Answer to Istikhoroh Ku Prayer

new day

after passing yesterday which is considered a painful day finally now nabila run his new day in order to be better than the previous day.

"now I have begun a new day that may be brighter than the previous one.

do not forget the habit of nabila in a third of the night to meet the creator to pray and vent for what he suffered.

all his pain and regret are expressed in his istikhoroh prayer in order to be calmer through the days to come.

already from childhood never forget and lazy to perform this sunah prayer.this sunah prayer is taught from people who hate and are loved, dear ones, ever 2 years more do not do it but it feels like something is missing in this world.

the regret that exists and somehow the longing for prayer was always imagined by his mind and finally realized what was missing in his life is the prayer istikhoroh in the third of the night.

after realizing and trying for the first time Istikhoroh prayer that had been done but abandoned, the cry broke out somehow what hit me, a deep longing can finally meet again with the maha kusa in one third of the night and ask for forgiveness so that it can be better in the future.

now nabila changed his life, and always pray istikhoroh.

because the nabila pain can not go to college, every day the doctor must go home to check the condition of the nabila.

it is strange for a doctor who offers himself that every day never forgets even up to 2 times a day to the house of nabila to check his condition.

"assalamualaikum". the young man approached nabila and greeted him.

" waalaikumsalam",eh sir doctor, early in the morning has arrived???". saw the doctor when approaching nabila cooking.

"yes, ouh ya nabila, please do not call me doctor sir!" feels uncomfortable if called doctor sir by nabila.

" what does Trus call him??"so plain to answer.

"call aja mas kan more afdol". feel like if dipangil mas by nabila.

" mas???.why should mas??".ask nabila while making coffee.

"because I want more than brothers".

the words that came straight out of the mouth of Zidan and it made nabila confused.

nabila allowed to sit zidan by giving a coffee so as not to sleepy and more frees. nabila continued. cooking accompanied by umi .

"drunk by the doctor.nabila very difficult to arrange.said do not cook instead he immediately went to cook by himself". said Umi who approached them after going to the small room for a while.

" yes ngak papa.if it gets worse yes stay injected". said zidan teasing with a smile.

"no.no can.direct time injected so dead". directly replied with cynical eyes looking at the zidan and make zidan shake the behavior of nabila.

after finishing cooking.nabila and zidan enter the room to check the state of nabila. after entering the room, there is a taste that includes the heart nabila, and feels this room is not quiet anymore, and the room is not quiet anymore, like there is a figure of people who make his room make crowded, but in the room there is only nabila and zidan.

"why it feels so crowded here.but when I'm the same mas zidan aja in the room".batin nabila.

after finishing checking, zidan came out of the room and the room felt lonely when mas zidan left the room.

"i wonder why this is how it feels". a sense of deg degan when both in the room and in the audience.

after checking out nabila go out and prepare breakfast to eat together with zidan.

all breakfast was prepared and all were seated at the table to eat.nabila who took rice for everything as usual. but it feels strange when pouring rice into a plate zidan like directly piercing the heart and make deg-degan. his heart seemed to want to be dislodged.

"why bengong dek". said zidan who smiled widely when his rice was taken nabila and served nabila and suddenly nabila stopped taking rice.

"no". pour rice with canngung flavor that covers the heart.

nabila eat one by one rice enters his mouth.nabila looking at the face of zidan feels warm and authoritative, his body is good even though not so high only about 160 m, his face is clean white. make nabila amazed to see zidan.

seeing nabila bengong looking at zidan umi smiling happily and waking nabila from his daydream"ehemm".

seeing Zidan looking at him with a smile made nabila whistle shyly submissive and tried to divert everyone's gaze by devouring his food.

finally finished eating breakfast dishes just ordinary food nothing fancy just different nuance.

zidan chatted with Umi, nabila just looked from afar for fear that if he approached them only made it uncomfortable for them to talk.

"umi sama mas zidan said what.bust I kepo aja but do not need to". keep looking until his feet tingling."aduh.tutnya much".scolding the tingling feet that make his legs hurt and cramps can not be in walking for a moment.

after 1 hour and received a call from

hospital.zidan say goodbye to umi and nabila who are tingling.

"dek..mas go home first.later mas here again". saw nabila above and say goodbye to face nabila that hide foot pain.

" oah well"holding his leg steadily.

nabila at home just sleeping, paying, reading books and playing cellphone that makes him bored. every day zidan check at least 2 × a day and make a spirit but after the examination zidan immediately go because there is a lot of work that makes him betmut and upset.

"i'm ready to be blessed". spirit and positive spirit.

when we get to the front, nabila cross paths with zidan who will check it.

"dad..do you want to go to college??". ucp a man who approached him as he went down the stairs.

"yes mas.alhamdulillah nabila already healthy ". smile widely see zidan is at home early in the morning that makes it more excited.

"loh.kamukan has not fully healed son.ko already wants to leave.kalo fainted at school how".say umi who is arranging food.

"iya tuh.susaha very difficult to arrange this one child". said alina who snatched while sitting eating toast.

nabila did not think alina's speech.for him only the wind and then "when it has healed ko umi". confidently said the word.

"yes ufah after breakfast together you will check first if it is healthy you can leave. but if you pretend to be healthy. later 1 week you are at home.

his grunting makes nabila's fur creeped and scared"i.iya" nervous.

after completion of sarapa nabila diwassa and the results have improved and can go to college.

nabila was very happy and he did not feel bored again for 3 days yesterday.

nabila said goodbye to uminya and will order ojek.

when you want to order zidan to approach" we leave with the deck.."say zidan.

" don't do it mas.I can use an ojek.

"same I aja.pake the car to let ngak catch a cold".

nabila tricked him and zidan drove nabila to go to college.

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when in the car feels very awkward and embarrassed.slightly quiet there is no sound out there is only the sound of the car.

"mas/deck.

"adek first aja/mas first deh.

sidan looked at her face with a smile making nabila blush more embarrassed and awkward.

"em..why mas call me dek.and mas want to be called mas. kanya less polite deh.kan mas my personal doctor.

"let's pass.you call sku mas and I call adek".he said who already knows for sure nabila will ask that.

"why🤔". saw zidan with a plain face.

seeing nabila looking at him.make zidan smile wide" right I've said. I want more than brother.

for when the words of the zidan are ambiguous and can not interpret it." emmn..means mas.astahfirullah haladzim.mas want to be my father". by shouting that makes the zidan freeze. moments before nabila replied. zidan is so calm and confident must be happy and happy from the desire of zidan, but when listening to the answer nabila make xidan membafu and his heart crumble sekerika.

"do I fit the same granny".upsettled by nabila's answer.

"pantes.kemarin fit mas talk equally umi.long until my feet tingling.pasti mas takoinin want to be my father...pantes mas is always good as I every day torture me aja morning the same afternoon, rich I take medicine 2 times a day". innocently answer it that makes zidan numb and petrified both times.

" not that nabila.mu mean me/deh.mas ngaku aja" directly hurt.

"*why does it feel my heart does not like that if umi same mas zidan.tap mas zidan good, understanding not even just the same umi as me, and kaka. umi also likes the same mas zidan.even every morning umi cooked delicious and mas zidan always breakfast together.umi also happy when mas zidan home".

" basis this child.masa ngak ngerti that I talk about.mag instead mean I want to be his father😣😪😩".inner zidan*.

"from the ngak mending ngak diem deh aja.". sighed deeply.

after a few minutes of silence with the ambush atmosphere adul. nabila still asked, zidan who was upset with the words and thoughts of nabila that made 1 car no sound at all arrived in front of the campus.

" thank you, sir.had anter me". said nabila who was upset because zidan wanted to be a substitute for his ashes.

"that's ko pak.mas dong". said zidan loudly.

"it will be more afdol sir than mas.kan zidan sir wants to be my father". said ketus.

"not that.call the time deh. let it be equivalent". rigid own.

"yes udabh..makasih yah massssss..dah😥".krluar car while drugs.

"the basis of this child..must be how I say it.if I say directly tude point later misunderstand again".go leave nabila.

nabila entered the campus with a tangled face and not as excited as before.