Arabella Secret's

Apprehension

For almost an hour Arabella and Karen were sitting on one of the benches in the park on the edge of the city, staring at the pool in front of her, staring at the swimming ducks who were being fed by a group of children there. The cold air in autumn began to puncture Ara's bones, the thick clothes she wore did not warm her body enough. Karen who sat beside Ara kept quiet once in a while she stared at Ara's sad face.

Ara did not know how to describe her feelings at this time, whether this was good news or bad news for her, it was just one of the questions that was swirling in his head and there were many more questions that were raging, what should he do now. Ara looked at the results of the ultrasound in her hand, slowly she rubbed her stomach gently, in her womb there is now a growing life, said the doctor of pregnancy has entered the fifth week, the doctor of pregnancy has entered the fifth week, slowly falling tears rolled down his smooth cheeks.

“Nona..don't cry, remember the message Doctor Miss should not be sad and stressed because it is not good for the condition of your fetus Miss,” rebukes Karen gently to remind Ara. He knew how Ara was feeling now, he knew that Ara was just a surrogate wife by Mr. Neal, he must be confused by his current situation.

Ara was getting a hiccup holding her cry and bowing her head in, really this was a dilemma for her, which woman was not happy to know she was pregnant, every woman must want her, as well as herself, she said, but with his current status really puzzling him, what should he do. Neal wanted this baby just as much as she wanted it.

Slowly Ara wiped her tears and looked at Karen who was sitting next to her who was also looking at her. ”Karen..would you promise me something,” said Ara quietly while looking at Karen's face her eyes were swollen from crying for too long. Karen nodded her head slowly she was also unable to hold back her tears anymore.

“There's something I have to tell you, but don't let anyone know, promise me never to tell anyone .”Ara said with a trembling voice.

“Iya Miss.. I promise,” said Karen by her prank. Ara began to tell Karen everything about the reason why her marriage to Neal, about her marital status with Neal, none of which Ara had hidden from her, Karen listened well to every word of Ara even though in fact she already knew the real situation.

Finished with his words Ara took a deep breath and then threw it slowly as if to release the heavy burden that was pressing on his chest, then he continued speaking while looking straight ahead.

"Sarin..promise not to tell Neal about my pregnancy.”.

“But Miss..doesn't you think Mr. Neal should know what Miss is now...

“Not...not yet time he knew,"cut Ara quickly, he stopped for a moment and then resumed his words," I do not want to burden him, what if Neal rejects this child, I am not ready to listen to him,” says Ara slowly.

“But Miss…

“Please Karen, help me to hide this until I have the right time to tell Neal everything,” cut Ara looking at Karen's eyes in turn.

“Alright Miss, I will do it, I will always support Miss ” said Karen slowly while tightly grasping Ara's cold hands.

“Thank you Karen.” Ara's words were barely audible. She did not know if her decision was right, but for now it was all she thought about, although forever she would not be able to hide from her husband, especially if her stomach was enlarged, but he will try to follow the plot no matter what happens in the future he will be responsible for his decision.

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Arabella glanced at the wall clock in her room already showed at ten o'clock at night, she put a book about the pregnancy that Karin had bought earlier for her, he put a book about the pregnancy that Karin had bought for her, however this was her first pregnancy of course she did not have the slightest experience about it. He went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face.

Ara sat her body on the side of the bed she glanced at the nightstand beside her bed a glass of water, milk, and vitamins for pregnant women already located there, who else if not Karin who provides everything, Ara was so grateful to have Karen at this moment, she was the only place to share her story with him. Ara

immediately take vitamins and glasses filled with water and immediately drink it. He spent half the glass he deliberately did not spend it because he also had to drink this milk while warm. As soon as the milk moved into his stomach the nausea returned to attack him, but as hard as Ara's energy to tell him not to regurgitate it, he really did not like the taste, he did not like the taste, tomorrow he will ask Karen to replace the taste with a different taste.

Ara laid her body on the mattress, covered her body with a blanket up to the waist, the room was so quiet, she glanced at the side of the empty bed beside her that made her unable to hold back her cries, since the first time he slept unaccompanied by Neal, Ara sobbed softly, although Neal's attitude at breakfast made him sad but he could not lie to her heart, he missed her husband very much, he missed her, Ara held onto her chest that felt sore, a longing that made all her anger and regret disappear just like that.

“Neal..I miss you, do you miss me too,” whispered Ara watered while rubbing her still flat stomach.

“Honey..whether Daddy can accept you Nak.” Ara's tears were getting louder. He immediately grabbed a small bag on the nightstand and took his phone from inside, one day he did not touch his postel. Ara tried to turn on her phone but could not because the phone battery is low, Ara immediately took her phone charger from the nightstand drawer and plugged in a socket that is beside the nightstand to charge the battery.

Ara why didn't you pick up my phone? ~ Neal.

Ara...are you angry with me? ~ Neal

I'm sorry.I didn't mean to hurt you, I didn't take you away because I didn't want you to get sick, a trip to Canada long enough that would make you tired, next time I'll definitely take you with ~ Neal

I leave yes..be careful at home, do not be too tired to ask for help Karen ~ Neal

Ara read one-on-one messages coming in from her husband, her tears getting louder, ” Neal I love you so much, soon we will have a baby, do you want it too dear,” whispered Ara watered by her prank.

Ara tried to call Neal but she had to swallow disappointed because her phone was not active, she sent a message to her husband.

Take care of yourself while there, hurry home.I'm waiting for you ~ Arabella.

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Neal laid her body on a king-size bed in the hotel where she stayed for two days in Canada, her body felt so tired because she had not rested her body since she arrived. As soon as his plane landed he immediately paid a visit to his branch in Canada because of the fact that he was also visiting here, and there really took a lot of time because he wanted to finish quickly, he hopes that after tomorrow's meeting if it's over he wants to quickly return to Russia. He could not wait to go home because his wife's face made his heart so long, and the guilt still lingered in his heart he made his wife cry, which he deeply regretted.

He reached out to his phone that chuckled not far beside him, Neal blamed the phone again which he deliberately turned off. He stared at the screen of his cell phone that had shown at one in the morning, Neal took a deep breath, Moscow was seven hours faster than Ottawa, meaning now his wife was awake, he said, maybe he was having breakfast now. Neal tried to guess in her mind.

Ting…! One message went to Neal's phone.

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