ARDIANS

ARDIANS
Comfortable



Nanda pensively stared at the night scene in front of her, with a straight forward gaze.


Mama has lung cancer.


Boy's words were still ringing in his mind. Did your mom get lung cancer? And what Gina said back then, if she was okay.


Nanda did not expect, her mama hid this big thing on her. What because he still did not understand the matter like this, so they agreed to hide it. He has the right to know, even if he is a child.


Nanda knew, if her mama did this so she wouldn't be sad. Hiding this big thing on her, made Nanda sick many times. She doesn't know if her mom is battling lung cancer.


"Ma... " Tears are back on his cheeks, it's been an hour he's here, he doesn't want to be disturbed by anyone, including Ardian. She wants to enjoy the night breeze on the roftop, while her fate is met, her mama is sick, her papa is remarried and Gerald is also struggling. The two people he loved fought, all of them mixed up in the true girl.


Nanda rubbed her rough tears, "why hide your mama's pain?" Nanda laughed discordantly, but her eyes kept on letting out tears.


He wanted to shout loudly, why was his destiny like this? Why people he cares about should feel pain..


"Well, is that crying?" Ardian came from behind, Nanda did not budge when she heard the voice of the boy.


He's already forbidden Ardian to follow him here. Without Nanda knowing, if Ardian had been here, the girl was focused on looking ahead, without looking back. Of course Ardian won't leave Nanda alone these nights on the trouble sheet, what else on the roftop. Ardian doesn't want to, the thing that girl won't do.


Nanda turned his body around, staring at the extremely handsome Ardian, his good looks and aura of the man was able to divert his world. Somehow Nanda felt, if Ardian was only bad on the cover alone, while his heart? Very soft, that's what Nanda felt.


The two of them exchanged glances, Ardian could clearly see the girl's puffy eyes, her cheeks were still wet with tears, her eyes were still red. The remains of tears are still clearly visible in Ardian's vision. She knows, the girl cried an hour here...


"Gue told you, I want to be alone," said Nanda in a great shaking voice, "stay me, Ar!" the queen then turned her back to Ardian.


Her tears fell back, she said go for Ardian. Though his heart told Ardian to stay here only.


"Gue won't leave you," Ardian replied, then the man walked up to Nanda, standing right beside her, with the night wind hitting his second hair. "Gue will stay here."


"Gue doesn't know why trials come on and on in my life!" his words with sobbing, tears still faithfully flooded both of his cheeks. "Yesterday papa, hold Gerald. Now mama! I don't know, why grief comes constantly in my life, Ar!" her crying sounded bitter. "Gue was sincere if papa left me for his new family. But I'm not sincere about ma--"


Ardian immediately took Nanda in his arms, making Nanda not continue his words. Her teasing choked, unable to continue her words as Ardian hugged her. Ardian expensive perfume immediately smelled in his sense of smell.


"No need to be kept," said Ardian made the girl sob in his arms. He cried like a child, then he returned Ardian's embrace no less tightly.


Comfortable!


That's what Nanda felt. It was as if her troubles were lifted as Ardian hugged her, giving her splendor in his heart.


Nanda so remembered, when he messed up when he found out his papa married again, there Gerald came to calm himself and gave him a very comfortable hug. The affectionate embrace was felt by Nanda when they were children.


Nanda said honestly, Ardian's embrace made her very comfortable. A different sense of comfort as Boy and Gerald hugged her.


"Gue hates my destiny, Ar!" nanda said softly in Ardian's arms. "Gue hates it."


"Don't lose your destiny. If you turn on your destiny, it means you're losing my presence here too. Because I'm here because it's your destiny."


Ardian's words made Nanda grow even more hugged.


"Gue has never had a major problem in my life. So I don't know what it's like to have that big problem" Ardian said, wiping the girl's hair. What he said was indeed true, if his destiny was so smooth, starting from a cheerful and also complete family, unlike the girl in his arms. "Everything will pass if you fight all your problems," he continued.


Ardian let Nanda hug her body tightly. His heart was not working as usual, as the man's heart was beating uncharacteristically while hugging Nanda, this was a very close touch he did to the opposite sex, for the first time, for the first time, making her heart beat fast, Ardian became worried if Nanda heard her crazy heartbeat tonight.


Ardian was comfortable, Ardian was pompous as he hugged Nanda, letting the girl cry in his arms. At least, he did his job as a good boyfriend, which is not to let Nanda lonely in a state of slump, as it is today.


They were busy hugging, with a dark cloud bearing witness to them being very close tonight.


"Gue love equals lo. I seriously.".


Degs...


It was Ardian greeting in the middle of their embrace, he said so casually yet his effect could not be as relaxed as he said.


Nanda looked at the face of Ardian who was still loyal he embraced. Then the boy returned Nanda's gaze.


" I'm.. "


"Gue didn't ask for an answer, your feelings are on me now. I know a place," said Ardian again, cutting off Nanda's earlier remark.


Nanda smiled faintly, then she let go of her embrace.


"Thank you" said Nanda with a sincere smile, though her eyes were still flushed with tears. "Thank you for my comfort" he continued, making Ardian look at the girl deeply


Ardian then held the girl's chin, until the beautiful eyes again collided tonight. Nanda saw clearly Ardian's beautiful eyes, the man still faithfully held his chin slowly..


"My job is to make you comfortable. Let's not be lonely" said Ardian slowly.


Degs...