Arabella Secret's

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This is the second day after the terrible events that have afflicted Ara and she has not yet awakened, Neal

always by his wife's side because he wanted to when Ara woke up the first time he saw her, he only died Ara briefly to visit their twin babies who were still in intensive care because of premature birth, and she's so grateful now that their baby doesn't need any more breathing support, but Neal still wants both babies to get the best care.

Neal very carefully took the baby as the nun handed it to her, Neal stared in disbelief at her little daughter now in her arms, this was the first time she could hold her and she could not hold back

neal immediately kissed his daughter's red cheeks.  “Hai, Daddy's beautiful daughter,” greets Neal while touching her tiny fingers. Her little bead looked at Neal, her same brown eyeball

like Ara's, her mouth makes a baby-like sound. She kissed the baby again before handing it back to the nurse.

“My son,” whispered Neal gently as the nurse handed her another baby, she warmly kissed her son. It

pulling the corners of her lips curled up a sweet smile as she looked at her son who inherited her black iris. Nothing can describe the sense of part now, God who believes in having two babies at once, what a blessing God he cannot deny.

After visiting his twins he returned to the room where his wife was being treated, rubbing her face

with both palms of his hands then looked at his wife who was still reluctant to open both eyes, he said, Neal approached sitting his body on the bench next to his wife where he grabbed his wife's hand and held her tightly while staring fixedly at his wife's wajh.

How many times Neal yawned because of the taste of the candlestick that meyerangnya, already two days he was less sleep because keeping Ara, but he was still reluctant to move from there. Neak rested his face on Ara's bed and

making one hand as a cushion, he pulled his wife's hand and put his wife's palm to his cheek while closing his eyes and due to exhaustion he finally fell asleep.

Ara tried to open her eyes she was a little troubled because it felt so heavy to open.  Ara blinked her eyes repeatedly adjusting to the light of the lamp which made her eyes glare and gaze

blurry just like people wake up generally.

He circulated his gaze as he felt that the place was so foreign to him, his heart was so keenly staring

her husband who fell asleep in a sitting position while grasping her palm, slowly Ara pulled her palm because she did not want to make her husband wake up, she combed her husband's hair gently using her fingers.

Ara who realized a strange feeling on her body her hand quickly touched her stomach, Ara's face immediately paled feeling her already flat stomach. Bad shadow when he experiences

a miscarriage and having to lose her baby made the sky above her feel collapsed.

“My baby,” cried Ara panicked and crying that began to explode woke Neal who was asleep.

“Honey,” call Neal holding his wife's arm trying to calm her down.

“Our baby, where our baby is dear,” tanya is still crying trying to break away in a cage

her husband's.

“Relax dear baby we are fine,” persuade Neal softly. Ara instantly fell silent at Neal's speech

and looking into her eyes in turn,” you didn't lie to me,” she said in a quivering voice her eyes were still in the water, really she couldn't imagine anything bad happening back to her baby.

Neal cupped both of Ara's cheeks and stared fixedly at her brown manic,” I didn't lie dear, our baby

fine, trust me.” After hearing Neal Ara's words finally regained his calm and relief, Neal pulled his wife into his arms, he breathed a sigh of relief to see his wife had regained consciousness. Although it was grounded in panic to see his wife wake up hysterically various bad thoughts crossed

in mind.

“I was afraid, our baby left me again,” said Ara sinking her head into Neal's chest

erasing the rest of the matny water with the back of his hand. Neal rubbed his head gently

his wife and occasionally kissed him.

“They are fine dear, I think they are also looking forward to meeting his mother.” Neal said

while releasing his embrace, he looked at his wife with a sweet smile on his lips and Ara also returned the smile was no less sweet the taste of worry in his heart was extinct already.

“I'll call Doctor.” Ara agreed and Neal immediately contacted the doctor to inform him that his wife was aware. It did not take long for the doctor to come, he immediately checked the situation

Ara.

“Your condition is very good Miss, stay recovery post operation.”  Neal breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the doctor about her condition and Ara's condition, and she was impatient

he saw and hugged his baby.

“Can I meet my baby Doc,” Tanyanya expectantly while squeezing the hand of her husband

holding shoulders.

“Of course, they must immediately get breast milk from his mother, later the nurse will deliver him here

Miss,” said it was friendly.

“Thank you Doc,” reply Ara excited, she looked at her husband with a big smile on her face, Neal

squeezing his wife's shoulder returned his wife's sweet smile.

Shortly wait for a pediatrician and nurse to come push the baby's bed and put it down

right on the side of Ara's bed. Ara stuck her hands together in her mouth as she looked at her two sleeping little angels, tears of joy she could not bend as she placed one baby in her sling, he immediately kissed her red little face.

“Honey, this is our baby,” she said looking at her husband beside her, Neal nodded her head smiling

sweet on his wife. Her hands gently stroked her baby cheeks she never part of this feeling of being a parent to her twin babies.

“He's very handsome dear, just like you,” said Ara chuckling.

“And our daughter is also very beautiful very dear, as beautiful as her mother,” Neal said while showing a baby

in her carrier, Ara's eyes moved to look at her sleeping baby in her husband's arms, she asked Neal to put her two babies in her cradle. Ara stared alternately at the twins who were in her arms as she kissed him affectionately, her vows were very cheerful

he has ever felt this happy. Neal looked at the people who had meaning in his life, he could not imagine if the events of that night snatched them in Neal's life.

Ara kept alternately staring at the two babies in her arms, Neal sitting next to Ara embracing her shoulders

his wife is very happy God has equipped their little family with the presence of two handsome and beautiful babies.

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Ara's room was crowded with family members who came to visit her and visit new family members

those who are now the center of their attention. Seeing the beautiful face of the twins make the anxiety that sees it, Maria and Helena embrace their grandchildren with happiness, Ara's condition that has improved makes their worries seem to pay off. Given the first grandchild of a pair of twins is indeed an infinite abundance of beauty that God sent to them . His birth was tinged with an incident that made their heartbeat seem to stop.

Ara sat on her bed leaning spoiled on her mother, she was so happy to hear

news from her husband that her mother is now in Moscow. Ivander continued to stare at his daughter's face, deep in his heart he felt sad still having to hide this truth for a while on Ara, he had to be patient waiting for Ara's condition to completely recover as it was ready, given the new condition of Ara

just experienced such a terrible event in his life that almost took his life and the life of his baby. He was afraid that Ara was not mentally ready to listen to him and how if Ara did not accept his presence.Jikamemat that Ivander's heart felt sore, but if later Ara hated him

he cannot be angry, he must also prepare for it.

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Ivander grasps the amplot that is already yellowish in color because it is eaten by time, every memory

cory's story hurts his heart, he doesn't blame Janie's attitude for taking his daughter away because he has a reason for it, and in this letter he will find out, because of Janie's sacrifice she and Helena get a child that Helena can not give because of the pain she suffered.

Ivander stared at the letter in his hand, He took a deep breath before his hand moved to open the amplot. Suddenly Ivander's heart raced rapidly as he unfolded the paper and stared at the handwriting

Janie Yan is very neat.

Dear

Ivanders, ivander,

If you read my letter this means I'm not in this world anymore, by mail

I want to apologize to you and to Helena and I don't know if I still deserve that request after everything I've done. But despite my demikain

set want to say that word, I'm sorry….

the truth that I'm under I'm afraid I'm going to die under, because that's me

write this letter to you and Helena.

When I first heard Helena's request to me, I thought it was a request

the silliest I've ever heard of, where I might be able to do that, got pregnant

my own best friend's husband's son, it's the same as me betraying him almost

it makes me crazy to remember.

But when I saw him desperate and intent on ending his life I tried to reconcile

with me and finally willing to comply with his request. And I think you

nor is it much different that you also object to Helena's request because of you

you are forced to do it because you do not want to hurt women

the one you love, and I did this at least I can get a little back

all his goodness to me.

And all of that finally happened and I got pregnant with your son Ivander, I could feel it

how antusia Helena when she heard the news the first time, happy face

even more than the first time she told me she was in love with you

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But I make mistakes I shouldn't do, every day

I broke the branches that began to grow in my heart but every I

break it up it grows faster. I misunderstand all the goodness and

the attention you gave Ivander, my heart attached to you, I fell in love

to you, I love you Ivander. That's why I decided to get out

home, wanting to break my feelings even if they are never cut off

even though I no longer live with you. It grew into a large tree with

his taproot grew into my heart, and you're the only man who

it can make me fall in love.

My selfishness in wanting to have a part of you makes me separate you from

your real son because I actually gave birth to twins, really

my mistake is so hard for you to forgive and so is Helena, I don't

will force jiika y'all not willing to give it, I think

I deserve it for betraying my best friend.

Thank you for stopping by in my short life, say hello and

my apologies to Helena whenever I keep loving and

love him and will never diminish, but am I still worthy

called a friend after everything I did.

Yang

always loved you

Janie

*****

Helena walked up to her husband who was sitting on the balcony of Anara's room, as soon as she stood behind him she placed her hands on her husband's shoulders and squeezed gently, Ivander raised his face to look at his wife who was also staring at him. Helena moved on to the paper

in her husband's hands.

“Is that Janie's letter dear.”

“Iya.” He answered briefly and then held his wife's hand still on his shoulder.

“You want to read it, I think you are also entitled.”

“No, I'm sure Janie has a reason for everything she does.”

“She wants to apologize to you.”

“Meet sorry.” Helena repeated Ivander's words she shifted her body and sat her body on

the chair next to her husband, then stared at her husband's brown manic alternately.

“For what he apologized to me, I should have apologized to him for forcing him to do so, if only then could I have restrained myself maybe none of this happened and Janie….

Helena could no longer continue her words she cut her face with her palms and majesty sobbed to release the pain from yesterday she tried to endure, when she heard the news that Janie died

his feelings are very broken because he hopes to still meet his best friend.

 Ivander hugged his wife let Helena cry in his arms, they were all hurt,” don't hurt yourself like Janie always turns on her, everything has happened and we can't

changed him. Now let us correct all the mistakes of the past, God still gives that opportunity oada we levet Arabella.”

Just the silence around them the two husbands and wives were still hugging staring straight ahead with

thought each.

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