ARDIANS

Forgetting memories (Salsa)

Izam was silent, while Ardian listened to Rafael and Fatur looking at each other sharply.

''Without you kasi know, I already know,'' ketus Rafael makes Fatur to reveal his thin smile.

''No need to worry if Salsa is crying because of you. Because I know where your mind is. You must have thought Salsa was crying because of lo!'' hiss Fatur made Rafael look at the guy.

Because what Fatur said just now is right, if he hopes if Salsa cries because of his actions, it turns out that his thinking is wrong.

The silence of Rafael made Fatur smile weakly towards Rafael. While Salsa was silent, because Cika always looked at her with an intense gaze, forbidding the girl to speak up.

Cika breathes softly, because the thugs in childhood, namely Fatur, grew into a handsome man who seemed to be protecting Salsa.

If Fatur in childhood made Salsa cry in various ways, this time the guy transformed into a guy who would protect the girl from Rafael's scathing insults to Salsa.

''Hmmm..Of the commotion between Fatur and Raphael. We better go home first, Izam suggested to his two friends.

''Ch, I'm not going to fight about girls, you hold my word. What else if that girl is him.'' Rafael looked at Salsa with a trivial look that made the girl's heart sliced, for some reason whenever the guy spoke up, he always scratched the wound on Salsa's heart.

Salsa, who was immune to Rafael's feelings, just smiled at the guy. ''I can't say that. Who knows, today I am chasing you. But tomorrow you're chasing me.'' Salsa still remained pensive with his words making Rafael smile weakly towards Salsa.

‘’Ngot going.'' Rafael presses his every word to make Izam immediately pull Rafael's hand to get away from here, he is afraid that if Fatur goes up black, likewise with Rafael who will invite an uproar between Rafael and Fatur in this hospital.

Ardian immediately followed Izam who pulled Rafael, so only tells Cika, Salsa and Fatur only.

Salsa put her lips together, stared at Rafael's departure, and then the girl looked at Fatur.

''Brother Fatur said what the hell just now. Brother Fatur said that Fatur made me cry. Though what makes me cry is Rafael, not Brother Fatur.'' Salsa was upset with Fatur. ''If what always makes me cry is a small fit is Brother Fatur, but now different again. I cried because of Rafael's love.''

Cika breathes heavily, Salsa's mind is sometimes dead like a 12-year-old child.

Fatur looked at Salsa. ''That can make you cry just me.'' Fatur pressed down on each of his words making Salsa widen her eyes.

''You mean?'' Salsa did not understand and wanted to immediately understand the words of Rafael just now.

''Rafael can not make you cry, if until I know he made you cry, I will not hesitate to make him back languish in the hospital.'' Rafael pressed down on his every word, not forgetting the serious look in his eyes made Salsa shake her head.

''What the hell are you. Brother Fatur who made me cry from small. What always keeps me quiet when Brother Fatur makes me cry is Rafael. Now, it was Rafael's turn that made me cry.'' The girl said softly, Rafael's different attitude now made him miss the little Rafael.

Salsa remembers very well, when Fatur made her cry, that's where Rafael came like a savior, because he managed to make Salsa silent when the girl cried because of Fatur.

Now, Salsa is crying because of Rafael, Padhal the guy always makes her calm if she cries. Now the source of his sadness is Rafael.

''Gue won't let Rafael take my rights from childhood.'' Fatur pressed every word to make Salsa more confused, what else the guy said Fatur right since childhood.

What have the rights of Fatur since they were children?

‘’What are your rights?'' ask Salsa again.

''I did not make you cry. That's not Rafael's right. You have to remember that.'' Fatur pressed down on each word and left Salsa and Cika in the hospital corridor.

Fatur breezed away, making Cika become gawking herself with Fatur's speech just now.

Salsa shook her head, while Cika smiled meaningfully. Now that Cika knew, the guy wanted to protect Salsa from the small talk of Rafael who was very discouraging.

''Ci....'' Salsa called out to Cika making the girl glance at her.

''Gue agreed with Fatur. So you don't have to protest.''

Cika immediately pulled Salsa's hand to immediately go to the room Gerald visited the man.

‘’It opens in detail to me, why do you even say agree. Do you want your best friend and cousin to cry because of Fatur again? You should understand me, I'm tired of being made cry Fatur from small. And now that guy's back and wants to make me cry like that again? I will not accept it!'' salsa's protest while singing her lips made Cika snort annoyed.

‘’How different people love the person they love.''

Degs....

Salsa's heart beat uncharacteristically, as Cika said so.

''So, you mean, Brother Fatur likes me? That's what you mean?'' Salsa demanded an answer from Cika, making the girl stop her footsteps.

''What was the act of Fatur earlier still lacking? She's in love with you, Sal. The way he showed it was different.'' Cika explained it to Salsa making the girl quiet.

What, the guy who always makes me cry from small, like me? Did you know Fatur likes me the same? If Cika's words are correct, Brother Fatur likes me. I will teach a lesson to Brother Fatur, who told me to always cry.

Salsa just sat there, thinking about what he would do to Fatur, if proven the guy likes him.

Counts Salsa wanted to avenge the deeds of Fatur when they were small, because at that time Salsa could only cry without wanting to fight, because she was only a whiny girl at that time, not daring at Fatur, not daring at Fatur, but not at that time, because that guy is so creepy.

Cika who saw Salsa smiling like a madman returned to hold the girl's hand. The two of them resumed their footsteps to go to Gerald's room in the care.

''Ci,'' call Salsa.

''Hmmm.'' Cika only replied with deheman alone.

‘’According to you, Rafael or Fatur.''

Cika stopped her footsteps, only this time Salsa dared to compare the guy she liked with other guys. Usually, the girl does not want to, because Rafael has no competition to get his heart.

But this time, this second, the girl compared Rafael to Fatur.

''Lo is not wrong'd the bandingin Rafael with Fatur?'' First Cika made sure to Salsa, it was possible that the girl was trembling.

Salsa shook her head in response, making Cika pause for a moment, then she answered a question from Salsa.

''If in my opinion, Fatur'' replied Cika, but the girl wanted to say if Fatur and Rafael are both handsome, which is a plus for Rafael, which is a plus, he was able to lure his interlocutor using his eyes gaze that intimidated his interlocutor.

Only, Cika undoes his intention, he does not want if Salsa increasingly klepek-twisting with Rafael. Sih guy mouth spicy as any girl, both men and women, his best friend alone often Rafael flush with talk cabenya.

‘’Seriousness?'' salsa asked and replied a nod of the head by Cika.

''Your eyes are like trouble, Ci. I look around yeah. Rafael was far superior to Fatur, said Salsa, smiling faintly, then he walked back, followed by Cika.

''Lo's troubled eyes, '' Cika replied, for some reason when it comes to Rafael and Salsa made the girl who was a lot of silence, so much talk, so greget his with his cousin.

''My eyes have been filled with his face, El,'' Salsa replied with a small laugh.

Salsa laughed blandly with Cika's words just now. ‘’So bad I got eyes on, El? To the extent that you can tell, if I was in Rafael's eyes was bad, '' said Salsa, despite the fact that it was like that.

‘’From the actions of men as women we already know, Sal. Have you ever rasain Rafael's good attitude to you?'' asked Cika and answered with a headband by Salsa, because as long as they grow up, Rafael never be nice to him, the guy always dropped his expectations. ''You know Rafael has never been kind to you. But you're waiting for Feedback from Rafael. Like people can, Sal. Don't believe it too. There is no harm in you like Rafael first, I also like Gerald, I like Gerald first. We're the same, Sal. Both like guys first. The difference is I'm the same lo, you are willing to pursue Rafael who has clearly rejected you repeatedly. But still you wait for good feedback from him.'' Cika rambled at length, so grumpy he with a feeling of love for Salsa to Rafael.

Salsa stopped her footsteps, a few more steps they had reached the door of Gerald's room.

Cika and Salsa looked at each other, Cika could see Salsa's eyes reddened, soon the girl would cry. Cika spoke without using the brakes, maybe his words that made Salsa's heart hurt.

''I'm sorry, if my words just made you hurt. I care about you as my cousin. I don't take it, if Rafael lindas lo self-esteem, Sal. I care about you.''

''Ci...'' Salsa immediately hugged Cika, made Cika hold back her tears, then she returned a hug from Salsa.

''I don't know, why I feel like I'm with one person, '' said Salsa still faithfully embracing Cika.

Cika's words just now did not make her hurt, instead she was happy because Cika cared for her, despite repeatedly making the girl greget with her.

''Our journey is long, Sal. It does not feel like it, if your love is the same as one person. You should know, there are still people out there who love and love you sincerely. People who won't lower you like Rafael. You want to, one day you're with Rafael, but he doesn't love you at all?'' cika asked again and was returned with a headband by Salsa.

Because Salsa not only wants Rafael, but he also wants the love of the guy.

''Lo must remember my words, Sal. The love of a man must be great than the love of a woman. If the man says he doesn't want to anymore, then the relationship will run out. Different again with women, they will melt again the same guy with a sweet attitude that he pointed, and he will try to get the woman he loves again, so they do not separate. Different story again. If a girl's love is greater than a guy's love.'' Cika again advised the girl in her approach. While Salsa was just crying, she listened carefully to Cika's words.

What Cika said just now was true, Salsa confirmed the girl's words, if Cika is a wise girl.

Salsa opened her arms, then rubbed her tears violently. His mouth was stiff, Cika's words all entered into the recesses of his heart.

He does not know what else to look like, whether to forget his love or continue?

''Let me know, El. I am not interested in other guys, said the girl, smiling at the rest of her tears.

‘’Rafael has made me fall in love repeatedly, to the extent that I have to introspect myself, what lack of me in the eyes of El, to the point that he refuses me all.'' Salsa wiped her tears again, before continuing her words. ''You told me to forget Rafael, every time I go home, I always talk in front of the mirror, if I have to escape my love to Rafael. Before I go to bed I say it in front of the mirror, I'll take my feelings to Rafael, Ci. But when I woke up, I forgot what I said in front of the mirror. If I had the intention to escape my feelings to Rafael, I went to school every time I saw Rafael, as if I had forgotten the memory, with the promise I was the same myself to forget Rafael.''

Salsa wiped her tears, she told Cika, without feeling her tears fall on her eyes.

‘’Every time I meet Rafael, I always remember little Rafael. That's how much I love Rafael, Ci.'' Salsa could not hold back her tears, the girl exhaled heavily. Along with her crying.

Cika became the mother to see Salsa like this, then she took the girl in her arms, her fellow women she would know how sick she was.

Salsa cried in Cika's arms.

''If there were a kayak fairy on tv-tv, who would ignore someone's request. I'll ask you to forget the memories. I want to forget my memory, so I can forget Rafael, if other ways can't. Maybe by forgetting memories will be able to.''

Salsa constantly pulled out her teeth, accompanied by her sobs in Cika's arms, making Cika rub the back of her best friend.

After a few minutes of Salsa shedding her tears, she stopped crying as the people passing by this corridor looked at her with wondering gazes.

After that, the two girls continued their footsteps towards Gerald's room, they were both going to Gerald's room.

***

Even at night, Salsa walked to the balcony of her room, she looked up at the stars in the sky, smiling faintly.

He thought about every word Cika had come out in the hospital, Salsa admitted, if Cika's words were true, there was nothing wrong with the girl's words.

‘’El,'' Salsa's menolog alone, his eyes focused on the stars above the sky from the balcony of his room. ''Look at me dong, hehehe. Tell me what you don't like about me. To the extent that you don't taste it accept me to be your girlfriend. Yeah, I know that you're the most anti-chick. Yes, I'm your childhood friend, you don't want to be close either. I sincerely love you, El.'' Salsa continued to monologue alone, while staring at the sky above.

''And that fairy really exists. I will sincerely ask the same fairy, to forget the memory. So that I can escape my love for you. Let me forget, if I love that to you, El. I love it when I chase your love. But I sometimes think, you must have been fed up with me, said Salsa, her tears fell on her eyes, but Salsa quickly wiped her tears. ''Are you sincere El, if one day I forget the memory. I continue to forget you. Or you're even happier because there's no more stubborn woman like me. There are no more women who make you sick.''

Salsa couldn't help but cry, she cried at the stars up there.

''Please, please come. Kabulin requests me. Maybe Cika's words are right, if I have to pity El too. Maybe he's tired of me too, '' menologize the girl again. ''El...Love You.'' Salsa smiled bitterly as she stared at the balcony of Rafael's room from the front.

Because he was a neighbor with Rafael's parents, even the balcony of the girl's room was faced with the balcony of Rafael's room.

''Maybe I am a woman who truly loves you. You won't meet a woman like me heheh.'' The girl rambled while chuckling, she was so piqued with her own words. ''Maybe, I am the most beautiful woman who is disgusting about your life. And maybe also, I'm a tough woman with your words. I'm not tired El. Make love with you. Because I truly love you. I really love you, to the point that I'm stupid.''

Salsa breathed a heavy sigh, if only the Fairy was real, she would ask the fairy to forget her memories.

Salsa looked ahead, it has been almost a month both parents Rafael has not returned. He was taking care of his workers to create time during this time.

The trust of both parents Rafael also did not apply, because as long as both parents Rafael, the man went home can only be on his fingers, so rarely he went home, so rarely he went home, because he thinks headquarters is the most comfortable place not home.

Salsa wanted to step her foot towards the bed. But he immediately paused, because he heard the roar of Rafael's motorbike entering the yard of the house.

Salsa saw Rafael from the balcony of his room, she saw the man take off his fullfec helmet. Seeing Rafael go home just makes Salsa this happy.

Salsa did not expect, because Rafael's eyes immediately looked at the balcony of his room, making the girl excited because Rafael's eyes with eyes looking at each other.

It has been said that this was not an intentional word, for their eyes would not have met had Rafael not looked up at the balcony of Salsa's room.

With a smile attached to Salsa's face, the girl waved her hand at Rafael.

''El,'' call Salsa still faithfully waving her hands at Rafael, don't forget her face is filled with a joyful smile at the moment.

The eyes of the two were still clashing against each other, Rafael could see the pleasure created on the girl's face. Only, Rafael still maintained that flat face.

“Sial, I got caught. Maybe he's getting bigger.'' Rafael swore, he did not know if the girl was on the balcony of his room, if Rafael knew, he would not look up at the balcony of the girl's room.

Salsa was still loyal with her happy smile, although Rafael did not return the girl's smile.

Raphael went straight into his house, making Salsa sing her lips, because Salsa went straight into his house, making the girl feel faint for a moment.

“But at will, Rafael went home, '' the girl muttered happily.

Rafael immediately sat his butt on the sofa, leaning his head on the back of the sofa while closing his eyes.

A smile of salsa that was so jubilant rang in Rafael's mind. He smiled, barely visible. ''She smiled with joy, as if she was welcoming her husband back home from work, '' she begged the girl with a little smile.

Rafael got up from the sofa he was sitting on, walked up the stairs to get to his room immediately.

Raphael immediately threw his body on the bed, while staring at the ceiling of his room.

Rafael began to close his eyes to go to sleep immediately, while Salsa was still faithfully on the balcony of his room, waiting for Rafael to appear on the balcony of his room, because he knew Rafael would open the curtains of his room first before he went to sleep. Long wait to make Salsa become lethargic on its own.