Arabella Secret's

Let go of longing

They came down at the stop in front of Ara's apartment, the cold air was bone-chilling, the snow was falling steadily since noon, plus the blowing of the wind that was blowing hard enough to make both of them shiver with cold, cold, Neal embraces his wife's waist while crossing the road, slippery streets make them have to be careful.  The streets are very quiet because the cold temperatures make people reluctant to leave the house.

“Neal, are you going back to the hotel,” asked Ara as soon as they got to her apartment lobby glancing at Neal beside her.

Neal looked back at Ara who had not yet laid her eyes on her, she took Ara's body to face her, grabbed Ara's hand in her grip and pressed her face, both looking friendly.

“Are you going to expect me back there?” Neal asked back.

“A-me…

Seeing his nervous wife Neal chuckle,” can I hitchhike here, it looks like a storm is coming, pity Mark should pick me up, “ explained Neal while releasing her hand on Ara's cheek.

“And I have also missed sleeping with my wife,”Neal's whispering slowly scrunched mischievously at his wife, Ara pinched Neal's waist with a reddened face.

“You are now flirtatious,” he said shyly.

“Nothing flirty on his own wife, let's go in,”neal pulled his wife's hand.

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Neal was still glued to the door, sweeping his gaze at every corner of his wife's apartment, the size was not too wide, there was one bedroom, a small living room that was directly connected to the kitchen and dining room, and the room was not too large, all the rooms are painted in white shades, the furniture is also not much there is only a buffet, bookcase and television hanging on the wall of the living room.

“Why silent, let's go in.” Ara pulls Neal into the house, Neal just according to follow his wife's steps, Ara immediately locks the door of her apartment.

"You can go back to the hotel if you're not comfortable here this apartment is very small not even to the size of your room in the Mansion."

"Our room dear," protested Neal looking at his wife sharply disagreeing with his wife's statement just now.

"Yes our room" repeated Ara.

Neal grabbed me by Ara's body wrapped around her waist, "I don't like you talking that way, from now on where you are I'll be there and vice versa, I'm not concerned about this narrow or wide place that it's important you're right next to me."

Ara returned her husband's embrace, "wherever I stay as long as it's with you I'm so happy, only you're who I want in this world" Ara said softly. Neal smiled happily when she heard him kiss his wife's forehead softly.

“Sit down, I will make coffee for you.” said Ara released her embrace, Neal also agreed, she looked at Ara who stepped into the kitchen while removing her coat hanging beside the bookshelf, he looked at Ara who was heating the water, slowly approaching after Ara in the kitchen.

“Ara... I want to go to the bathroom,” Ara immediately turned her face to her husband,” her bathroom is in my room Neal, take her room key in my bag near the shelf,” said Ara.

“Good.”

Neal took the key in Ara's bag, and went to Ara's room door, pushed the key and turned it slowly, and she pulled the hendel and pushed it away, the first thing he saw was his wife's bed that was laid out very neatly beside him there was a nightstand, there is one closet in the corner of the room and a small table on which neatly arranged his wife's cosmetics are not too much, this room is also painted in all white color so with furniture in it.

After seeing the bathroom door he immediately went in there, washed his face in the sink and then immediately came out again with a face that was still wet. Neal turned his gaze to his wife's bed he stepped closer and then sat his body by the bed, once again spreading his gaze around her, slowly laying down his body staring blankly at the ceiling of the room," how many tears you shed in this room, baby, I swear I'll never make you cry again" Neal said, closing her eyes.

Ara saw Neal who had not come out of the room immediately following her while carrying a cup of coffee, because she had finished her coffee while waiting for Neal. A smile adorned Ara's lips when she found her husband lying on his bed with both feet still dangling on the floor.

She put coffee on the nightstand, then sat her body next to her husband, she stared fixed on her husband's face, slowly her hands touching the face of her husband who is now overgrown with minions.

Neal seeing you in front of me is like a dream to me.

“It was satisfied to look at my face," cried Neal suddenly who twitched Ara, had not lost his surprise Neal pulled his hand until he fell on the body of her husband, and, their faces were so close that just a few inches between his eyes, Neal wrapped one hand on his wife's back, one hand gently rubbed his wife's thin cheeks.

“You look thinner,” Neal said gently but there was a tone of sadness from her voice.

“True, you also look a little skinny,” replied Ara while rubbing Neal.”'s face Since when do you keep jambang?”

“I do not keep it, but again lazy shave only.”Neal tucked his wife's hair that was dangling over his wife's face into her ear.

“I'm sorry.”

“Sorry for what,” asked Ara frowning her forehead stopping her hand caress in Neal's face.

“For everything.”

Ara dropped her body from above Neal's body and lay down beside her, then turned her body to Neal as well as Neal tilted her body so that their faces faced each other.

“I'm sorry for being so stupid that my heart always lies about my own feelings, you'll never suffer like this, and probably will,” Neal stopped his words his gaze turned on his wife's flat stomach slowly he pulled her hand and put it there gently rubbed his wife's stomach,” Maybe our baby is still here," neal whispered with a trembling voice restraining his sorrow.

Ara's face was wet with her tears she cupped both cheeks her husband looked at the eyes that look so hurt,” dear.don't ever regret everything that has happened it will only add to the wounds of the heart, he said, in every incident we go through there are lessons we can take, maybe this is how fate finds us, forged with tests to test the strength of our love both.”

“You never regret meeting me?”

“I was so happy when I found out I was pregnant, at least I had memories of you that I could touch and look at at at any moment, but, even I want to die because I'm so desperate.” Neal wiped away Ara's tears that were getting more and more down.

“I'm sorry dear, because at that time I was not beside you, I was also very sad to have to lose our baby.”

“I knew there was something more important you had to meet back then.”

“Nothing is more important than you but I couldn't resist Papa Anara's desire to keep her company until her condition stabilized and tell her the truth that I couldn't be with her anymore because I already loved her another woman is you.”

“How is it now?” ask Ara curiously. Seeing the silent Neal Ara asked again.

“Is he willing to let you go, I'm afraid he'll hate me.”

“He does not hate you, even he really wants to meet you, I promise later will invite you to visit him,” Neal said while rubbing Ara's cheek gently.

“True, I could meet him,” asked Ara with sparkling eyes, Neal nodded her head slowly.

I'm sorry I had to hide this from you, I don't want you to blame yourself for Anara's death, I'm afraid that if you tell me now you'll run away from me again.

“Honey... All of us start all over again, promise me whatever will happen in the future never run away from me again, all we talk about is fine, he said, there will definitely be a reason for something, sometimes we need the right time to explain so that there is no misunderstanding, never blame yourself about something that you do not know the truth.”

Ara tried to understand the meaning of the word – said Neal, his words sounded so deep he still nodded his head even though in his heart he still wanted to ask what he meant.

“Good it's night we should sleep,”Take Neal while hugging Ara's body tightly.

“But you haven't had the coffee I made.” Ara tried to free herself from Neal's embrace.

“The coffee was replaced with just you,” whispered Neal looking at Ara by pulling both corners of her lips , carving out a seductive smile.

“A-what do you mean,” said Ara nervously her face felt hot hearing Neal's ambiguous speech in her ear.

“Do I need to explain what I want,” Neal said as she pierced his wife's body, Ara who was flabby could not avoid her helplessness in her husband's burly confinement.

Ara's body was hot cold as she felt Neal's hand start to touch the sensitive points on her body, although she had done it with Neal before but it was a long time ago, it was only once.

His lips also did not want to lose, starting from******Ara's lips gently, channeling all the longing he had so long withstood, he slowly let go of his kiss as Ara began to run out of breath, he looked at his wife's reddened face with a gasping breath he rubbed his lips that were getting redder because of his actions.

“I've held him off for a long time, tonight I can no longer hold him back, are you willing to do it again with me,” Asked Neal in a hoarse voice restraining her passion. Ara looked at her husband's face rubbing her soft lips and then nodded her head because she did not deny that she also missed her husband's touch very much.

Neal kissed Ara's lips again, lips so sweet that he was always hooked to keep repeating them, the lips shifted began to wrestle his wife's neck leaving some marks on his wife's white skin, her busy hand behind Ara's shirt began to pull her and throw her origin, not satisfied until there she stripped every fabric that was in Ara's body so as to make it plain, neal took off all his clothes so that they were covered with nothing.

Neal again peppered his wife, channeled all his desires, enjoyed the games they created themselves, the air outside was so cold inversely proportional to the atmosphere in the room was so hot, so hot, the sound of moans and sighs filled every corner of the room. They kept racing until both of them drowned helplessly.

Neal pulled the blankets to cover their innocent bodies, she smiled as she looked at her sleeping wife's face, she pulled her body into her arms, Ara who felt troubled opening her eyes slightly and then closed them again, she wrapped her hands around Neal's chest holding her tightly, making her husband's arm a cushion over her head. Neal looked at his wife's slumbering face with a smirk of satisfaction, showering her face with a kiss, but Ara was not disturbed at all by it.

“You must be very tired,” said Neal while rubbing his wife's head, he immediately closed his eyes because it was also very melted.

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