Answer to Istikhoroh Ku Prayer

pristineness

with all the promises to ka angga, nabila can get out of the prison house." I really did not think it turns out my words can kill me, I have to how, God, I love mas zidan very much but I can't be selfish, for their safety I have to get out of life".

"when!". said the man who approached nabila.

" mas.zidan.

" there's nowhere you went, I called even when I went to your house there was nothing"

"sorry mas, please stay away from me". throw away your face for fear of mas zidan will be doomed.

" why do you say rich...you mean what????". get angry by grabbing nabila's hand.

"i said stay away from me!!". when I first kicked people out, what else did he make it hard yesterday to sleep.

" nabila...what is it that you are with him..actually what is your relationship?!".anger asks for an explanation.

nabila was disappointed because zidan did not believe him"ya I'm the same he was dating..then what mas zidan want?".

"you lied!!!. I can't believe you're the same as him" was cut immediately.

"i'm obviously at all mas once again, stay away from me right now". couldn't hold back the emotions, just left.

" i'm sorry, I really didn't expect, yesterday we can still laugh, but why now there is only a debate between us"

"i can't believe!!!, you can't understand what I'm feeling right now, I am very happy when I speak frankly when I wish if I want a holy verse of the Qur'an, what a beautiful sight if it is granted, but eventually it has to be over the edge and maybe me and him won't be together" with tears soaking her cheeks wrapped in cloth nabila ran away to a river that she loved so much when she was happy and sad.

this place is truly like the paradise of the world, so many trees that move like praising the power and the beauty of the river that flows with various kinds of animals that live in it, it is beautiful that this world is not as beautiful as the ravings of his heart.

" nabila..".voice of women approaching nabila.

"assalamualaikum ukhti" saw nabila with his daydream so long that he did not hear any sound.

"waalaikumsalam" hearing the greeting made his daydream disappear.

"ko you here anyway???, the cold air here".feeling the wind is so strong make the fur I sit standing.

" really.., the view is so beautiful here.not as dark as this heart of mine".

"actually what happened.I saw earlier you guys fight.what happened". curious to see the debate between zidan and nabila.

" ha.ha.I don't remember it, which I remember here is a good place to reflect".answers like crazy.

"when you say what the hell.do not make me afraid dong.., answer my question". annoyed to see nabila like crazy.

intan did not think that friends who always look happy today changed after disappearing one day somewhere, and made him like a madman who made diamonds think negative.

"when exactly what happened yesterday" diamond suspects something happened.

"yesterday.yes yesterday.... ha..ha.kemarin..". slung back against the tree next to the river.

" when you tambet well, you don't make me afraid dong".start to be afraid, in mind intan nabila possessed.

"yesterday was a bad day for me hiks.huks". cried because all this started from nabila.

" when you why!!!, replied nabila".sadly to see the tears of nabila dripping.

" when.you still have me, just tell me. I will not blaspheme you..trust me".feel the pain suffered by nabila.

#flashback#

"if you don't stay with me. I can't live without you.

" you, I'm a man not a god!!".Answer replied while sitting and frightened

"do you know, you're the only woman I've ever been friends with.

" it wasn't until you knew me that I had a lot of friends".

"no.. My friend is just you!". saddened by tears.

" why do you cry.what am I saying wrong".fear of hurting.

"no".the answer is brief.

" actually what happened so that kaka could be like this".was asked when trying to dig deeper.

"do you want to know why I'm like this".

answered with a nod that signifies "yes".

"you know my parents split up and I went with my father because my father cheated on me and drove my mother crazy" she replied.

"i wanted to go with mom but dad was always beating up when I got caught at mom's house, every night I was beaten by my father and stepmother and I felt like my mother was beaten by them because every time I went to my mother's house, my mother's face was battered and she took it out on me, because it's my once submissive nature to be quiet, indifferent and many say my eyes like a killer, like a killer, I couldn't control all of this and so I killed my own mother because I was fed up with them with my own hands and I put the knife in her hands so that no one would know that I was the one killing my own mother and to think she killed herself because of the station" so long explanation makes nabila afraid of what he did to his own mother.

"after I graduated high school abroad I killed my father but did not use my hands but my stepmother who always instigated to kill my father and now stepmother is imprisoned for life.

" then if you want to go to heaven and the others survived then you follow my wishes".the words made nabila tremble because the fear pierced all his bones.

"now you're the only one I trust, if you dare to do what I forbid and hate, then don't expect me to be gentle with you".