ARDIANS

Dreamtime

Nanda rubbed Gerald's burly hands, which were already thin, for two weeks the boy closed his eyes.

Gerald's mother named Jia, so it is not regular anymore, the woman ate only one to three spoons, and even then forced by her husband Raga.

Raga did not know what to do, at this time he could only resign, he could only pray and give Gerald's life and death to the creator.

When Gerald is declared gone, Raga slowly begins to mengikhlaskan her son, she will be bersykur if the child will wake up, even though the possibility is only 00.1% percent.

Raga left everything to the creator. While his wife was crying continuously, hoping that Gerald would wake up soon, opening his eyes.

''Rald,'' call Nanda, holding Gerald's hand. He sat next to Gerald, with a chair in the vvip.

''You are not tired of sleeping?'' nanda asked with a faint smile, although Gerald would not hear her words, but he still invited the boy to chat.

''Don't you want to see me, Rald? Don't you want to see my smile again?'' Nanda chuckled, only Gerald was the closest guy to him, because Gerald was his childhood best friend.

Nor did she expect that if her best friend liked her, she thought Gerald liked her between a sister and an older sister, Nanda thought Gerald loved her like Boy.

''I miss you, Rald. Come on get up. I beg you. Open your eyes, do not stay with me yes, '' Nanda's peech, clutching tightly asked Gerald who had begun to thin.

''You promised me that you would make me happy. You promised me that you wouldn't leave me. You set up a promise, if you're not going to let me get hurt and cry because of another guy. But now, the guy that made me cry is the guy who made that promise.'' Nanda wiped his tears, seeing Gerald's face so calm that Nanda felt that Gerald was no longer there.

''Rald, actually you are still there right?'' nanda asked, he asked the person who would not give him an answer.

Nanda hugged Gerald tightly, she cried a mouthful. Hugging Gerald, it was as if he had a lifeless tree trunk.

''Rald, you still exist?'' Nanda hugged Gerald tightly, the words kept spinning in his brain, he was afraid that if the Gerald he was hugging now, his soul was gone, he was just hugging his body.

''I'm scared, Rald. The body that I embraced his soul did not exist.'' Tears constantly flooded Nanda's cheeks.

''I hope your soul is still there, not just your body that I hold, Nanda said. ''I'm scared, Rald. If you're gone, but your body is still here, make me wish you were still there.''

‘’Have you terrorized me, and wake up as soon as possible. I don't know what my life will be like. Only you can calm down in me, when I remember papa. You came to hug me. Your hug gets the problem solved, Rald. The medicine I need if there's a problem, your embrace. I'm scared, Rald. Hixss...I'm afraid you can't hurt me anymore. Don't worry, you need to wake up. Don't stay with me either.''

Nanda rubbed her tears violently, her eyes were so swollen with tears, she slowly slept while hugging Gerald so tightly.

''I don't know, what people I hug are still there or don't exist.'' Slowly Nanda closed her eyes, and the girl fell asleep hugging Gerald tightly, as if she did not want to let go.

Nanda blinked her eyes, the feeling she was sleeping in hugging Gerald. Why when he woke up he was in a world that only existed in the fairy tale world?

‘’Gue where, '' muttered the girl, while looking around there was no one here, there were only flowers in this place.

Nanda closed his eyes using both hands, because the light from the front so disturbed his eyes.

Slowly Nanda let go of her hand, as she felt that the light was gone.

Nanda looked ahead and...

Degs...

The girl's heart skipped a beat, when she saw the figure of the guy who for a few weeks, fell asleep without opening his eyes, he was in front of her, he was wearing all white clothes, his face was so shining, his face was so bright, a smile was on the guy's face.

''Gerald.'' Nanda doesn't believe that the person he saw in front of him is Gerald.

Nanda watched Gerald from the carry to the end, he saw the man wearing a white robe, a smile on his face. The smile that Nanda had seen.

''Rald, you.'' the girl was unable to continue her words, she slowly approached Gerald, but she felt strange, because she could not reach Gerald.

‘’Rald, I can't hold your hand, Rald. Why even translucent, Nanda wonder of course, Gerald just a smile only makes Nanda more confused.

''You can't touch me, Ra.''

Nanda shakes. ‘’Why can I touch you, Rald?''

Gerald smiled again. ‘’My color is the same you are now different, replied Gerald with a smile attached to his face.

Degs...

Nanda shook her head, she could not believe what Gerald had just said.

''I don't know what you're talking about, Rald, '' Nanda said.

''You know what I mean, but you can't take it, Ra. You should know, if I'm the same you now it's different nature. I have not dealt with the world anymore, because I have returned to the real place, explained Gerald at length, making Nanda shake her head while shedding her tears.

No, it's very hard to clear.

''You can't talk like that, Rald. I'm sure you're alive Nanda replied.

''I am not alive, Ra. The only ones in the hospital were my body, my soul was gone, I tortured them in the hospital. I hope, we can talk to the people to get rid of me. Especially my parents, Ra. I beg you, help him make me sincere.''

Nanda again shook her head, she did not want to accept what Gerald had just said.

''You are still alive!'' crying Nanda. ‘’I don't want you to go, Rald. I don't want to. I don't want you to leave me. You should be trying to wake up, for me, for your parents and for your best friend. They are all waiting for you to make you aware, Nanda cried with tears, her hands shook, this was like real mixed with dream feeling.

''Ra, I have no more business with your world. I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't open my eyes, Ra. I feel pain if I try to open my eyes, Ra. I'm giving up, Ra. Now I understand, if I have really left and have not existed.''

''I tried to open my eyes, for you, for my parents and for my best friend. Still, I can't, Ra. I'm in pain if I try to open my eyes.''

Hearing Gerald's words at length, making Nanda sobbing more and more.

''No way, '' said Nanda weakly, Gerald was eager to hug the girl, but what's okay, he couldn't touch Nanda like he did when he was in the world. His world with Nanda was now different.

''You have to take care of yourself, Ra. Even though I no longer exist. You must keep the spirit of your life. I'm from here look at you. I'm happy if you're happy too, said Gerald again made Nanda immediately restrained brought.

''I can't, Rald. I need you. You don't go, you don't leave me. You're my most comfortable hug, Rald. So please....Don't go!'' nanda's cry with a great shaking voice made Gerald ibah with the girl's cry.

''Don't go, Rald, '' said Nanda with a trembling body.

''Look at yourself well. You should remember my message, please tell them to let me go. I want to go quietly, Gerald said.

''No!''

''I'm leaving, Ra.''

''Gerald! Don't go away l'm hiks!'' the girl's cry broke, as she saw Gerald had already disappeared in front of her.

''GERALD! DON'T STAY WITH ME!!!''

''Mr.'' A nurse came to raise the girl, because she was crying and hugging Gerald.

Nanda opened her eyes, feeling someone was waking her up making the girl open her eyes, she saw a nurse smiling at her.

‘’Mbaknya dream,'' said the nurse made Nanda wipe her tears.

‘’Still awake me, '' said Nanda and replied to a nod of the head by the nurse.

Nanda rubbed his tears rough, he only cried in his dreams, seeing Gerald who had left him.

His dream was as if it were real, as if what Gerald said in his dream was a reality and a request.

Nanda glanced at Gerald, her tears welling up her tears again, the nurse was replacing Gerald's nearly depleted infusion.

''Rald.'' call Nanda in a hoarse voice. ''Is this a hint from you? Are you tormented here?'' The girl's tears run down both of her cheeks, seeing Gerald still closing his eyes made Nanda become frightened.

He was afraid, if what Gerald said in his dream was a clue, if he was no longer in this world. His body was indeed here, but his soul was no longer there.

Nanda sat back in his chair, clasping Gerald's thin hand, his thin, burly hand. Nanda sobbed holding Gerald's hand, he lowered his head in tears, making the nurse become a mother.

The nurse can guess, if the girl is the boyfriend of the guy who is currently in a coma.

The nurse left first, after she managed to replace Gerald's infusion.

Nanda kissed the back of Gerald's hand, tears still faithfully wetting both cheeks at this time.

''Are you suffering here, Rald?'' ask Nanda, ‘’you don't give up. I'm sure, you can still live, I'm sure you can open your eyes, and fight your pain Nanda said as she clasped Gerald's hand tightly.

Nanda wiped her tears. He remembered his dream earlier, the dream was still clear in his memory.

He kissed Gerald on the forehead, and then the girl left Gerald's room, and he would meet the man who would answer his question, who else if not Doctor Boy, his own brother.

Nanda walks down the hospital corridor, he'll come up to Boy in his room.

''The room is locked, it means Boy is not inside, '' Nanda murmured.

‘’Who to look for?''

Nanda turned her back, she saw a doctor that Nanda could guess, the same age as Doctor Boy, her own brother.

''I was looking for Doctor Boy, '' said Nanda clumsily.

‘’What do you need?'' ask the doctor again, his gaze alone makes Nanda uncomfortable.

Nanda could see the doctor's name in his name tag, his name was doctor Sasa.

''I just want to meet my sister. Someone wanted to convey, Nanda replied politely, however the woman in front of him was much older than him.

The doctor named Sasa was silent for a moment.

‘’Doctor Boy again in the operating room, '' said doctor Sasa.

''Thank you, doc.'' Nanda said Thank you, then walked away from doctor Sasa.

The girl walked towards the operating room, she was going to meet her brother there. He's going to put forth all that he's going through now. Because she was certain, the one who could answer her question was her own elder sister.

Nanda had reached the operating room, he saw the nurse coming out of the operating room, and the girl approached him.

''Suster,'' call Nanda, make the nurse's leg movement stop.

She smiled warmly at Nanda, of course she knew the girl, she was her doctor sister Boy.

''Is there anything I can help?'' the nurse asked Nanda.

''Yes, sus. Is Doctor Boy inside? I want to meet, if he is not working anymore, said Nanda, although the possibility is small, because if Boy is not working, then the man will return to his room, he said, not even stay here.

‘’For a while yes, I'm in check first. Who knows, her work has been slesai, '' said the nurse and was replied to a nod of the head by Nanda.

‘’Doctor,'' call the nurse, befriend Boy take off his gloves, because he just had surgery this morning.

''Hmmm,'' Boy replied with deheman, because he was busy cleaning his hands.

''There are people who want to see a doctor, he is waiting in front, '' said the nurse.

‘’Tell me at break time, I want to rest first, '' replied Boy.

''But the doc, who wanted to see the doctor was Nanda, the doctor's own sister, ''' explained the nurse made the hand movement of doctor Boy stopped.

He told the nurse to have Nanda wait for him in his room. First he gave the nurse the key to his room to give to Nanda, because the girl would wait for him in his room.

After getting the keys to Boy's room, Nanda again walks towards Boy's room, he will wait for Boy there to ask for a more detailed explanation of Gerald's current condition.

Nanda opened the Boy's room, then the girl walked towards the little Boy's bed, enough for him to take a short nap during the break.

Nanda closed his eyes, breathing deep air, whatever he answered, he would take it with a chest of air.

The dream she had was real, and Gerald gave her trust, this dream does not mean Nanda immediately wants to believe it.

Chequek.

Boy came, and then the man closed the door, he sat in his chair and glanced at Nanda lying on his bed.

''What do you want me to do?'' boy asked, opening his laptop. ''Don't say, if you want to ask permission again, don't go to school again, '' Boy continued glancing at Nanda with a full glance.

The girl did not reply to Boy, she got up from the bed and went to Boy, sliding the chair until he sat opposite Boy.

''Gue wants to talk seriously, bang.''

The movement of Boy's typing hand stopped, he looked at his sister who was staring at him with seriousness behind his face.

''What are you talking about?'' ask Boy again.

''If I talk, please focus on me. His laptop in matiin first, bang, '' hiss Nanda made Boy laugh a little, then the man closed his laptop.

‘’Looks like you want to talk really serious. To the extent that the mouth lemes lo it call me brother, '' Boy taunts make Nanda roll his eyes lazy.

‘’Gue does not want to say important, '' explained Nanda again.

‘’On papa?'' Boy taps his hand on the table, guessing what Nanda wants to talk to him about.

Boy could see, his sister's face was seriously wanting to talk about something.

''Gue doesn't care about papa anymore. If he wants to be happy with his new family, that's his right. As long as he's happy, we don't have to take care of him anymore. Maybe, papa's happiness lies in his new family, said Nanda at length, making Boy immediately wipe his sister's hair.

‘’My sister is an adult. His mind was even more mature than me, Boy muttered making Nanda again snort.

‘’Gue here don't want to talk papa. I'm here to talk about Gerald, obviously Nanda made Boy raise his eyebrows next door.

‘’Gerald why?''

''Gerald hasn't been conscious until now, '' Nanda replied. He stared fixedly at Boy, making Boy not wrinkle with his sister's gaze.

‘’Gerald emang not yet aware, because of his condition is critical—''

‘’Kritis or Gerald already does not exist?''

Degs...

Boy's heart skipped a beat, his sister immediately cut off his words.

''R...''

‘’Gue seriously asked, bang. I'm sure, there's something you cover from me Nanda said with a trembling mouth, she's sure there's something Boy is hiding from her right now.

Of course, what Boy is hiding is about Gerald. It is the doctor who knows everything after God.

''Lo said what the hell, Ra. What I hid from you, '' Boy replied while leaning his head on the chair.

Boy could hear his sister sobbing, but Nanda quickly wiped her tears.

''Bang ''Bang...I am your brother. I beg you, big thing don't keep it a secret to me, bang. Pretty secret papa you keep until I don't know, until finally I know myself. I don't want to, Gerald's problem will I know for myself again, '' cried Nanda, he lowered his head.

''Gerald's all right, Ra. No one needs to—''

‘’Gue dream, bang. Gerald tormented.”

Degs...