Answer to Istikhoroh Ku Prayer

shitty day

it was late afternoon, nabila and diamond came home from work.

with a limp body, dull face, cape body, nabila stepped into the house and did not forget to say "asaalamualaikum...." this word is the first always spoken when entering the house so that the entire house feels calm in the heart.

hearing the greeting of a woman who was sitting together on the sofa answered the greeting

"waalaikumsalam, uh adek already home you..". the spotlight that saw nabila so lethargic and limp.

"already you, ko kaka good tumben nanyain I've come home yet".awesome with the behavior of his brother who is not as usual.

nabila saw the right front left upper back under the whole house and to his surprise there was a man sitting next to his brother.

" who's next to Kaka?"(with his deep curiosity).

" when you do not know him, this is loh" said the woman was none other than ka alina. by holding the man's hand and patting his hand on his shoulder.

"hay dek, when did you not know kaka anyway??.".

by showing his face to face nabila and sontak make a surprise. nabila was shocked and answered questions that made him confused when he heard someone talking about his name and his brother's name.

"astagfirullah mr. lecturer, why are you here".(the man turned out to be his lecturer Pak fauzan).

"let's call him deck sir, this is ka fauzan! when you forget the same ka fauzan!" said ka alina.

"what!. ka fauzan!!.". while trying to remember.

he heard his older sister glaring at the face of ka fauzan and wondered why people who were so close to him did not recognize him..

"so my lecturer is kaka!".still can't believe what happened that the one who taught this morning was ka fauzan

"yes pantes when he taught me to feel familiar with the lecturer, it turns out that he is ka fauzan ". in the heart

"yes when you do not know kaka again adek sweet,.". fauzan used to call sweet adek or small adek.

hearing the fauzan call it the sweet deck. nabila immediately looks fresh, fun and flowery. like being floating in the air.

"now adek sweet different well, use the veil all now.it should be kaka who forgot not you!"ka fauzan.

"yes sorry, so I called you alina yah. until bring me everything else!!!. hemm..why can my name be called and also to discuss the professor again!!.". (with a rendang tone when saying the professor)

"if you say rich!!..., he's our abi, why the hell are you up until now can't forgive abi!!". ka alina was upset by what she had said and felt annoyed if she called her brother by the name of the professor.

"why ka??. he who has made me rich gini!!.., do I have to accept this harsh reality!!!." with annoyance answered him.

"enough, here I want to clarify my relationship with alina, not want to fight!!!" said ka fauzan who snapped nabila.

"clear the relationship ! what do kaka mean!!.". ka fauzan's words startle and crumble to pieces.

"then come here to talk about kaka's proposal to alina, so that abi knows about our relationship, right abi who is your guardian!!!".(with a clear and firm tone).

"lamaran!?, so you guys... you guys are dating." did not expect during this time to feel that ka fauzan likes it, but in fact he prefers kaka instead.

with eyes that dammed the water heard his explanation.make his body immediately destroyed and felt no body burden made him falter but had to rise because it was not the best solution.

"yes we've been dating for 1 year, so I want to ask abi's blessing to get married to you"

hearing the second time made 1 tear drip by turning his face so as not to see that he had been crushed into pieces.

because it is not strong when standing in front of the person he always loved, loved, and always prayed even though he had never met for so long but he always loved saying that he wanted to propose to his brother.

all you can do is change the topic of conversation.

"umi how, does umi agree!!?" with a loud voice that covers all the sadness and slump

"umi agreed, there are abi who do not know about this!" said ka alina.

"why are you here!! because I want to say the same about our wishes!" said ka fauzan.

"when do you want to make a proposal". an upset voice and jutek.

"later 1 week we will hold a proposal in semarang.you come well to semarang!" ka alina said so that nabila could meet with abi.

"quietly my lecturer!" said ka fauzan.

"forgive me!!!"( while leaving them both and shed tears that fell from her beautiful eyes became red from crying. upon entering the room nabila cried loudly and sobbed

in the room****

"why doesn't everyone care about me, why!!. What am I doing!!. why do people I love always have to go for other people!!!."

" everyone does not pay attention to my presence what???. am I a person who should not be born.. why!!!. I hate my life, I hate, hate and hate!!!!!!!...(sobbing).

"my loved ones should be taken away by others like my father and now the people I have always admired, cherished, have to be with my kaka. from childhood I always pray that ka fauzan can be with me, but every time I want to say the word ka fauzan in my prayer istishoroh, my mouth like a padlock and can not say a single letter!!. maybe it's not a soul mate" he murmured while crying.

after stopping crying, his head suddenly felt dizzy, and his body was squeezed. everything in the room looked blurry, all black, all black, he wanted to ask for help, but his mouth could not speak a word.

what's with my eyes.A runaway body goes around in circles and everything's a mess.

tokk..

"dek.kamu inside. from earlier you did not come out of the room at all.kamu again what the hell.". said ka alina who was surprised by her sister.

nabila could hear his brother's voice, but he could not help but could not he could only lie limp and could not say a word.

since there was no answer, alina went down and accompanied the fauzan

"when are you home??" an elderly woman approached the two of them who were none other than Umi.

"already in the room! but he did not answer at all "in a low and disappointed tone.

"you why? his face is very tangled, nabila ngak papakan! ", umi knows this must be a bitter reality for nabila but nabila must know what happened and must clarify their relationship.

"that's mi.., that was angry because we discussed abi..". as far as alina was concerned.

"yes you guys have been talking, Umi wants to go to

nabila room first". Umi know this definitely makes nabila worse finally umi choose to go to nabila room to check the condition of nabila.

umi went to the nabila room to talk about this, although Umi was not ready but this concerns the future of her brother and favorite child.

tock..tok.tok..(door sound).

"when dear open this umi, open dong umi want to talk, important baby come come!.". there is no authorization from nabila.

"umi help me" in her heart when she spoke.

"son!. nabila darling..... son... do not be angry all that much until the Umi must stand continue rich gini....". there is not the slightest sound from the inside that makes Umi worried about fear of anything happening deban her favorite daughter.

"nabila ..answers dear.. don't make umi worry..".umi started to worry because from earlier had called nabila but no answer was given nabila.

"nabila..buka... nabila.. you enter nabila open ". umi banged -gedor tried to open the room and tried to open it but the room was locked. because it has been a few minutes trying to open the door and call nabila no results. Umi was worried about the silence that exists.

umi cries until heard below until the two of them who heard crying approached Umi fear anything happened.

" umi why are you crying, umi in apain nabila??!"sorry alina.

"when dear.. nabila... she does not open the door, she also ngak nyaut at all.pinunya also key inside.". umi do not know what to do.

"nak fauzan please break down nabila's room. umi was afraid nabila did the improper thing.". umi finally chose fauzan to break down the door.

"well umi!." fauzan immediately broke down the door with all his might.

by insisting fauzan door breaker.the first experiment failed up to 3 times to break the door nabila room still failed.until finally the door opened and found nabila who had been lying limp on his mattress.

seeing nabila fainting umi immediately limp to see this, it was never thought that nabila would be like this. finally nabila was taken to the hospital so that he could know what nabila suffered and what he had done to relieve his heart pain, Umi thought.

on the way Umi can only cry weakly to see the nabila lying limp and so pale.

"god what happened to my son.what he did and what disease he suffered until a limp and helpless.