Answer to Istikhoroh Ku Prayer
abi's pain
finally my friendship was helped by honesty ka rizik, really relieved" muttered nabila.
nabila and Umi are having dinner together
tut..tut..tut(hp sounds).
take the hp and instantly turn off.
tut.....
"the son of why in matiin.indeed who is the phone". Umi said while having dinner together.
" ngak perting umi".feeling reluctant to pick up the phone.
dutt.(voice of incoming message).
after seeing sms nabila immediately shocked and confused.
"what's up, son??".
" this is mi"(while giving hpke umi).
"when..kaka ngabarin you because abi is sick.., he always calls your name dik!!".sms from ka daffa.
" o Allah.."umi was shocked after reading the text.
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📨"de you to semarang well, tengokin abi".
" he misses you!!"
"you must art for the sake of kaka yah dear".sms from ka daffa again.
" i don't know what I'm feeling right now.I'm sad to hear abi is sick but I don't want to see abi" looked at the roof to meekan state of his ashes but on the other hand there is. a sense of annoyance that made him reluctant to go to see his brother.
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in the guest room all the family gather just to pick up umi and nabila go to semarang
"umi me....,ka alina when did nyampe come here??".shift the conversation.
" this morning".
"hay..beautiful bulik call" while holding.
alina and Fauzan had the first child of a beautiful princess named Mesya
"bulik says mami we want to semalang" with a slurred tone.
"anyday!...What do you want??"
"yes to abilah.masa want to travel" high tone because alina knows what will be answered nabila.
"ouh.so you guys want to go there!!.ya already".when indifferent to the talk of alina.
"we have to all nenguk abi.kamu ngak can go and many reasons.pistiknya you have to come" make the mood nabila rising.
"you who...ruh² me..hah, you already have a family..not to dehatur² my life...not important".nabila can not control emotions since losing abi.
he was always angry and unconscious when it came to his ashes.
" adek kualat well you..aku temenin from small but even no manners..do what you realize if the attitude of the loh ba*****t".
" enough!!!.what the heck, no fuss is not clear!.umi ngak never yah ngajarin you guys talk rude.., you also nabila!!.abi you are sick, you even do not want nengokin" first time umi snapped nabila.
"so umi now belain kaka..I have not considered the child.oke umi I left...assalamualaikum" did not feel any tears streaming out of the eyes.
"boy wait.not umi's intention"
brak (door dings)
" basic brat!!".the anger goes out
"already done mihh, you have to resist the same emotions of your own sister.liat our children cry because you see you guys fighting and also you are pregnant ngak good talking who ngak²" fauzan said that she had alina who was pregnant with her second child and was about 2 months pregnant.
" is it okay??"said the ojek ordered nabila.
"yes ..ayo we set out" tearfully.
the motor also runs.because the ojek was in front of the house must he heard the conversation of the nabila family.and the ojek was a woman then he wanted to know what happened.
"sorry yah mba..so I nguping..I heard a little that mba same pemantem mother and kakanya mba, what problem??".
" no ko mba no problem anything ".divert.
" my parents also separated mba, but I can't foe them because they are our parents.although I live with my mother but my friendship still goes with my father before he dies"obviously the ojek.
"what's his relationship with me??". offended by ojek's speech.
" sorry yah mba dotyya want a lecture..before he left this world.so mba mba relationship with father mba!!..niscaya mba will not regret if father mba already gone??".
"but he chose to go and choose another woman.
" my father is also so!.but we are children.we must be devoted to parents.even though our parents separated but we have to establish the silahturahmi".
"i can not mba.he has made me and Umi sad.I ngak power".
" mba.try mikhlaskan everything that makes our hearts sad, upset, angry, and ngak because more mending we find the side that can make us happy".
"i'm sure.in the heart mba there is a deep sense of longing because mba is a good person.mana maybe mba setega it, just mba ego is still higher than the heart mba".
" yeah I was a kangen, want to be rich first.hehehe.yapi I did not want abi to leave me...he once promised he would always be with me until I already have a priest".remembering the past.
#flashback#
sodakallohuladzim says.
"abi...dedekan want 9 years, later if my birthday fit abi want love what???" say small nabila.
"the Prophet wants pure love" abi said briefly.
"pukenah???..kan dede already have the face of the time bought again".
" yes abi wants a great love for you to wear when you grow up. It may be abi ngak can give that when you are big".
"that's abi.....".
" either later my birthday should be festive.we should celebrate together with²".
"my son is spoiled so much". said Umi so happy
if past lives could be replayed, maybe this hatred wouldn't exist in my life
