ARDIANS

What if he's still alive?

"Where's Nanda's condition, Ar? Mama's got her out of the hospital." Dari walked over to Ardian, and sat down next to his son.

"Udah better," answered Ardian, the guy still every leaned his body on the sofa, his mind is currently chaotic, thinking about his best friend, Gerald.

It felt... Very fast!

"You don't want to look at him? What if we go to Nanda's house later in the night" the woman proposed with a smile floating on her pretty face.

"Let Nanda rest first, Ma," said Ardian casually, "Ardian who is dating, mama who wants to menggapelin people's children," continued Ardian while shaking his head.

"She's my mom's best friend, Ar. So naturally dong if mama care with him," buy it to the child. "Mommy's mom knows, if your boyfriend is your best friend's son, you know, mama is happy to know, Ar," he said in a voice that was too happy.

"You're lucky to be dating Nanda. Her mom is so good, what else is her son."

Dance kept chatting with Ardian, about that girl named Nanda.

Ardian breathed a heavy breath. "Ma, Ardian Ardian's sense of life is very smooth. Starting from a happy family, Ardian is surrounded by good people. Like Ardian's best friend, Nanda and Mama are equally papa. Ardian reckon, as long as Ardian lives, Ardian's life always goes smoothly. Ardian thought getting Nanda would be as hard as Ardian thought. Although Ardian has not been said to win completely." The man remembered Gerald.

If only his best friend were alive, there would be no way he would get Nanda with young.

"You know, Ardian's best friend likes Nanda, too. Ardian took him from Gerald, "bluffy guy. In a situation like this, he was using. "They've known them since they were kids. And Ardian suddenly entered between them. Ardian feels guilty for Gerald, Ma." Ardian feels guilty about this.

Ardian longs to apologize, and make amends to Gerald, if only the boy was still alive.

Dari rubbed her son's back, then told Ardian to sleep on his thigh as a pillow. Ardian said, it was a good thing they were sitting on a long sofa.

"It's not entirely your fault, Ar," said Tari, so that her son would not turn on himself. "The nanda who has accepted you. Gerald and Nanda aren't dating either, so you didn't take Nanda from Gerald."

But Ardian is the real thing, Ma.

Ardian can only.

Dance rubbed her son's black hair, while Ardian closed her eyes. Enjoy a touch of love for her hair.

"Are you sure that Ardian and Nanda will stay together?" ardian asked without opening his eyes.

Dance smiled, her hand still moving stroking Ardian's hair. "Mama's sure, just so you two love each other."

Ardian opened his eyes, his eyes adorned with pliable eyelashes looking up at the mother, he said,.

Ardian smiled wryly, it was realized by Tari. As a sensitive parent, she was sure her son was thinking about something.

"Why, Ar? Don't you want to tell Mama? What did Mama say wrong?" tanya Tari and avenged by Ardian.

"What Mom said was right. The relationship will be good if they both love each other. But what if only one person loves his partner, Ma? Ardian is in love with Nanda. Is the connection going to be okay?" Ardian could only continue inwardly.

She didn't want to see her face disappointed, if she said they were dating because the girl was 'lonely'

"You also said that your process for making Nanda dapetin is smooth. It doesn't take more struggle, like people fight for someone before they get it." There was a pause in the woman's speech. "You can't yet say your struggle is smooth, Ar. Because this is just the beginning. You don't know, what tests you're going to get ahead, to defend Nanda. A man can be said to win completely, if he marries the woman he loves."

Tari's speech made Ardian sip his saliva with difficulty, somehow Ardian felt, his life in the future will not be as smooth as what he just said.

Is his life in the family going smoothly, but not with his romantic relationship later?

Yeah, Ardian has to be ready for that. Because after all, their relationship is in a landing on something, not in the land of love.

Nanda could have left her, or the girl could have taken another man.

Ardian brushed off his thoughts. Who will take Nanda from him? What Gerald? It's impossible, because that guy is no more.

What else Ardian knows, Nanda is not a typical girl who easily falls in love.

But what if Gerald's still alive?

Suddenly, Ardian's heart skipped a beat. Suddenly his mind crossed that.

"Ar, what's wrong with you?" tari asked, because suddenly Ardian shook his head.

"Ardian is okay, Ma," lies her, who is only answered a small nod by Tari.

Ardian closed his eyes again, his heart wanting to shout loudly. Can Ardian be selfish? While he's the main character? Can he say, if what comes to his mind hopefully doesn't happen.

The guy's mind soared, somehow he thought a no-no.

"I'm sorry, Rald," Ardian muttered in a small voice. "Gue is not a good friend to you. I promise, I'll take care of your best friend, Nanda. Sorry for my selfishness as a friend."

Ardian's tears fell on his eyes, quickly the guy wiped his tears. He misses Gerald, only he knows this, his best friend does not know the truth about Gerald's condition.

Dance knows, her son is in a lot of trouble. But he did not demand Ardian to tell a story. Because he values his children's privacy.

Ardian breathed his heavy breath, between believing and unbelieving, if Gerald was no more.

Ardian only refrained, so as not to vent everything by drunkenness. He lost his best friend.

How are their days ahead without Gerald? It's not just him who will fall. There are four friends and one girl.

Ardian got up from the sofa, kissing the back of Tari's hand at lightning speed.

"Where are you going, Ar?" tanya Dance.

"Ardian's out, Ma." Ardian snatched his motor key and then passed away leaving Tari.

"Be careful, Ar!"

"Yes, Ma!"

Ardian turns on the bike, then the guy leaves the yard. His eyes focused on the road along with the mind that was difficult to accept.

What if he's still alive?