Arabella Secret's

Good bye

“Letter, my wife left a letter for me?” ask Neal slowly. Karen nodded her head and then gave herself a walk closer to Neal who looked calm.

With a trembling hand Neal received the letter from Karen's hand, she stared at the letter that had changed hands with her, and she immediately moved away from Neal. Neal's tears couldn't be held back when she saw the writing

Such a neat aura was imprinted on that white envelope. Mark invites Karen to get out of the room, Karen nods her head slowly she can not hold back her tears, she walks ahead of Mark while wiping her tears with her back tanagnnya, he said, before closing the door Mark looked back at Neal sitting on the floor, he took a deep breath and immediately closed the door.

For my husband Neal.

Neal's chest was so claustrophobic as she opened the envelope so carefully that she did not want to make it break, she slowly pulled out a white paper from inside that folded very neatly, she said

smelling the letter hoping that the paper left the fragrant scent of his wife's body that he so longed for, the stifled sobbing left Neal's body shaken, truly losing Ara draining all the other side of her, and losing all the other side of her, with his hands shaking slowly Neal unfolded the folds of the paper.

Neal my husband,

By the time you read this letter I was away from you, there was no reason for me to stay with you, my job was done, the woman you love she was awake, she was back to you. Thank you for some of the most wonderful months of my life, I will never forget my whole life.

Neal my husband,

I'm sorry I left without saying goodbye to you, because I really couldn't do it, I had to move on with my life, I had to learn to forget all about you and so I decided to get away from your life, because I wouldn't be able to do it if you were still close to me.

Neal my husband,

I don't know if you want our child ever present in my womb, but even if you don't want it I'll still tell you, when you went to Canada, Karen took me to the doctor there, I knew I was pregnant with your child. I really hope he continues to grow in the womb but it seems like God loves him more, He just put a moment on me.

Neal my husband,

I say goodbye.I hope you live happily with Anara, send my greetings to Daddy and Mommy, don't forget papa and Anara's mom I love them as much as I love my own parents. also say sorry to them.

*I*zinkan for the last time I call you, Neal my husband..... 

Good bye

Arabella

Neal slumped on the floor in front of him roared loudly calling out the name of Ara, clutching a letter in his hand to his second.It feels like this pain is like pulverizing his body, regret always comes at the end narrating endless wounds. Neal curled up on the floor letting the coldness of the floor touch her body.

“No Ara….! Do not leave me...I beg you to come back to me, do not go like this.. I love you very much, forgive me who is late to realize my feelings.”.

The shrieks burst out of Neal's lips, the sound stopped when Mark found Neal unconscious, losing Ara really, a big wound in his heart.

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The cemetery was seen so crowded by people wearing black-and-black uniforms circling a tomb filled with flowers on it, all following the funeral ceremony with a solemnity, the sound of sobbing is between the voice of the pastor who is reciting a prayer.

The funeral ceremony was finally finished, people one by one began to leave the cemetery area so that the relatives were close, Helena was endlessly crying while hugging the headstone in front of her, Ivander persuaded his wife to return home he tried to toughen up in front of his wife, no resistance from Helena as he helped her stand up, he embraced his wife's body that looked so devastated, Ivander then led Helena away from there, before leaving he patted Neal's shoulder, who still seemed reluctant to leave.

Neal stared alone at the headstone that read Anara's name, and released his glasses, which had been perched on his handsome face, crouching in front of Anara's grave, a bunch of white roses under the tombstone, white roses are Anara's favorite flower.

“I'm sorry Anara, I'll never forget every memory with you, I'll keep it as the fondest memory of a friend, it can never be more,  you're right with Arabella I really feel the true meaning of love, thanks for everything you've done to me. I didn't

it will be tired to find Ara I will fulfill my promise to you will bring Ara to see you, Goodbye Anara wish you happy there.

Neal rubbed Anara's headstone and then got up, again she looked at the tomb, sadness appeared as she began to step away from Anara's tomb. The sense that might have been natural for the woman Anara who had once stopped in her heart, seeing her leave this fast made her still unconvinced. He hopes Anara can continue her life even without her hoping one day she can find a man who loves her.

Neal, it's useless to hold people who don't want him anymore, if he forces a lot of hearts to be hurt, seeing Neal happy is enough for him.

He was very happy when he saw Neal visiting him, but when he saw the wound in Neal's eyes it was so painful, black cloudy as if lying on his face. He only briefly met with Neal, because the doctor forbade him not to be too tired and talk a lot. Before leaving he asked Neal to show Arabella's face to him even though only through her photo, Anara immediately cried when she saw the photo of Anrabella on Neal's phone, their faces were so similar.”Neal...the eyes are very beautiful, you must be in love because you look into these eyes every day,” said Anara trying to laugh in her tears.

"Many things make me fall in love with her, maybe that's one of them."

"Please promise me that you've found him under he's seen me" Anara ordered, handing Neal's phone.

"Yes.I promise."

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Neal's feet went down the steps one by one, his steps relaxed as if trying to calculate how many steps he was going through, his shoes swept the dry leaves scattered there, as if trying to count the number of stairs, the breeze that was blowing was now beginning to blow louder, the leaves that were beginning to fall down more than the branches, flying them as far away from the tree as possible.  Had the wind also been able to blow him away taking him to his beloved, his soulmate, his departure had indeed made his soul fragile, he had taken some of his life, he had,  now everything will never be the same again with yesterday when he was still there beside him.

A dried leaf flew and stuck to Neal's handsome face, he stopped his steps while pulling the leaf out of his face, Neal looked up at the blue afternoon sky decorated by a bunch of clouds that were floating in the wind, long he was silent looking at the blue sky as if he ordered the clouds to paint the face of his woman.

“As long as you are still looking at the same sky as me, breathing the same air, I will definitely find you, you are the only woman who will be on my side, I don't know how long it will take me to find you but I'll never give up, just wait for me to find you baby, I also hope you keep your heart for me.”

"Lord.I beg you to give me one more chance to correct all my wrongs to him."

Neal retraced his steps towards his car, Mark seemed to wait for him while sitting on a wooden bench under a mahogany tree, he got up from his seat when he saw Neal almost in front of his car, as usual he opened the car door for Neal, without a sound Neal entered the car only half part

his body entered the car suddenly someone called out to him, he held his body and while turning his face away,

“ Sorry I bother you Neal.can we talk for a minute.” Nathalie said without saying trite sound of pleading tone from her voice she looked at Neal's face with sorrow.

“What you want to talk about,” says Neal cold.

“I know how many times I apologize to you will never change what has happened, I know my mistake is huge , I don't deserve an apology from you, I don't deserve an apology,  but I will say it again ..sorry I Neal,”Nathalie starts sobbing. Nathalie thinks that the one who died was Ara his wife who had an accident with him,  Indeed, everything has been arranged by the Neal and Anara family as if Anara died in an accident so that the media does not know the truth that they have been saving

“There's more you want to say, if there's no I go first.” Neal got into his car without any reply from Nathalie, Mark immediately drove his car out of the cemetery. Natahelie just stared at Neal's departure with tears streaming down her cheeks.

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