Ambition And Magic

Ambition And Magic
Chapter 87 Munajat



Monday morning


As usual, every 03.30 wib, Renita always gets up to take a bath at one-third of the night. Finish the bath will be continued with tahajud prayer and witir prayer. Likewise with this morning, after bathing Renita immediately took ablution water and then did tahajud prayer. When performing prostration, Renita suddenly felt pain and dizziness but only in the left eye down to under the cheek. Renita's feelings become uncomfortable. But Renita then do the istighfar as usual.


"Oh Allah.Give me healing from this pain, O Allah. Although I want to doubt and not believe, if this pain is caused by Your creature named Jinn, and because of Your Ridho can also enter the body of the servant. But this feeling is very clear and strange, O God, give the servant healing. Aamiin's." Renita prays in her heart after performing the morning prayer.


After finishing performing the morning prayer, Renita immediately turned on the laptop to turn on the You Tube Muzammil Hasballah, to together do morning dhikr. Still wearing a mukena, Renita sat facing the laptop, because in addition to doing morning dhikr, Renita also read the meaning of the dhikr verses she read. Verse by verse Renita read by reading the verse of the chair once, then continued with Al sinhlas, Al Falaq, and An Naas three times each. All of a sudden..


"Oh Allah, what pain is this, O Allah. It's grievous. aakh.." Renita moans in pain while holding the tool************* from outside. Suddenly Renita felt a sense of pain in the tool**********, it felt like it was slashed using a razor.


"Astaghfirullahaladzim; I ask forgiveness from Allah the Greatest." Renita's lips ask forgiveness from Allah, while blowing and wiping several times the sick place.


Thank goodness for a while Renita can master the situation, then continue reading the morning dhikr until it is finished. About forty-five minutes later, the morning dhikr had finally been read by Renita. Using her palm, Renita tried rubbing her left eye that still felt dizzy, and doing light massages in the eyebrow area and around her eyes.


"Why hasn't it gone away, or I'll put on a bed first.." Renita muttered to herself.


The woman then walked to the top of the bed, then laid her body on the bed while continuing to do dhikr. Fortunately, not long after, Andri went upstairs, Seeing his wife who was doing dhikr while lying down, astonished the man.


"What's the matter, is there someone who is sick again." asked Andri Lirih, because he was used to dealing with the pain experienced by Renita.


"Yes well. try to hold the eye area down to the left yes.it feels like dizziness join with pain. But strangely only part of it." Renita asked her husband to read her short letters, and rubbed and blew the area around her left eye.


"Wait a minute, you don't wear clothes yet.." Andri then took the sarong cloth, and changed the shirt she wore later.


Moments later, as usual Andri stood in front of Renita who was sitting on the edge of the bed. The man then read the short letters several times.


"It hurts.. it's hot.... aaaghh.." unexpectedly, when Andri read out the short letters, Renita's body reacted. Renita's mouth kept whimpering feeling hot and in pain. Andri was not affected by the man continuing to repeat his reading. When he finished, Andri rubbed his hand on his wife's eyes, then blew slowly.


"Thank you well. mamah not closed eyes for a moment huh. There will be a class teaching schedule at 07.30 wib." Renita asked her husband for permission to go to teach.


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An hour later


"Okay.. We just start the lesson, everything has come, right..?" Renita then began the lesson.


Some students seem enthusiastic about following the learning process, and if there is something they do not understand, students do not hesitate to ask questions. When Renita gave an example of a count for students to do, Renita suddenly remembered if there was a meeting invitation at 09:00 by WR I.


"I don't want to, just because the meeting has to empty my next class. I'll let you, anyways, why involve me in activities at UP." Renita thought to herself, and finally came the desire not to attend the meeting in the rector's courtroom.


During her time as WR II, Renita was familiar with the admin and secretariat at the Rectorate. Andi finds out that she often gets metaphysical disturbances, and Renita decides to send permission not to attend the meeting through the young man.


"Assalamualaikum mas Andi, related to the invitation at 9 o'clock,


1. I am fit


2. Psychically I am today rather unyielding(😭😭😭). I can't force myself to meet mas\, I drop


3. I asked permission yes mas\, or use zoom I even want 🙏🙏🙏


Thank you.."


After the message was sent, Renita continued her studies. The woman walked to the back, looking at the work done by her students. Suddenly her phone rang a notification if a message came in, and Renita immediately picked up the phone and opened it.


"Greetings waalaikum, ..Well my mom conveyed Mr. Adi bu his permission." it turns out Andi mas reply to the message sent to him.


With a feeling of pleasure, Renita went back to giving lecture material, and there were no obstacles whatsoever.  Even after this class was finished, and then continued with the other classes, Renita could handle the learning very well. Dizziness, pain that since this morning felt, it turned out to be lost and not felt anymore.


"Thank you, O Allah, for the healthy favor You have given O Allah. By Your power, this servant of Yours can quickly find healing. Praise be to you always say to me, O Allah.." Renita gave thanks in her heart, because the pain and pain she felt since morning suddenly disappeared without a trace. Even Renita felt a new spirit and energy.


"Only You are the Creator, who can turn the hearts of men upside down. Only by interiorizing can You govern all that is in this world by Your will, O God," feel grateful, Renita's heart and lips do not stop giving thanks, and have mercy on God.


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