asserted Ken convincing. Yumna turned her body back.

“I will also never worry in my decision I have decided to let you go and have let you go.” Yumna replied.

Knowing that Yumna was angry with him while approaching to want to hold his hand, Yumna threw it, according to Ken's mind now he is selling expensive. He explained that When you like someone, then do not play or maybe Ken thinks he is easy once until he will be fooled again every time he chases.

“You know that's not what I mean. You know I've also been reluctant to make you go when I like you.” said Ken defended himself.

"No longer do you have to behave like that. I'll never go back into your arms, if we accidentally meet on the street then we don't have to say hello to each other. Instead of pretending to be ordinary and pretending to be happy, because I am not good at it.” said Yumna holding her nose.

He told me that his runny nose was not because of tears, but because he was exposed to the flu. Ken just looked at him, Yumna asserted that she was not sad but was feverish so asked Ken not to misunderstand. Ken wants to stop Yumna, but Yumna stops again and looks at Ken.

“I thank you, because you let me by dumping you to end this all.” Yumna said and left Ken. While Ken could only stare at Yumna who went back home.  

...Nightfall...

Ken stood staring at Yumna's house from the front of the gate. Yumna arrived - arrived out of his house with a bag containing Ken's goods that he had given.

“I don't need this lamp anymore.” said Ken then put it on the asphalt because Ken did not want to accept it.

He then entered the house, Ken just silently glanced at the contents of his bag it was the music box and also the lights he gave. 

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Ken again saw his mother who came to his room to invite him to go and beg for mercy on chairman Jang, because he knew for sure his future husband would do anything, he said, so it is better to come to his house to beg for mercy.

“Ken let us beg him.” said his mother pleading, Ken can only close his eyes.

“This will all happen.”

Ken saw Harry talking to him again,

“It takes a long time, but in the end we get back to the right person.” said Harry felt victorious from Ken because Yumna came back to him.

“Same with everything I've seen.”

Ken's been at the doctor, talking about what his doctor said all I saw was his memories before he died, a moment of regret.

“Unchangeable and pointless vision seen. I want to know why I see it all.” said Ken, The doctor spoke while reading his book, "We all look back on our lives that have ended."

“Every time I feel like I've wasted my energy, I say this quote to myself. "We all look back on our lives that are over." What if our lives would end based on a scenario that has already been written and the present is just a memory of our soul?” the doctor stood up from his seat.

“You'll feel wasted right? And live only as you please, right? But this is just the opposite. If you really accept all of this, then you feel comfortable You slowly - the land begins to look into your heart. In this situation what does your heart want most?” obviously Doctor.

“Life is a scenario that tells your heart. Don't try to change the situation. From time to time, slowly - land quietly, it is better to relax and see what you want in your heart.” said the Doctor then sat back down, Ken just quietly heard it. 

Kenzie walks on the sidewalk

“I never express my feelings easily. In order not to get hurt. I hide my feelings. Not like most other people who reveal it, but I hide it a lot. My benchmark is always based on the reaction of others.” then he stops stepping.

...Flashbacks...

“Right now I'm not afraid of dying at all. I don't love enough people that I should love. I should have loved her more the way I wanted to, but I didn't. In fact that there are women who suffer because of my doubts that is what makes me most uncomfortable.” Ken told the doctor.

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Yumna walked into the office lobby with a bouquet of flowers greeting everyone with a sumringah face, all her teammates gawking at Yumna who came to the office. Then Yumna entered the elevator first while greeting all those who had not met for a long time, all her team was still silently gawking at Yumna back to work.  

Finally Yumna asked if they would not go up, and everyone woke up and went into the elevator. Everyone tries to poke each other to find out about Yumna coming back to work after an embarrassing incident.

“I want to take another leave, but I've been absent a lot this year. My face is very different, right? I lost two pounds and my waist became slimmer as well. I should have made trouble again let my weight drop another two pounds!” yumna said happily.

All nodded in understanding, but some of the themes were still worried to see Yumna who was smiling but her heart was hurting. Yumna assures her that she is okay so they talk casually, Arya confirms it, then Yumna insists she is okay.

The man standing next to her asked the flower that Yumna was holding, Yumna said she deliberately bought it, so it didn't look sad and could make her happier. All looked pity, Yumna reaffirmed that he was okay and told to laugh as much. Everyone laughed even though they had to comfort Yumna.

Yumna meets Melisa in her room, Melisa claims not to know, it turns out her sister who destroyed Yumna's marriage, then apologizes. Yumna realized everyone said they were sorry for her.

“This is the first time I've heard that phrase so often. But I don't feel happy, it feels like I'm a loser.” Yumna said.

“Sorry. I'm sorry.” said Melisa, Yumna felt really do not like it.

“Already, forget. I do not feel guilty and do not want to apologize Ken has suffered a lot.” Melisa said standing from her seat.

“Tell him not to suffer anymore, it's all over now. Well, I shouldn't have told her that, so don't think about it. I'm fine - all right. From now on, I will live like you. According to your principle "I don't need a man. Who cares about love?" I'll live like that. Like cool, glamorous, and independent people.” says Yumna proudly.

But he saw something happen while taking time off, because he saw the first time Melisa did not wear heels. Lisa gawking then reasoned that her legs were swollen while relaxing her leg muscles by shaking them. Yumna sees Lisa wearing a mole on her mouth.

Lisa tangent holding her face, Yumna also pointed a mole in the mouth of her boss, but it turned out to be straight off and used food. She was surprised that Lisa never ate anything sweet. Lisa said her blood sugar level was a bit low.

The beautiful Yumna and Yumna meet by standing staring at the window. The beautiful Yumna apologized, Yumna thought it was unnecessary, she thought now everything had been revealed, she now felt relieved, like she was naked going around the world, so there was nothing to hide or worry about.

“I'm just a woman like this. I want to resign but if I stop now, I feel like I can never go back. You're the beautiful Yumna and I'm the ordinary Yumna. I will still feel like that forever.” said Yumna who made the beautiful Yumna look at him.

“When I was compared to you when we were in High School, I thought I had a perception that I was a loser. That's how I feel right now. Whether it's at work or anywhere else. Being beside you looking at you right now I want to overcome my anxiety.” Acknowledges Yumna.

"You're still the same. You can always overcome things easily and go back to living your life.” kometar the beautiful Yumna.

Yumna felt unsure, the beautiful Yumna remembered the theme at high school, could cry like a baby but after that would smile as if nothing happened, it can even make her feel awkward for worrying about Yumna, then offering to come back for a drink with her. Yumna thought next time they could drink together. The beautiful Yumna charged when they could drink together, Yumna said one day and left.

“Ken and I are over. You can meet him now. Good luck.” Yumna said before leaving her theme. The beautiful Yumna glared in surprise then saw her friend who walked away from her. 

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Yumna cut vegetables, start red cabbage, cucumber, cherry tomatoes. Then mixing it in a bowl and throwing the trash on the dishwasher like a tool at home can make something useful. After all, Yumna ate her salad alone.

“Kakkak an. They don't break up because they hate each other or because they don't like each other. They break up even though they still love each other. That's what makes me sad. I'm not even a painful lover anymore for Ken. If we can't fall in love anymore, I want to at least remain remembered as the most painful love memories for her.” murmured Yumna with glazed eyes.

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Kenzie lies in his girlfriend's purse, Nana painstakingly cleaning her boyfriend's ears, after it's done. Kenzo whines to want Nana to do it again. Moments later, Nana is busy cooking kimchi fried rice. Kenzo was sound asleep, but was awakened by his ringing phone.

With his eyes closed, his arms closed, and his eyes opened and sat down, telling him he was at home. Nana looks from the kitchen, Kenzo suddenly stood up and said he would be there soon. Nana asks who called her. Kenzo tells Arini, Nana glares frantically thinking something is wrong with the tape. 

“No, no. He wants to see my scenario. It's strange, if he agrees, my scenario could be made into a movie!” kenzo shuddered and shouted in disbelief and left immediately. Nana yelled at him because his girlfriend didn't eat fried rice for him. 

Arini met at the cafe with a low cleavage shirt, Kenzo saw the skin of Arini's mouth while drinking tea lemon. Arini started talking when she read it. Kenzo awakens from his daydream and tries to get down.

“The characters are good. We make a little adjustment to the scenario, then we offer the players. Once we get a good actor, the sponsor will naturally invest in this project. First, I have to give this to Bagas.” Arini said. Kenzo gawking in shock.

“No. Maybe a good-looking actor would be more suited to this character. Handsome guy, who plays the role of a loser, indeed that's the actor who has to play. Ah, I have to show this to Bahas first.” said Arini excitedly, Kenzo increasingly gawking and smile - his own smile.

Arini looked back at the screenplay sheet, with a little down she thought there was a scene section that was not appropriate. Kenzo sees Arini's cleavage in sight, Arini thinks something is missing in this action scene, he thinks this scene should be good for the actor to like the script. Kenzo nervously agreed, sensing there seemed to be a bit less of a part. Arini supports her chin in a seductive style, if it does not fit.

Kenzo understood and would try to correct it, so asked for a day, then changed two days to three days. Arini showed her cute face, Kenzo seemed to understand would fix it for two days.