Answer to Istikhoroh Ku Prayer

introductions

I'm sorry if there's such a vague, ambiguous word and the story is less than interesting because it's the first novel I've ever written.. ☺😊🤗

next....

* cring.kring.kring (ringing alrm hp).

nabila: emmm..jam 3". sitting with sleepy eyes and life that has not fully entered. after 15 minutes of sitting he went to the bathroom to clean and take ablution water.

nabila performed the usual prayers he did if his alrm rang at the hour of one third of the night that is the prayer istikhoroh to lift his heart, and strengthen his faith with the almighty.

after the prayer he raised his hand to ask the almighty for it is only for him to know all things.

" god, give the servant a priestly figure who can guide me always in your path, can make me a noble woman before you, and a priest who can guide me , when I'm wrong he always gently scolds me and when I'm right he always shaves my truth as I do......

#introduction#

in the past, I did not wear a veil but maybe the desire of the heart to always be a Muslim woman who never forget everything related to my religion, therefore I am about to emigrate more or less already 2 years. my name nabila putri is usually called nabila, the second child of the mother and the third child of abi. hobiku read the Quran and prayers istikhoroh.

my mother named zahra, she is a caring mother figure and understands the contents of her child's heart.she is very good and never burdened her children. she always struggled to send nabila and her sister because she was a single parent.mother was a teacher of Islamic history and Islamic religious education in one of the private lectures in Jakarta. he was busy, but he always had time to gather with his children.

zidan is a doctor and pharmacist, he is kind, gentle, loving, rich, but he is jealous of his partner. that's what makes people love their nature.

angga prasetya is an economics student who is very considerate but behind all this he can be a very cruel person.when saying one word that offends him, then he can make his life peerless. because he is very adept at silat, tekwondo, wrestling and he likes to fight. Behind his arrogant nature he is a man loyal to his partner, loving for people he loves, and jealous. many women like him because he is a tall man: 180, a stocky body, plump eyelashes, thin lips. no wonder many women who approached him during the smp and high school but because of his indifferent and scary nature only a few women who dare to approach and there are hiding.

I have an abi who I hate and love very much, probably because of my disappointment with him.

for some reason this heart is always filled with sadness and slump when I hear my family and friends talking about abi. feeling angry, sad, sad, and want to rebel in my heart that makes me unable to control myself.

I have a brother 2 whose one half-brother is kaka ku first is ka daffa, he is kind, loving but he always makes me angry, sad, sad, agitated over what she said and my second kaka my biological kaka was ka alina she was a beautiful woman, kind, stubborn, ignorant, wanting her always right. always selfish.that's why me and I always fight a fight over the mouth😪.